part and parcel of my life-

2010-04-03T03:14:00.002+08:00

HI. Almost a month, i had not blog.
So i really had alot of things to say.
So read this post if you want else just
proceed to my FB for photos. :))

I am glad that i actually left with 2 days to
end my attachment. YEAH! but on the other
hand, i felt pretty sad and not bear to leave
my good and dun colleagues. Well definitly i
will miss them and period of my attachment
whereby i had learnt alot and experiencing
things that not much people get to experience it
throughout this 7 weeks. Well just one word-AWESOME!

I just hit 20 last sunday. 2 days before my actual birthday,
i actually spent with my sec sch friends and the day before my actual
birthday, i spent with my FYP friends and yamei &co.
i seriously had a great times with them, truely!
They create a wonderful memories on my 20th birthday! :))
Nevertheless, i had my acutal birthday celebrated with my baby
@ UNIVERSAL STUDIO SINGAPORE!
** ALL OF MY BIRTHDAY PHOTOS, INCLUDING
UNIVERSAL STUDIO SINGAPORE ARE UPLOADED/TAGGED
IN FACEBOOK NOW..

i am pretty much lazy to upload those pics to my blog now
and if i were to do so, it gonna take me 1 whole day to because
there are so many photos. So process to FACEBOOK now. :))

Baby had flew to AUS, brisbanne yesterday night, with me
and his good fren, fabian to send him off. Fabian and i had
planned to go aus to find him in oct provided that baby
had gotten his visa over there else he will be back in spore
in 3 months time. I am growing stronger with him leaving
to overseas to work for the 2nd time now. I really glad that
he did msg me the moment he reached aus and after his work..
i am not feeling paranoid as before. Before he left spore, he gave me
something that really touched my heart. i will upload pics soon!
check it out!

2 more weeks to sch..omg my GPA deproved abit..
from last sem 3.0, now drop to 2.94..omg i am so damn
disappointed la..i gonna so damn hard work in year 3 for
both sems. Recently dad had a talk with me regarding
my studies after poly..i told him my plan was going into SIM
to further study then out to work then save money before
proceeding to AUS to further my degree or something..
i really wan to continue studying and dont want to step into
the working society so fast..i know and i experience before
that working life outside is not easy at all..The thing is why not
local uni, it is really not easy to get it, i have just checked out
with my friends who had just graduated frm poly..they all me
GPA MUST BE 3.8 then it will be safe enough to obtain a place
in local uni..OMG LA!!!

The determination that i had now is saving money!!
Money is what i need now.. so much so that money is never
enough for me and i really need to save up a large sum.
NEXT UP in my life, i will be busying away for FYP.
i have seen many people had already done somethings
in their teams already..like going to lab to stuffs or like get
started with their logbook already..

The other thing is i need to pack my messy room. i felt that
no matter how much i packed, it's still messy..i guess i need
a bigger room to store my many stuffs.

ALRIGHT HEADING TO BED NOW, I AM HAVING
TENNIS TRAINING IN THE AFTERNOON,LATER ON!
GOODNIGHT PEOPLE! CIAO! :))

2010-04-03T03:14:00.000+08:00

2010-03-08T14:07:00.008+08:00

Monday's blues! Time is so hard to pass
especially on mon so i am here to blog! :)

Sunday with my beloved boyfriend was just perfect!!!♥ ♥
I LOVE waking up without the sound of an alarm.
I LOVE sleepover and waking up seeing my baby was beside me!
SUPER AWESOME! How i wish weekends has like 48 hours
and having 5 days instead of 2. :) ♥

SUNDAY WITH MY BABY BRANDON! ♥ ♥ ♥
Been long since we spent some quality time together.
Town. Dinner. Shopping. Movie(From Paris With Love), worth watching movie!
and Rocher beancurd (supper)
Went searching for my birthday presents that i wanted for!
Haven't been so happy before! Baby was so sweet to me too! :D
Everything was so awesome...but time flies and our sunday
ended pretty fast... but i am contented already and had enjoyed
my SUNDAY VERY MUCH!!!

Sat 6 march 2010 was ♥ too!
Before meeting leeling, i met stage to pass
her bagpack. A huge one, for her to carry
to thailand for her service learning trip!
It's heavy man..omg! S
TAGE: take good care of ur back and enjoy the trip fruitfully! :))

Met leeling for dinner and shopping.
REMEMBER OUR medicure and pedicure date
next time ah! hahaha. (:
After that went to brandon's working place
for dessert as brandon want to treat her.
AWESOME FRENCH DESSERT SERVED
TOGETHER WITH SWEET WINE!
BEST, that make my saturday night
and together with the chat with leeling! :)

went home around 1am.

The delicious/mouth watering dessert! ♥ ♥ ♥

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HERE COME MY WISHLIST FOR

MY UPCOMING 20th BIRTHDAY on 28 MARCH!

To be unique, I will write down what i don't want first..

lol...

-No necklace(have alot already)

-No heels

-No havaninas slippers(too many already)

-No wallet (just got a new one though)

-No photoframe or any display items

-No watch(just got a new one also)

-No make-up

THINGS THAT CAN CONSIDER BUYING! :D

- A bit smaller than middle size branded bag as I am

in need of one. Like the size of a longchamp bag but

don't want longchamp cause COMMON AND OUTDATED

ALREADY! ( I just found one that i really like from kate spade,

the size is just wat i want..navy with orange strip..

kate spade not so common, good!)

-Branded T-shirt like Agnes B, A/X, Dior..

-Harddisk (I need one)

-Liquor(i love to collect! haha)

-Suprising stuffs that you can crack from your

brain and you think i will like it! LOL!! :))

-IF NOT, cash(red packet)! I don't mind! (=

2010-03-03T12:26:00.004+08:00

MARCH MARCH MARCH MARCH MARCH
IS GONNA BE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE !

BECAUSE IT'S MY BIRTHDAY MONTH!
=D

Well i shall crack my brain during
my long journey to think about my
birthday wishlist since SAMANTHA SALLY BROWN
had msg me to ask about what i wan
for my birthday present..SO SWEET OF HER
AND BEING THE FIRST TO ASK ME..I FELT GLAD
AND PLEASED! :))

SO i shall post up my birthday wishlist soon
in case of ur needs! :)) haha. i am still in process
of planning my bdae party together with yamei&co! (:

Alright tons of work is piling up at my
deskplace waiting for me to complete them..
I have neck and shoulder ache after sitting for long
hours in the office. My finger also cramp for having
so many paper work to be type and done.

Counting down to 5 weeks before attachment ends!
I had make a request to my supervision that
during my last week of attachment, i wan
to work with those bangalas or china to do
sorting out of rubbish into different the materials.
AND MY SUPERVISOR APPROVED IT! HAHA.

* this fri; meeting sharmila and stage! YEAH!!!
sat; meeting leeling for pedicure!! YEAH!!!!!

2010-02-28T18:54:00.002+08:00

It's has been long since i update!
Pretty much busy due to my attachment
straight after CNY. No time to rest or having
holidays for myself. 7 weeks of my attachment
@ kranji till now left with 6 weeks..
mon-fri, 9am-6pm..office hour, paper work
and abit of hands-on..till i realise, working life
is never easy, so much so that earning money
is also not easy as well..it's tough working outside
and can't imagine much when next time i get marry
and working outside...more things in life to handle...

Everyday i slept @ 10pm,latest 11pm
so as to have sufficient sleep and not feeling
tired during work..i am loving my "everyday sleep 10pm"
face..healthy skin, feel so radiant and smooth..hahaha.

With attachment now, my schedule now is even more
packed because attachment take up more than half the day
and whatever activates i can go is either after work which
is so tired or on sat/sun..My schedule book is filled with alot
of 21st bdae party to attend..meet ups..outings..tuition
and tennis as well..

With march marching in tomorrow, i will be more busy
because it's my 20th BIRTHDAY!!! i GUESS i gonna take
one MC on 26 march, fri..stil not sure yet..haha

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Alright pictures for CNY visiting with first batch of friends in RP
they are forever awesome to me!!!
(click it and you can saved the whole pic, people! <33)

Not forgetting gambling is an excuse during CNY!

Wenkwang wear until damn lao kok kok la..haha

pic is the evidence to show that he is very in action

when come to eating! hahaha

GROUP PICTURE! LOVES!

CNY PICTURES FOR THE DAY 1 OF CNY.

My grandma's place is always filled with many goodies every year!

gambling time with my family and relative!

Every year it's a must to do thing! ahhaha

My cute cousin..hahahaa

on the exact date of CNY 7, we gather at my grandma's place

and we "lo hei" hmmm....

getting prepared..my mum in white colour top..

** sorry there are so few pictures abt my CNY

because this year is pretty quiet after CNY2 so didn't take

much pictures...i ONLY took those happening ones..haha.

2010-02-17T20:08:00.003+08:00

First day of attachment is almost killing me.
I wore high heels, pencil skirt and long sleeve
button shirt to work on the first day. My high heels
not very high like 1 and a half inch like that and
it's killing me like hell when i walked not long than 1 hour.
My pencil skirt is so tight that i can't breathe..i am feeling fat now
after all the cny goodies! hahaah.

People who are close to me know that i dislike heels and
i don't like wearing them! i don't change how many plasters
to prevent blisters but end up still got blisters and painful
legs once i reached hme after a long day! O-M-G!
I wonder how those people with their super HIGH heels!
tsktsk..salut them man when they can even run with HIGH heels!
hahaha..

ok anyway my work on the first day was relaxed and slack!
company got lion dance and i got big big red packet from the boss!
How lucky i can get! haha..the job scope wise was not really hands-on.
It's more to the paper work which i usually prefer hands-on becoz paper
work to me can be quite boring..but it's ok.. :)
I understand the company's doing and i find it very interesting in
their doings and pretty much things learn from it...Well 7 weeks,
i shall learn as much as i can..BOSS and my incharge was very nice
and friendly, gave me red packet of 28 bucks.
My incharge told me no more heels from tml onwards...
YEAH!!! AHAHAH..and i can bring my laptop to work..

Working life is seriously no joke man! I am so damn tired
after just the first day of work only... student life is soo much
better! alright i got to slp early everday! bye! tml got tution somemore!
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i got cny and other pictures to upload
stay tuned! so busy now..
so stay tuned!

2010-02-13T20:58:00.006+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!
GONG XI FA CAI! MONEY KEEP ROLLING IN
AND MANY MANY LUCK IN GAMBLING!
HUAT AH!!! :D

I just came back from REUNION DINNER @
my maternal grandma's place! DAMN FULL *BURP*! HAHA.
steamboat for dinner and as usual it was awesome!
Gathering with relatives is always been so great
and happy times! Every year my grandma will try
her best to prepare us the most delicious food for
reunion dinner and i appreciated that alot!
love you, grandma! :)

Before that reunion dinner, in the morning.
khim and I have 2 hours of tennis playing.
1 hour was coaching and the other hour was
self-play by ourselves! Sun was scorching hot
and i am burnt for cny! haha..me like it! :) haha
But i got un-even tanned due to tennis :(

I am pleased today as my tennis skills is back
on form because previous past weeks, my performance
for tennis wasn't good, in fact was deproving each week..
AND good news to share, khim and i had just bought our
tennis shoe together on thursday @ a good discounted price!
worth it and i like it very much!

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Yesterday marks the last day of my UT and also
the last day of year 2! omg year 3, fyp, tougher modules
coming on the way!!! no matter wat i am gonna go through it
and do my best for the last time! :)

Well, all my UT3 was alright! Pretty much scared
about my immunology and chemistry! Everythings
is over, just pray for the good results i can get! :)

Then after my last UT, I met up with delphine
and she baked me some cookies! thankyou! :)
delphine is so bad la, keep on laughing @ my bangs
the moment she sees me!! We went to city square
had our dinner and i bought a DKNY bling bling watch
@ 20% discount thats why i bought it and it's damn freaking
nice and i love it to the core, duh! hahaha! That make it
my first analogy watch! i am a happy girl! AFTER THAT,
ryan came to meet us and we went to AMK hub for
midnite movie! (LITTLE BIG SOLDIERS BY WANG LEE HOM
AND JACKIE CHAN) super funny and nice!

It feels so great to be able to enjoy after
my exams end..because studying is so stressful
and tensed up thus i felt great and awesome after UT
had ended! HORRAY!!!!
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4 more days to my attachment!
@kranji cresent.
Recycling and waste management company!
mon-fri 9am-6pm. It's gonna be 7 weeks!

* I can't wait to wear my new clothes,
collect red packet, gramble, mahjong and
eat tons of good &delicious food tomorrow! :))

** 2nd year anniversary photos have been uploaded to FB!

2010-02-03T16:18:00.003+08:00

This conversation is in chinese.

Me: "PAPA, i bought you this T-shirt for CNY and work."
Daddy: "Wow, really?! so dote on me ah."
Me: "Nice anot?"
Daddy: (putting on the T-shirt and try, looking into the mirror and smile)
Me: " Nice anot?"
Daddy: "NICE! why the T-shirt so rubbery one?"
Me: Because it's tight-fit!
Daddy: " how much?"
Me: "30 BUCKS."
Daddy: "take tuition pay ah?"
Me: " Yes."

Me: " you always wear T-shirt inside then wear an outer layer to work right?"
Daddy: "YES!" (SMILE)
Daddy: " thank you!"

** A small gift like this can make my daddy happy and smile
like heaven! I am happy as well that he likes it and the T-shirt
suits him! :)
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Right now, i am chiong like siao, studying like a nerd
for my upcoming final exams for year 2 studies and after that
i am done with year 2! Pretty upset to see my lousy tests
results this sem thats why i am giving my all to this final exam!
Hopefully my GPA will not drop until so jialet!
(After final exams, IT'S CNY!!! YEAH!! I LOVE CNY!!)

A piece of new- I CUT BANGS!! (yes, welcome many pimples to my forehead.)
hahaha..always wanted to and finally
i had the courage to! hahaha..look quite funny
in the first place but after that it's looks alright!
hahaha...but i don't like the fact that it keep poking
my eyes and i have to self-cut my fringe after 3 weeks..
it grows damn fast!!!! BUT, CHARMAINE NICE TRY AFTER ALL! :D

ok i get distracted again, back to books and
mug like hell now! BYE FOLKS! :) <3

2010-01-28T13:17:00.010+08:00

Currently a week more to end OF 2ND YEAR and
another week for major exams before processing
to CHINESE NEW YEAR, MY FAV!
not only red packet but i can gamble and eat
many cny goodies and also family bonding! :))

Module selection for 3rd year, sem 1
had been made:
> Laboratory Management
>Water and Wastewater Treatment
>Membrane Technologies
>Complementary and Alternative Medicine

FYP TOPICS HAD ALSO CHOOSEN among my fyp
team mates. Hope can get out 1st or 2nd choice.
1st: wastewater treatment @ vietnam
(we will travel to vietnam if we got this project)
2nd: food waste

Next up which is going to make me
damn busy during the holidays is my attachment,
starting on the fourth day of cny!
(i am so gonna make full use of MY 3 DAYS OF CNY!)
Everyday i gonna make my way to kranji
fro 7 weeks.. during this period, it clashes with my
birthday..omg!!! i must start to plan dates for my fellow
frens to have celebrations...
i guess i will have even lesser time to blog. Having said that,
i still gonna continue teach tuition during the attachment period.
Tuition is getting more stress..

and not forgetting my tennis..i have been trying
to improve each lesson.

FYP, Attachment, tuition,
year 3 studies, tennis>> gonna drive me crazy!!!
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OK enough of my updates of my sch etc..
I know my blog is super boring with no pictures..

HERE YOU GO>>> recent pics of mine!
:) enjoy!!!

MY LOVE TO BABY! :D

SUPER LOVES!!!

my tennis racket! (:

JANICE 20TH BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

@YUKI YAKI!

Making ice cream...yummy!

*** A piece of good news to share in my next entry!

stay tuned! hahaha!

2010-01-15T23:13:00.004+08:00

Charmaine Ng is still alive, kicking good!
I totally forgotten that my blog still exist
and totally forgot that i haven't been updating
my blog for a long time! Well I know, my blog
had collected dust already!..

2 weeks of school had passed and left with 4 more weeks
to go before endng my 2nd year studies..seriously not looking
forward to year 3 because i don't want to have FYP so soon
and i don't want to end my poly life so fast!! ONE MORE YEAR,
FREAKING FAST!!

WELL, too much things for me say about what
has been happening to my life..especially when
now i am a busy woman, 2nd year of studies coming to
end, alot of things to settle and handle. Apart from studies,
i am packed with my tuition schedule and not forgetting my love:
tennis, frens and bf! Seriously too much to say and too many
pictures to upload..I guess those who are closer to me will
know what is revolving in my life so i shall not go into details.
**thank god, i got an organiser given by my mum this year
and is in very good use till now! love it***

Since i am free today, at this moment, i shall pen down whats
are those most important stuffs that are happening in my life!
BEWARE! GOING TO BE A WORDY POST BUT
WORTH READING! LOL!

Firstly, ATTACHMENT!
My confirmed company: WAH & HUA PTE LTD!
Well it's about recycling and waste management company.
Before I make the decision on this company, i was struggling
for another company about water and wastewater treatment
as well but hell it is freaking located @ tuas so yeah i had chosen
WAH & HUA PTE LTD, located @kranji which is nearer to where
i am staying! So i hope the decision that i had made will be good and
hope everythings goes well for me *pray* My attachment will
start right after CNY and it's going to be 2 months for me
to gain as much experience as i can! :) i am so gonna enjoy my CNY!
but die my bdae, got attachments sia :(

Secondly, MY DEAR TWIN, JANICE LIM KO PI(haha) 20th birthday
on mon, 11 jan! The 2nd person among our sec sch clique to reached a "2"
infront of our age! First person is likhim!!! hehes... we celebrated
with her one day before the actual day..We had steamboat dinner @
yuki yaki! Hope she had a joyful bdae celebrations with us! :))
AND hope she uses the ang pow money wisely as we had
given her as bdae present! :D

Thirdly, choosing of my modules for my
3rd year sem 1 is also another important point
of my life because I don't want to feel regret
choosing the wrong elective like i used to feel it
before..it sucks totally and it pulls down ur GPA!!
So i consult many of my year 3 frens and glad that
they guide me and giving me advices. :)

Fourth, now that i had another tuition, i am
pretty stress because u guys thinks that pri 1 is easy
to teach but in actualy fact, it is not!! BECAUSE they
don't have any basic foundations or wat so everything have
to start from the scratch and when everything have to start
from the scratch, you have to teach more thus you need to
have double patience toward them...tsktsk not easy!

Every sat is a half day gone for me-with 2 tuitions in the morning
till afternoon then followed by tennis till evening! But tennis
is LOVE!! it's feels great doing something that i like and enjoy! =D

Fiveth, FYP! now that I have found my team mates
with 5 of my dearest friends. Next, we have to cracked
our brains for our FYP topics!!! SO TELL ME, MY SCHOOL
STUFFS IS NEVER ENDING MAN..I CAN'T IMAGINE
WHAT IS WORSE WHEN DOING OF FYP NEXT YEAR!!!
I GONNA BE STRESS AND CRAZY! but at least i know my
frens is always there for me, advice me and etc..love you people..
You know what you are!! :) <33

LASTLY, i had finally watch AVATAR 3D WITH BABY
ON WED!! IT WAS REALLY AWESOME TO THE MAX!
The storyline and the graphic itself was really really nice
and beautiful..worth watching it no matter how much it
cost!!! IF given a chance, i would want to live in the avatar world,
blue body! hahaha...i seriously don't mind watching the second time!
After the show, i can understand why till now the show
is still selling fast and hot!!! =))

NOTE TO SELF;
-BUY cny clothes and formal wear for attachment.
-2 year anniversary with baby coming~ woohooo!!
-UT 3 is coming soon, study, study and study hard! BE A NERD!
- enjoy myself before my attachments starts!
- Going malaysia tml!!! yeah!! love weekends always!
-cutting hair @ del's place soon! :)

2010-01-02T23:20:00.004+08:00

BUSY BUT GREAT HOLIDAYS!!!
I LOVE IT TO THE MAX AND HAD
ENJOYED MYSELF TO THE FULLEST! <3

I spent my new year eve's eve in the rebel.
together with my frens and yamei's frens here and there
for belated celebrations for chong yamei's 19th bdae! :D
Even though, it was new year eve's eve, it will still packed like
hell and i sweat like hell! Opened two bottled of MARTELL AND CHIVAS!
And i control my drinking, not ot be drunk! whenever i drink alcohol,
i felt sick of it and the more i drink, the more i hate and feel like
puking...maybe i vomitted before till i am scared of the feeling!
Anyway we had a great great night with this time spending more
time at the dancefloor though the music was a little sucks! hahaha.

I spent my last day of 2009, counting down
with baby with the company of champage and moon
glazing..sound so romantic ah..hahaha..and supper
at rocher! ahaha..

YEAH, BRAND NEW YEAR! BORN IN THE 90s,
20 YEARS HAD PASSED FOR ME!! OMG!! HAHA.=D
GONE WITH THE BAD, WELCOME THE GOOD!!! 2010!!!
lst jan 2010; 1 year 23 monthsary with baby.
Went to do some shopping @ ion orchard
and i bought baby our 2 year present!
He is a happy boy now!! hahaa..

Finally today khim and i bought our tennis
racket! LOVE IT!!! we are finding more khakis
to play tennis with us! it's super fun sports man!

Tomorrow is my last day of holidays before
i officially get back to sch and be a nerd!
Tests coming up on the second day of school
but i have not yet prepare anytink...i not even feeling
any antixty..die man...tsktsk..

Well, sch had send me email to make choices for 3
companies that i would like to work @ for my attachment.

My first choice:
Centre for Water Research, National University of Singapore
Job scope: Assist in conservation, research, outreach, visitor services, horticulture, arboriculture and maintenance programmes, admin work
Special requirements: NA

My second choice:
Ultra-Flo Pte Ltd
Job scope: Testing, commissioning and operating of water treatment plants. Students will also be exposed to R&D works designing pilot plants and testing of pilot plants.
Special requirements: NA

My third choice:
Phoenix Solar Pte Ltd
Company description: Phoenix Solar Singapore is the Asia Pacific subsidiary of Phoenix Solar AG, a leading European photovoltaic solar systems integrator. We harness the power of the sun and are committed to providing our clients the best solar PV products and solutions for long term and sustainable commercial, industrial, rural and domestic energy needs.
Phoenix Solar designs and installs turnkey rooftop and ground-mounted PV power plants, and designs and supplies PV systems for village electrification, commercial and residential buildings, and industrial applications like telecoms, offshore platforms and traffic signals.
Job scope: TBC
Special requirements: NA

**hopefully i can get into my first choice!!!

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MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS!
THOUGH I know normally people always pen it down
and then after a few days, it shall be forgotten already
but i still got to pen it down here and my new 2010 organiser
that my mum got it for me..i love my new organiser!!!
Having a organiser is the first step to have proper time management!

- Study hard to obtain better GPA!
- Gain as much experience as i can for my attachement.
- Hope to go service learning trip with friends.
- Have a smooth sailing of my FYP!
- Have a proper time management, having said that
i have two tuition and tennis now.
-excel in more tennis.
- More loving for me and baby!
- More family bondings.
- Want to go overseas with baby!
- Want to have a great party for my 20th bdae this year.
- More bondings with all my friends!
- Don't get so tensed up easily and don't get so affected
by small little things which i normally do.. Must take it easy.
- More concern, care and love to everyone that i am close to.
- Eat more good food, pamper myself more!! :)))
-Lastly, have or do something that i can be proud of myself in this
ear of 2010!!!! :)

That's all.

GOT TO GO!
**WILL upload photos in my next post!
stay tuned alright!

2009-12-31T19:21:00.003+08:00

As the year is ending, i shall do a post about my doings in year 2009!
This whole year that i walked throughout had been a lot of ups and downs.
The happiest moments that i had in 2009 is of course in MARCH,
my 19th birthday moments Whereby i get a chance to spend it with
my dearest poly frens and we have a blast out of it! And of coz
i have my baby and lovely secondary frens with me too!
Great that i still kept close contact with a few of my closest
secondary sch frens! Loves!

The another happiest moments in my entire life of 2009,
perhaps my happiest moments of all is the BANGKOK TRIP
OF 4 DAYS 3 NIGHT TOGETHER WITH BABY! IT’S MY FIRST
TIME FLYING WITH HIM AND I SERIOUSLY ENJOY THE WHOLE
TRIP WITH HIM! (:

Next during the month of april, i got myself a different
scope of part time job which absolutely suits my poly timing
and it’s flexible – tuition-ing primary school kids. I guess
from teaching till now, my patience was a little trained up..haha.
it’s has been 9 months down the road i had teached so it showed
that i have patience in teaching! =)

During the month of july-oct, i had my toughest times in my life!
Baby flew over to france to further his cooking skills and
also to learn and experience more things over there.
Having said that, i guess nobody can feel me.
I was at my loneliness/sadness point of my life because
it’s was not easy for us to stay in contact and having quarrels
in long distance relationships is the worse feeling ever!
And the times was hard to pass. Through this darkest time
of my life, i was also at the same time struggling to obtain
a good GPA and i managed to do it! Overall for now, my GPA
was 3.0, pretty fine but still working harder!

November was the period i stress over my major project in year 2
and in a blink of an eye, it was over and i passed! So happy!
It was also the months that i started to bond more with my poly frens
and knowing more of frens in poly. it was also the month
that i make important choices that consent of my studies
which is FYP team mates and my attachments choices!

December was the month i started a new sport-tennis with likhim.
I felt glad that i taken up this sport and i am loving it so much now!
Now that year 2010 is coming, to be exert, i had left with
1 and a half year of my poly life..that is so fast!
I still want to enjoy my student life because it is really awesome!

Well few more hours to the NEW YEAR, 2010! So i shall throw
away wat is undone of unhappiness of 2009 and start afresh
a new life in a new year of 2010!! Everything new and not
gonna dwell back what is the past!
NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS WILL BE UP NEXT! :))

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Good news for me- i got another tuition
frm currently tuition's girl's younger sister, primary 1.
so more cash coming in! hahaha!

My love for tennis is growing more and more..
i buying my racket this coming sat! yeah!

The past few days had been very havoc and fuifilling
days spent for me, best fren's bdae, clubbing, mahjong,
meets up, tennis, tuition, family xmas dinner!
I DECLARED THIS HOLIDAYS IS SPENT FRUITFULLY
AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!! :DDDD <333
**I WILL UPLOAD PHOTOS SOON, THERE ARE LOTS OF IT!**

school starting in 4 more days! :(
feeling not ready yet..still having the
enjoying holidays mood in me! hahaa.
neither do i wan to face any tests when sch reopens! :(

LASTLY HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!
HAVE FUN AND ENJOY THE LAST DAY OF 2009 TO THE FULLEST! (:

2009-12-25T19:41:00.014+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!
May this day filled with loves, joy and fun! :)
<3333 to all!

So what i have for my xmas this year?!
Well, a very simpe one this year.
Ytd, xmas eve, meet up with my
dearest wenkwang, sam and ardi at town!
We have fun among ourselves including
gossiping and crapping around..
TOWN was crazily packed with people..
it's a wrong choice to enter into town!
oh boy, it's pretty tiring and giddyness to be
squeezing with people and each time, we walk
we have to take small little steps!! so irritating man!
oh dear..so once we have done with our things,
we faster escape away to PS!

Met baby after his work and we countdown
for xmas together @ his chef's resturant and
together with his friends.. it's my first time i
gather around with baby's frens to celebrate xmas with
the accompany of hard liquor and french snacks.
We chat all our nites away till 2am then we went home!
SIMPLY AWESOME MAN!
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I am elated today to know my xmas gift from RP!
UT1 of molecular and cell biology is out and i got B+
super happy to the max man! and i thanked god for the gift
and of coz i do sudy hard for this test! :))
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So do you guys want to know what brandon gave me
for xmas present?!?! hahaha.. Every year, we will do a "couple"
gift exchange..it's a costly present, not only for xmas but also given
to me for our 2 years anniversary in advance!!
I LOVE MY GIFT FROM BABY! :DDD I GUESS i will reveal soon
or maybe not revealing here! hahaha! FOR HIM, i gave him a vintage-
feel checkered button shirt for his xmas present!
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Last and This week i was super busy. I was packed
with programmes everday;

18 dec fri; my environmental sci module class BBQ
@ ECP! Super fun!

19dec sat; meet up with Edwin @ town before he
fly to Bangkok for his holidays!

20 dec sun; town with baby to do some shopping! Yeah! J
Shopping make me a happy girl!
21dec mon; baby's off..dinner @chinatown and
bodyguards and assassins @AMK HUK.

22dec tue; tennis and tanning with khim, at evening
buy khim's presents and mahjong @zong han's hse with del,
joan, zh, and ryan!

23dec wed; tuition in the morning.
afternoon celebrate khim belated bdae..rollar blading
and cycling @ ECP..dinner @ mad jack resturant @ parklane.
After dinner, bowling with supper @ xin wang HK cafe!
Eat and play all day man!

today 25 dec; stay at home! :) dont wish to go out and squeeze
with people! Moreover i already had my best xmas celebrated
the day before on 24 dec! :)

tomorrow sat 26 dec; tuition in the morning, tennis training
in the noon and family xmas dinner @ conrad hotel in th evening!
tml is gonna be a rush hour day for me!
I begining to like, no is LOVE playing tennis alot.. i can't wait to
buy my racket next week! yeah!!! dad is gonna sponser me for my
racket as xmas present!! yeah, how can i not love my dad man!!!
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PICS TIME! enjoy! (:

the checkered button shirt that i bought

for baby as xmas present from TOPMAN!

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My environmental sci module class BBQ
@ ECP! :D

LOOK AT AARON!! he looked an old uncle/ah beng

talking on the phone..

at least he is useful enough! starting up the fire for us!

me & vivian.

can you believe this?! 2kg of lamb cost only 20cents

biggest joke of the day sia! It's becoz the person

who weight this lamb, press wrong cost price.

damn happy sia! hahaa..probably a xmas gift

from the person for our BBQ! LOL

WOW! GOTCHA!

Me & kat

hahaha..i always bully aaron!!! becoz he always say me first!

group picture! :))

2009-12-16T22:11:00.011+08:00

HOLIDAYS IS ON FOR ME NOW!!!!!
WOOHOOOOO...3 WEEKS OF IT!!!
I GONNA SPEND IT WISELY, FRUITFULLY!!!

Well when the year is ending soon, as the time is passing
in a blink of an eye. Many things are running through my mind
and i gonna handle it real soon!

Holiday coming.
2010 coming.
FYP proposal submission coming.
Christmas coming.
New year coming.
UT 3 coming.
End of year 2 coming.
Year 3 (last year of poly life) is coming
FYP coming which means no social life for me!

Saying about UTs, UT1 grade for immunology and
environmental sci is out already..i really did badly for
my immunology UT1..i am sooo bloody hell sad.
I guess i gonna work extra extra hard for this
immunology module!
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On the other side, my first tennis lesson with khim
last sat was good! The coach was nice and tennis is
so nice to play!! we are addicted to it! hahaha..
It feels good to be on the court, under the sun but i really
lost my stamina man and i need to train more of my left arm!
I have hand muscle ache the next day! hahaha..this sat going
to be at court again! :) By the way is $30 per hour per person,
khim mistaken was $60 per hr per person.. hahahaha
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Yesterday exhanging of xmas gifts, dinner and drinking
with cliques of W56H, last sem class was a BLAST MAN!!!

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( Pics time, enjoy and click on the pics if you want to
view it clearly and bigger wise.)

These are all my recent pics!!! There is more to come
but not yet received!

Last friday, 11 dec was one of my aunt's chalet/bbq!
I brought along my boy, brandon as well since it was so
coincidence his off day! hahaha..It is a good times to catch
up and gossips with my aunties..they were so aunty and i was
influence by them..hahaha..Other than my aunties, i also catch up
with my cousins...be it army or still schooling or still as young as
5 years old..Food/entertainment was really awesome
to the max man...overall I had fun! :D thumbs up!

my army cousin and his gf!

(my cousins! as you can realise,i am

the only girl among my cousins in my

maternal family side. ALL are boys man!

So i grown up playing alot with boys

around me! hahahahaha. Last time i am

really boyish, i have to admit but as i grow up,

i become more girl-ish ok! wahaha)

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Two of my girlfriend's 19th birthday
@HARD ROCK CAFE! i brought my
boy, brandon along and he clicked well
with all my girlfriends! awesome! :))
Love the live band there and the food
is nice though abit costly, but definitely
the best place for bdae celebrations
becoz the staffs there will make everything
nicely for you to your request! best service given!

we look alike?! haha

i asked for their badges!

Group picture! :D

Two of my girlfriend's 19th birthday!

They were being sabo to go up the stage and the staff

dare them to say to the audiences, it's their bdae and asked

them to sing bdae song along with them...hahahaa...omg!

so funny loh!!!

enjoying the LIVE BAND after our hearty mains! AWESOME! :))

NICE HARD ROCK CAFE'S ATMOSPHERE!

Corona, my fav beer! hehe!

Their costly yet delicious mains!

the ladies/my girlfriends..some did not turned up though..

2009-12-12T01:02:00.005+08:00

I am pretty lazy to update my blog recently but
well now since everythings about school works are over for me.
I felt so relief and relax now! Like a heavy burden had been
down for me already! FINALLY! The past few weeks was hectic
as well..Straight after my PP presentation on 5 dec, i had my exams
on 8 dec... really stress but when i see i passed PP and the exam
was pretty easy, i feel so satisfied after working so hard for it!
The feeling is awesome man! :))))

-PP project, i passed! YESHHHH!! hard work paid off man!
-Half of my exams are done, another half after the holidays!
-My 3 weeks of holidays starts next mon!
-Christmas coming..exchanging of presents!
-New year coming..
-Chinese new year coming, time to shop for new clothes man!
- lots of meet up to be done!!!
-get myself busy!
- tennis with khim!! yeah!!! tml will be my first session
with the coach @YCK CC! i am so excited over doing of sports
that i like! i gonna get tanned and be sporty again! me like!!!
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Well next year is getting ready for my FYP man!!
FYP team mates had found so yesh one worry down!
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My continuation of pri 3 with my tuition kid
had started..it has been ok but the fact that
their sci is rather difficult to an extend man..
i feel the stress for them man..pri 3 only have
to learn sci already..haha!!!

** Having sci lesson, everyday is not a joke man
it is so stresss!!! Furthermore RP is everyday one problem..
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MY MUM IS GONNA BE BACK FRM GERMANY TML NITE!!!
YEAH!! I CAN'T TO SEE WAT SHE GOT FOR ME!!! :D

2009-12-01T13:05:00.002+08:00

" I hope we can work things out, forgive the hurt
and get past the pain, I see in your eyes also reflected
in mine and I want to be able to talk to you about my
deepest heart, I wish you can do the same towards me..
I hope we will stay together forever, there is nothing more
than with you and your loves always..life means nothing
without you loving me and all I need is you in my life. "

- thanks baby for this msg!
-HAPPY 1 year & 22 mths! :))
-LOVE YOU DEEPLY! =D

2009-11-30T22:10:00.002+08:00

One day, in fact almost everyday when i travelled to
school with the accompany with my itouch, many thoughts
running throught my mind and i decided to pen it down.
That's the reason why sometimes i like to be alone because
i got time off to have good thoughts about myself/my life and
my furture or those things that are currently happening around me
and i can't deny the fact that i can't live without music. haha. :)

All the thoughts that is running throught my mind isn't emo-ing
nor those silly throughts but I guess reaching the growing
up phase of age whereby I tend to think of my future
rather present. All the things i had done through this
19 years of my life. 2009 is coming to an end soon and in
MARCH of 2010, i will be 20 years old. Reaching the "2"
isn't a joke in life because in the life/age starting "2"
gonna be a long long run ahead! Many things can happen
and change the fate of one's person.

Well, 19 years of my life, up and down, lots of spices!
Sometimes i really regretted walking this path of mine
that i curently had. Because I got no one to guide me along, sadly to say.
Speaking about my parents or my closest kins or wat. Well
I grow up in a negative family background, those who are close to me
will know me better or more. Not wanting to compare, but i always
ask myself why ain't i born in a better environmental?!
whereby the parents can bond closely with their children etc...
where i can at least seek help from them about my everythings,
at least a listening ears from them...I am gald all these make me
a stronger and independent girl and of coz i got good up-bringing
but just that parents-parents communicate matters most!

Another part of my life that i am facing is relationships.
Well, the man, brandon, that I be with is bringing us 2 years
of our relationship in the next year of feb. Sometime i questions
myself, will he be my future man?! I don't know because
i seems to be the bf more than the gf. This is not that kind
of r/s that i desire. I am still holding this r/s because
he is able to give me security that i am looking in as one
of the aspects. There is other trees better to blossom
with flowers and fruits..I am really feeling puzzled over my r/s.
when you attached, you prefer single but when you single,
you prefer to be attached.. this is running through my mind,
pls help me..can someone help me answer those questions that
i posed to you?! Frankly speaking, i am just living my life day by day
without knowing that i am actually dragging this hole
to be bigger and bigger that i am afraid one day i will fall into the
hole.

I come this far of my life, what had i achieve for myself?!
my dreams not yet fulfilled...but well i believe people
with big dreams will make the person feels stronger!
can i restart living my things?! argghhhh!!!
But to make me feel better..being human is the marvelous
things on earth because we can change our future.

" Being contented is enough to live life happily because humans
is always asking/demanding for more"

"simplicity makes one's live better"

** ok i am off to study for my UT!
holidays in two weeks times!!! yeah!!!
can't wait for it man, seriously!!!!
but bloody hell, got one UT before holidays
starts!!! arghhh and after holidays got 3 UT!!! fcuk!!!

2009-11-27T17:36:00.017+08:00

Hello PEOPLE/WORLD!

Charmaine Ng is not MIA-ing!

HAHA..she is still kicking good

and living good just that she is a busy woman

during the past 2 weeks!!

Thank god, today's public holiday; Hari Raya Haji!

I had my whole day resting at hme and relaxing

given upon a public holidays chance meaning a"rest day"

to cover back my loss/insufficient sleep almost everyday!

If were to asked me what i did the past 2 weeks, I would

be probably had a hard time remembering it because

almost everyday my schedule was packed and I had to squeese

in sometime for myself.

Well, what's is most recent is that I just signed up for my

attachement/interships. There were quite many choices for me

to consider taking up them and i swear it was tough choosing them

because all is kidda of interesting and all I want to experience it!

Me being so greedy..tsktsk..

Well, my mind is make up!

1st choice: water waste treatment

(since i had my project on NEWater, i believe it could help me a lot on it.)

2nd choice: Environmental management

( I am taking environmental sci module now so i hope it could help a lot on it as well.)

3rd choice: waste management/nature bodiversity

I hope i could get into one of these 3 choices i have made!

and my attachment/interships will start right after my sem 2 had ended..

So freaking fast man and the interships will be 8 weeks!

(7 Feb-6 April)...oh gosh and my whole long holidays will be burned

and that include my 20th birthday as well!!! gosh!!! But I quite ok with it

because i wan to gain experience because it is something i can't buy with money

and also because I never been to interships before and what's more

cash coming in...I know it's going to be tough like need to write report and all

but i am ready for it man!!!

Next up, last week i have been working out for my PP poster

and yesterday I finally had it printed out...When i saw my PP poster,

i felt so relived and happy because all my hard work is there. My presentation

is on 5th december, pls wish me good luck! I will passed one! :)

After presentation, my poster will stick on my room wall

and everyday i shall recognise my hard work! hahahaha..

Not mentioning when going down to sunshine plaze to get my poster print,

queue was freaking/fcuking long man..i spend 2 hours queuing to

give my poster design to the person and then the next day i spend another

2 hours waiting to collect it...so tiring and so time consuming!
i believe they really earn alot because there were so many RP students there...
Imagine each year we had PP poster needed for them to print out..gosh!

** warning, not to do poster at last time* this can be lead to dangerous stuffs happen!

This is my poster! so proud of it and myself! :)) finally done!

nice anot? haha!

so scared for upcoming presentation!

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PAM'S POST 19TH BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION @ REBEL on 20 nov!

ME LIKE THIS PIC!

See the honry bitch, pam! hahaha..omg..

see sandra's bf then anyhow touch touch! tsktsk!

Now her frens are also the victims! haha

group pics!

she had fun showing us at big boobs..tsktsk...hahaha..

we all have fun at the club though the music was abit sucks

but the accompany and crowd is good!...none of us were drunk

though we had open bottle(vodka) and had our free drunk

but we still stay sober at the end of the day!
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20nov, in the morning during lesson.

This is environmental science module,

one of lesson we had field trip! So ya this is the

field trip to admiratly park whereby we all grumbled

because we thought it would be somewhere like bukit timah reservoir

or other nature reservoirs places but hell NO!! It's not far but near RP.

Instead it's just beside RP , ADMIRATLY PARK!!!

so we had soem briefings before set off. ( spot ANDRE along all these pics!) haha

here we go, learning and observing to the environment

including different types/species of plants, habitat and

those things we don't take out time off to see or slowing down

our pace to observe it.

red ants!! saw it?! omg!! they are "doing work" on the leaves

to make it stick together...smart sia they! hehehes

hahahahahahahahaha..that is andre' big fat butt!! hahaha...i ask aaron

to snap it! and yes aaron is the guy who is taking pic with me!

this is white fugus!

The purple-ish thingy is the fruit of gula melak..the brown sugar that

make chendol!

finally after the end of the journey, we had a group pic together!!!

click it larger to view andre's super epic smile!!!(the guy in the white shirt wihout spec)

hahaa..omg!! Well, throughout the journey, it is damn freaking hot,

thank god it didn't rain..despite all the hotness, i still learn alot

of things from this trip and i really learn to appreciate the

nature that we had now if not we will lack of nature bodiversity!

I am so into environmental science, i realise! hahaha

ok i am done with my post!!!

i still got many to update but i have not yet receive those pics

so i shall update again soon!

2009-11-16T19:11:00.003+08:00

Watched 2012 with baby at town yesterday!
This movie seems to be the hottest movie this year.
Everywhere's timing was filling fast or sold out..
lucky that i booked the ticket in 2 days advance else
i won't be able to catch tis movie..oh man this movie's duration
was 2 hr and 3omins...so long!..i fall asleep for like 15 mins.

hahaha..but this show was awesome especially at the last part
of the show..make me so anxious..hahaha..got one part is
touching part whereby i teared..hahaha..
this movie like the day after tomorrow and doomsday!
imagine this movie happen to us, spore..so scary man..
wat if the 2012 really come true and become real?!
AFTERALL, IT'S A MUST WATCH MOVIE!!!

on sat, meet janice and edwin at town...
By the time we meet, it's was rather late already.
Had our dinner at thai express and walk walk around town.
Christmas lights had already put up on orchard road!
QUITE nice for this year christmas..TANGS's one nicer..golden colour..
more shiny and glown!! hahaha...omg i can't wait for xmas to come!!
Then edwin send janice hme and i went to meet baby at his
workplace..haha..he cooked beef cheek for me!
went his place to stay overnite then we went out again to meet his
fren, fabian for supper! hahaha...
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Lately baby and i were talking about going overseas
to relax ourselves this coming long holidays i had..
Bangkok was on top-on-list again becoz we missed
their everythings over there..thai massage, thai food,
never ending shopping and their cheap cheap tutu and taxi!

second top on our list is vietnam becoz it's cheap
like almost everythings there. their currency there is
sooo high like higher than malaysia!!! hahaha..which means
spore $1 can eat chicken rice over at vietnam!! omg!!!

third top on our list is beach resort man which i long
to go man...haha..bikinis, tanning oil..shade..sundresses..
under the sun or spa enjoying my fav mijito..omg..so lovely man!!

i miss taking plane with baby and
i miss the land of smiles, bangkok! :)

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Alright today i skipped school.
I had my first absent "X" officially man..
so sad..but i never regret becoz i had done
some productive work at hme...which is revising
for my test on wed..last test so i must MUST SCORE
well..furthermore it's chemistry test, my FAV!!!

ok got to turn in..tml lesson at 8.30am!!

2009-11-13T20:52:00.006+08:00

We had the urge of having liquior rush on us

so yes Mijito for me and Corona beer for baby!

he is acting like a "ang mo" to have beers in every

of his meal..he is crazy!! soon to have beer belly fatty!

I like mijito best! the mixing of barcadi rum, lime

and peppermint leaves, chopped! super shiok! haha

My delicious ribs, make me feel having it now! haha

baby's beef ribs!

Tony Roma's Famous For Ribs resturant

on last satuarday with baby! AWESOME MAN!

I had been wanting to try it for quite some

time already and yes finally we settled our tryings.

It's our first time there, before that i got heard about

they have nicest ribs in town that leads me to try

it no matter how! NO doubts man, even the chef

agrees with me (finally! haha) because he really got

high food tasting standard, his taste buds is super high

standard one loh..come on this chef of mine don't eat

fast food like mac, kfc, long john one, he thinks

they all rubbish food..eeerrr.. so ya see?!

oh ya their portion of food is really huge man..

their ribs meat is really tender man!!

I guess suntec is the only outlet in spore!

COOL! one and only! :)

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oh ya this is the book that i bought 1 month ago..

i had been wanting to post this up but ya busy busy

and lazy lazy..hahaha..this book is really awesome man!

why i say so? Because it helps in understanding couple's

essential needs in a relationship, other that then it also teaches

you how to build up good relationships with your partner.

It's not those kind whereby you can google: " how to build up

good realtionship with your partner?". NOOOOO!!!! When i

read this book, i really feel 100% true towards this book's saying

and i love it man.. :) Worth then wat is needed to build up a good

relationship with your partner because we often see couple

breaking up and all.

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Finally my PP POSTER PRESENTATION schedule is out today

and guess wat, mine was on 5 dec!!!(sat, afternoon)...hahaha..

great, means more time to do my pp poster..hahaha..yeah!!!

i should feel blessed becoz other ppl are having it on 21, 25 or 28 nov

which is so near man..since 5 dec is drawing near(time flies)

i shall not waste time tinking that i can slack! haha..

YES getting busier and busier as the week goes.

check out my schedule man..as pack as traffic jam man! haah

starting from tml next week;

mon 16: going hme study for test

tue 17: going hme study for test

wed: test day, meeting baby after that!

thur: doing pp poster

fri: pam bdae celebration

sat: malaysia! (woohoo can't wait!)

2009-11-11T00:13:00.003+08:00

Time Check now: 12.13am

It's only WED but my heart, soul and mind
already set to look forward to my weekends!
Because my weekends activates is gonna be excited,
eggcited, sexcited!!! hahah!!!!

This week of mine is going to be a packed one!
Can't even forked a time to slack for a moment!
TML UT and fml no sch for me yet i still have
to go sch just for UT and it's at 4.30pm somemore..
fuck RP system! bloody asshole no brain, RP=RETARDED POLY!

Then going on, one more UT on thur.
After sch, still gonna stay back to do my PP poster
whereby the poster presentation deadline is drawing very
near, end of nov man..damn scary and stress STRESS!!! :(

I guess fri is the only time for me to rest?!
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Yesterday was CAMILIA'S 19TH BIRTHDAY!!!
Manhanttan fish market for dinner
then get to bond and catch up with my girls friend whom i don't
get to see them so often. They are as busy as bees so ya.........
hahaa.. Camilia, gald you enjoy yourselves yesterday! :)

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My elective module: Immunology is killing
me like hell..i regretted choosing this module
as my elective, WTF! but on the other hand, i thanked
god that this is only my elective..haha BUT still,
i got to do it best for my grades/GPA!!!
! If you are wondering what is
immunology all about...it's about the study
of our immune system mechanism..oh dear..
you must be wondering how could this be so difficult right?!
Well that was actually my first thought as well when i chose this
module as my elective!!!! BUT NOOOOOOOOO, I AM
HATING THIS ELECTIVE MODULE LIKE HELL!!!
perhpas one of my regrets in life! :((

*Nevertheless i gonna give it my best to survive through! :) Be positive! (:
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ok i will post wonderful pics frm my camera soon!
stay tuned! haha.

2009-11-05T22:50:00.002+08:00

I am a happy girl today. I bought new laptop
with the exchange of my old CHINESE NEW YEAR
look alike laptop bag. When i took out my laptop bag
to show delphine earlier on, she just can't stop laughing at it..
Omg! come to think of it, i felt abit embarrasing to carry it in
my hand too..So change to a COOL BLACK with fur texture
and i tink it is freaking nice, what's more it is as low as 20 bucks only!

And having see that minitoons is having 30% storewide now,
i can't resist not buying anythinks frm minitoons!
I searched up and down just to get somethings that i need!
YES i am cheapskate!!! HAHAHA..but 30% leh..omg..
All the things at minitoons looks uban, ultra cute and all
are not practical...SO finally somthing small that caught my eyes,
bling bling iron on patch!!! so i am thinking in my head...
new laptop bag that i had just bought, why not blick it?!
With 30% off, it only cost me $2!!! fcuking cheap! LOL!
it is super beautful so yes catch up on new laptop bag!!!
hahhaha..

Then dinner and dessert with del to end our day at bishan!
We regreted not eating swensens's ice cream which
i had a strong craving for ice cream..arrghhh!!!
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It's friday tml! yeah! WEEKEND IS HERE AGAIN
BUT well, gonna burn it with doing PP poster
and studying of UT! =( save me!! i am feeling
very stress/tired now!! so much of things to do
but yet so fucking little time!!! arrgghhh...
Next week gonna be a horrow week for me.

cami's bdae on mon
PP poster talk on tue
wed(off day) but going sch for test
thur test
fri FINALLY REST!

ok i gonna have a early nite today!
A long day for me tml!
GOOD NIGHT AND BYE FOLKS! :))

2009-11-03T21:00:00.003+08:00

Been a week long since I last updated..
As usual, school had take up a lot of my time.
Moreover the UTs season is back so when it's back,
it will never stop. Having said that, I forgot
the presence of my television, retail theraphy,
my enjoying/relaxing life, my sun and almost those
things that I can do thats make me don't go school! hahaha..
but STILL WE shouldn't bind by realities. It's always the sunday,
the next monday got school feeling that I detest..
so much so that ytd I had my first UT start; immunology!

It was a killer paper...FML FML FML FML FML FML!!
Questions asked was a stun to almost everyone..
and I actually mis-read one question that make me explain
wrongly so lose even more marks..BLOODY HELL...I UTTERLY
SAD PLUS STRESSS!!! first UT already like that..omg!! WTF!
I still can't take it down to the fact that I lose 18 marks
in total!!! REALLY FML FML FML FML MAN!!!!
*1 UT down, 3 more to go.
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I gonna get busy with school stuffs ahead of the
many weeks plus upcoming programmes schedule in my time.
SO people, i need a schedule book to note down..it's
too much of stuffs for me to remember..I don't know how
to manage my time well!!! So glad that my tuition's kid
had stop for 2 weeks due to her examination had finished
so she need break before i start pri 3 syllbus
with her at the end of NOV!

PP poster not done yet when the deadline is on 18 nov.
cami's bdae coming
After school, attending talks.
3 more UTs to study even harder(I CAN'T WAIT FOR 18 NOV TO END MY UT1)
alot of meet ups to go. edwin. w56h. Del
spending time with baby.(MALAYSIA)
Forms teams for FYP!
I NEED MORE SLEEP &&& TIME!!!!
SO MANY THINGS, SO LITTLE TIME!!

WITH THAT I GUESS MY NOV MONTH WILL END VERY FAST,
IN THE SPEED OF A LIGHT! SO THAT DEC MONTH FASTER
COME BECOZ CHRISTMASSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! HAHAH.
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ENOUGH OF SCHOOL WORK AND STUFFS!!!

Over the weekend, i spent pretty
good times with baby.. really felt very happy
than usual and doing things of we like together
make the love grower founder.
I can't wait for our 2 years to come!!
I would say the moments we are spending
now is so precious because I could only
see brandon twice a week. And I think it's
just nice?! or i use to it already?! watever
it is, my life goes well and me like!
I am looking forward to our malaysia trip
this sat, most probably going i guessed so.

This year HALLOWEEN was a quiet one for me.

Last year i had horrible experience so i though

i shall give it a miss this year. Well i shall make it

for next year then!
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oohh dude, i am craving for macaroons now though
i just had it on sun..BAKERZIN selling them at very cheap price,
1 for $1...i am craving lots of foodddddddd recently..
sushi
billy bomber root beer float
bbq ribs
B&J ice cream/jap ice cream
sobert
crystal jade porridge
frogleg
golden village popcorn

omg i am hungry!!! hahaha

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ok i got to study already..
tml wed= my off day!!
Horraayyyy!!! :D

** I WANT A SHORT GETAWAY TRIP from singapore!
beach resort etc...singapore's life had been so hectic for me! arrgh!

2009-10-27T13:25:00.005+08:00

1

2/11/2009 (Mon)
A231 Understanding Test 1Venue: W55CTime: 16:30

2
11/11/2009 (Wed)
A222 Understanding Test 1Venue: W56JTime: 16:30

3
12/11/2009 (Thu)
A206 Understanding Test 1Venue: W55PTime: 16:30

4
18/11/2009 (Wed)
A202 Understanding Test 1Venue: W56PTime: 16:30

*BLOODY hell RP!!! i off on wed but still

must come sch just for UT, furthermore it's @ 4.30pm..

GG sia...brainless RP!!!! Fcuk RP man...i got two UTs fall

on wed somemore! arrrghhhh!!! i want to whine this to everyone!

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Earlier on after sch, meet my twin janice to go hme..

talk alot and we went to point to have dinner..

HOUGANG POINT; feel so back to secondary school days!

hahahaha.

okay study time now!

lots of stuffs for me to study.

time is running up..my first UT starts so fast, next mon!

thank god, i got helpful frens to send me some notes! :)

bye! i am missing baby!

2009-10-26T20:30:00.006+08:00

This week and next week gonna be
a super hectic week for me man.
School had been taking up a lot of my times.
What's more when i am having my tests
the following weeks. It kidda of freaked us
out like how come the tests come in so fast!
OMG...time please slow down...having said that,
one month plus to year 2010...A YEAR THAT I
KIND OF LOOKING FORWARD TO! A fresh new year
and I had signed up for my attachment during the
next year period of feb-march, so i really hope and pray
i could get it! So i can gain some experience!

YES TESTS NEXT WEEK MAN!!
i also haven done my PP poster which is the
second last stage to end my PP, everything!
Last stage is the presentation to the judges..haha..
I don't even know how to start doing my POSTER!
I NEED HELP! i shall just approved some of the year 3s
who is in the same class as me for some modules! :)
*i also signed up with yamei for the designing poster talk!*

The month of NOV is gonna be so packed with activities!
Everytime i see my school email, the going of overseas for
study trip/ field trip or doing some service learning, it make me
feel great and wanting to do it as well! Life in Poly is very very short.
It makes me feel achieving somethink before i really graduate,
moreover these kind of chances doesn't come by so easily.
OMG, want to go but who to call man?!!!! I want to make
frens that is so highly involved/active/interested in
these kind of things!! It will be very fun and great with
a group of frens who is very interested and keen in these
kind of activities right?!
I WANT TO GO OVERSEAS TO EXPERIENCE MORE!!!
EXPLORE MORE THINGS THAT I NEVER HAD IN MY LIFE
BEFORE!!! PEOPLE, OVERSEAS SERVICE LEARNING OR STUDY TRIP?!

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Yesterday went town with baby!
went to get his Porter Sling Bag which
he wanted to get it since long long ago already!
finally got it @ $200! He is as happy as a small kids
after that...me too cause i can use ah..hahaha..

Hopped over mustafa, bought some bangles at
a very very low prices..like 6 for $1.50..
damn cheap right and it's damn nice but you have
to take a long time to chose those nice ones becoz
they have alottttt over there. It's very messyyyy
and those nice ones are hidden in between those
ugly ones..hahaha...kind of testing your patience.
*Didn't i mention i like mustafa despite it's sinks there
and it's a indian place?! YESSSS i really like mustafa
because it has everything and very cheap..especially watches!
hahahaa...

oh ya, i want to say this, damn scary man..
we were at some roadside coffee shop near mustafa,
drinking our drink. Then baby went to toilet to shit and
left me alone waiting, so i wait...then after a few mins,
a indian guy randomly sit down infront of me..he ordered
a cup of sugarcane drink and sit down. I avoid having any eye
contact with him then after awhile he finished his drink and he call
for another one more cup. Then he suddenly ask me somethink which
i couldn't understand..i tink he was speaking english in his indian slang!
(i want to laugh loh hahaha)..then third time i still couldn't get wat
he say so i just anyhow nod my head...then he shout for 2 cups of
sugarcanes drinks! so i knew that he is buying me drinks...
OMG!!! immediately i say nooooo, don't want to him man...
then he reply me dunno wat words, couldn't understand
his saying at all, all i could hear is he asking why i dun wan to drink..
so i just ignore him and dun wan to reply and keep looking away in other
directions....at that moment of time, i wondering why baby took such
a long time man!!!! finally he came to my rescue then the
indian man say sorry to baby..so funny!!! but at tat point of time
so scared sia..where got so treated drinks one, furthermore is
bangala leh...idiot! bloody hell! JOKE SIA!

*I swear i will never step into mustafa alone man!!!
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*today is my kid compo paper...kidda of worry for her man..
On last sat i already pass her all my skills!!
Hope she will bring me good news! oh ya in
preparations for her exam, SA2, i am even more busy
with addition of tuition hours for her!! OMG!! i am a busy woman now! haha

OK I need to get rest already..
i got lessons at 8.30am tml!
bye folks!

2009-10-24T21:16:00.003+08:00

At last, finally, I am meeting baby later on.
Haven't see him for a week. I misses him so much!

Yesterday my mahjong session was 10 hours
with 3 rounds, we ended at 8am in the morning!
Indeed hardcore..at halfway of 3rd round, everyone
were dying soon already..hahah..thats includes me
because earlier on in the day, i had sch till 4pm!
gosh my eye bags was so deep..But we had fun
within ourselves in between the mahjong session.
Lots of jokes and craps around us..
nice word used of the day- lian shu(del, stop copying and laughing) haahahaha!

On a happier note, my toothache was gone.
hahaha..i visited denists ytd. Same old thing
that was been told by the denists..saying that
there was a hole inside my teeth and it hits
my nerve which causes the pain...damn it!
so yes medicine given first to subtain the pain
if it is getting worse= GG for me!

http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/album.php?aid=117015&id=735038883
this is for you guys, folks! cCLICK IT AND ENJOY!
HAPPY PILLS on that day! :)) ME LIKE!!!
PICS WILL SAY A THOUSAND WORDS FOR ME.

I am going, catch me back soon! haha. (:

2009-10-22T21:34:00.005+08:00

I am feeling sad.
The urge or rather the feeling
of looking forward to the HALLOWEEN
HORROR with baby was vanished into
the air. GONE. He has got work...* I can understand(not his fault)
BUT IS THE BLOODY IDIOT FCUKING NIGHT SAFARI'S FAULT!!!!
THEY DON'T OPEN HALLOWEEN HORROR ON SUNDAY!!!!
THEY ONLY OPEN ON FRI AND SAT!!! NB!
WHY?!?!?!?!?!? IT'S ALSO A WEEKEND WHAT!!!
I WANT TO SUE THEM!!!!!!!!! Now i have to
wait for another year man!!! AARRGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
ROAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!

I saw those pics from my fren's FB....I JEALOUS AND ENVY!!! :(
I want to go to HALLOWEEN HORROR BADLY MAN, ANYONE?!
SIGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

*ON 30 OCT OR 31 OCT(HALLOWEEN DAY ITSELF) I AM FREE!!!

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Today is Friday!!! yeah whooo!!

I always like FRIDAY NITE MAN!!
Week after week passes very fast man..
SUCKS MAN, today is my first time
in this sem i am LATE!! late for 3-4 mins
damn shit!..i hate to see the red wording
in my LEO stating : LATE, To be downgraded by 0.5 due
to late arrival in class. I shall/will not make

this happen again!!!

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OMG...my toothache that i had last time

is reacting on me again!!! Last time after medicine,

i was fine for 1 year plus like that..now it came back

again..sian..now my tooth ache like shit...i only

bite one side man...i hate to be like this!!!

It spoils the mood of me having my food....

BUAY TAHAN ALREADY!!!

Tml i gonna head down to denists to buy the

medicine that i had finished if can...

then tml nite MAHJONG MAN with del, cami etc!!

WOW waited for a long long long lonngggg

time already!!!..shiok man!

ok i am tired already!

I got pics to upload, stay tuned!

bye! :)

2009-10-21T02:59:00.001+08:00

"If you're meant to be together forever,
you will survive any obstacle or trouble that comes to you."

"Never Break 4 Things In Our Life - Trust, Relation,
Promise And Heart Because When They Break They Dont
Make Noise But Pains Alot."

"Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect.
It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections."

2009-10-20T23:52:00.015+08:00

FRI 16 OCT;

Went to rebel. Initally was powerhouse becoz of its strictly entry

pass that punch us down due to samantha only have

her ezlink pass instead of her IC. Powerhouse need to show both

so we went ahead with our second plan: REBEL..

So we reached there pretty late..long queue aid on to the time

constrain of getting in even later..so at last we got in at 12am..

Being inside, time also drags due to many people

taking their free drinks...so me and ardi squeeze in the crowd

and finally got our free drinks and also at the same time open a bottle

of VODKA @ $188..so fcuking expensive becoz it's over 12am.

must go early then cheap..which is so much cheaper..like chivas only

$100 plus...so finally got a table. DRINK FAST TO GET HIGH

so we finally we hit on the dancefloor ..so freaking packed to the extend

that we need not have to dance and shake ourselves..people help us

by pushing us and we are stick so closely with other people man..

come on imagine..so the music that nite was super awesome that

make us so high... high+alcohol= drunk!

YES i am drunk that nite!!! ahahahaa..zhixian came down to rebel

after her work and by the time, we were all drop dead..hahaha..

she told me i slapped her but i don't remember!! haha

oh ya forget to mention edwim lim was at rebel also..with his frens..

The nite before i msg him to come join my friends and i and

so concidentaly he will be going rebel that nite also..

so i met him outside and he said i was weak and i vomitted and
he took care of me..hahaha..on behalf of bran ah...hahaha..

Omg we finished that bottle of vodka plus our free drinks,

how can not be drunk man?! haha...felt very giddy still

after vomitting. AFTER those drama ma ma outside rebel,

it was already 4am already and so we decided to went home..

wasted man..we only like stayed at the dancefloor for like only

45 mins man....wat a short time man!!

arrghhhhh...roooarrrrrr!!! BUT i really had a great great

time with all of them!! it's feel good to be on the dancefloor with

them and awesome to be able to club with them and

had fun togther! :D

So many of inside joke or watever after we are so sober..

always after each club, we got alot to talk on and

gossip about...so fun..that is also one of the awesome part! haha

and also increase the bonding between us! =))

Guess what, the next day i got a super bad hangover.

My head was seriously bloody hell pain!! But yet

i still have to go for my tuition... i swear when the next time

i club, i not goona drink so fast...i gonna be constant..drink

to a certain extand, control then get high..high finish, then drink

to a certain extand again, control and get high again..so that i will

not waste my $25 entry fees for only 45 mins on the dancefloor!

hahahaha...

ENJOY THE PICS!

(click on it to view bigger and clearer)

aiyoo, wat u guys doing..in public leh, HOW CAN?!?!?!

YAMEI time to tone ur arms man...we go carry weights! hahaha

wow yamei sexy leh..i turn on leh, ai sai bo?! hahaha....

double chin of yamei...hahaha..click it! and spot yamei's centralise molessssssssssssss!!!!!! lol

SO HIGH!!! LOL

SALLY'S FACE= LOL!

WEILIN..YAMEI'S BFF!

with Ardi gun a wan!

** yeah i am meeting del and joan tml to town man..

tml is my off day from sch!! i am always looking

forward on tue night! haha..

** two more week to my tuition girl's SA2..

i am pretty stressed up now..giving in extra hours

on tuition and talking and teaching non-stop..so tiring!

Hope she will do well, with flying colours! =DD

** yeah, i cant wait for this sun, i am going

HALLOWEEN HORROR WITH BABY!!

First time i am going! hahaa..it gonna be fun and

scary, i heard...i wan weekends to faster come!!!

** i just got this good news from baby that

make me so excited, urber super, ultra elated about it..

wan to know?! haahahaha...lei ah lei ah..lol

I had done two long posts at one go!

hardcore blogging for me today!

LAST WEEK OF MINE WAS FRUITFUL, ME LIKE!

I got many more things to blog BUT

i heading to bed now! tired man..

bye FOLKS! feel loved people!

STAY TUNED TO MY BLOG MORE OFTEN! HEHE.

misses!! :))))

2009-10-19T19:41:00.015+08:00

The past one week, i have been really busy with my tight
schedules and outings made. I haven’t been having much rest either
BUT nevertheless everything was fun and awesome! ME LIKE IT ALOT!
And time passes really fast that after so much fun on weekends,
it’s back to Monday again for school/lessons.
Having 4 days of studying science is really not cool at all..
i really dread myself coming to school this morning...
Then again, i can’t wait for my off day, wed to come! Hahaha.

Well, TUE 13 oct
Del ‘s 19th birthday celebrations.
There is too much to say so i shall let the pictures do
the talking.
FLYER. SEOUL GARDEN. LOUIS VUITTON. POOL

(click and view clearer and bigger)

SAT 17 OCT;

went to POLO CLUB resturant with baby

to have dinner at nelson's resturant..

A fulfilling one and i finally get to enjoy good food

and also the company of baby, having a nice and slow dinner.

Everything was awesome and thus when everything was

so nice and sweet, food eventually taste nice even when it is not

nice..hahaha! With the company of red win and champange,

we had talks over the glazing stars above after our full dinner!

ME TOTALLY LIKES! :)

Without the days of brandon, i totally

forgot the existance of my camera

and until today i took out and we finally

had some pics like back to old good days.

Having said that, baby and i prefer now as compared

to those days before he flew...why because now,

it's more peaceful and simpler life for us as we always wish for

He had work and i got my school..we had moral

support for each other..Both of us, our schedules have been

so jam packed with activities, even going out for dinner

in the neighbour hood area is luxury. We still make time

for each other ! :) HAPPY GIRL! I feel loved, do you?

**and sam, come talk to me about the changing of me.

brandon is happy and shocked about this eh**

There is alot more food but too hungy and lazy to

After dinner, the night is young for us..

so we headed to town to catch a midnite movie.

JULIE&JULIA!! awesome, i shall rate it 5 stars!!

it's A MUST WATCH MOVIE!! :)

BABY and i love it becoz bacially it's about chef, FRENCH cooking

and cooking recipes that is done by two woman in different times

And also it's funny in some parts of the show...

It is acted in france so baby loves it to the max man!

It's also involves a r/s in the movie with the woman

being the chef instead..hahaha. the opposite of us!

The night ended off peacefully for us! :))

With great sunday spent with baby as well.

DELIFRANCE DINNER together!

MERCI. LOVED. <3>

2009-10-10T19:53:00.002+08:00

Yesterday;
The same old road that I walked.
Which is also the road that i haven't
been walking for 3 months.
Nothing had changed just that situations
had changed this time.

Taking unfamiliar bus alone.
Direction of the way leads me
to thinking of some memories
that we had left it there. Every steps
that I took was so heavy especially when
about to reach your house.
I wanted to turn back but I didn't because
I know I really want this for myself.
At the same time, in my mind and heart,
was those flashing back of our doings that
ponder me to a lot of questions marks.

Along the way, anxiety builded up on
me. I felt as thought I am walking towards
the school hall for public canning.
I really felt very afraid to meet you,
not mentioning of awkardness as well.
I have no idea why am I feeling that
way too.

5 hours of waiting- i risk it myself.
I not sure if it will works out anot,
but my mind tells me if i don't try, i will
never get to know the answer for life.
i brought nothing along to surprise, just my
words, sincerity and me. 5 hours of waiting,
seeing the sky turned from day to dawn.

After the whole 5 hours of waiting,
it was all worth while, clearing out
all our unhappiness, wants and needs
between us. I am sure this time round will
be better any of the last time. I am gald
and I really feel love, perhaps the happiest
day of my life. By seeing you, or better us back to
normal, it's a bliss.bless..despite 3 months of the
awkwardness there.
And not forgetting a guardian angle
that i have with me, samantha sally brown!
THANK YOU! I don't know to express my
gradtitue to you, all i can say is whenever you need me,
i will be there for you for sure and yes stand by you! :))

If you're meant to be together forever,
you will survive any obstacle or trouble that comes to you.
1 year & 8 months and still counting on..loveyou! ;)
now every sunday of mine is back to colours
everythings of me like appeitite etc will be very
good, happy and more lively! :D Life will be much
simpler for us now but i like!

Well, saying about bran's trip to europe..
Due to his jetlag yesterday, he couldn't slp and
i accompany him through the night. He talked to
me a lot of his work there..he enjoyed being there to the
extend that he hate spore now...tsktsk..keep complaining
that spore is damn damn hot and humid..at spore hme, he
even still practicing their europe culture over there..he
is just so into europe culture..
It was really a great experience for him there though just
a short 3 months..all the pics he showed was really a open
big eyes for me..i was like keep" wow, wow, wow!"
I was really elated for him being at his young age, he can
already establised such a good name chef for himself
and i am really proud of him..his knowledge of food is
really uncompared to those who had worked very long.

He had bought me a long sleeve shirt, a box of LOTO
and a few chocolates from there! =D

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I have survived through my 1 week of school and wasn't
late for the whole week. Great!..not even having the temption
of skipping school. GOOD! i still loved to school because seeing
my frens is so great...though i really hate the new class every sem
system thingy but meeting new people can be so fun as well!
So far, the only class and module that i dislike is
my immunology class. kidda of like can't really connect with
them well. Probabaly, i got to wait for a few more weeks,
true colours would be reveal by then.
Afterall i feel a love-able class needs to have fun and
outgoing people and a slack, fun and lenient faci! That will be
super awesome already!! It's always the class fun but faci sucks
or vice versa.

Apart from that, i gotta my first A from my faci
for the first week of school already..Uusally i don't
is becoz first day of lesson so shy and don't talk alot..
I am happy for that and it motivates me alot on my studies!
HORRAY!!

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Omg halloween is soon to be there..
i feel like going to the HALLOWEEN HORRORS
@ night safari..really fun and scary leh..i just
check upon the night safari website..
And i want to watch the movie; JULIE &JULIA!
and upcoming some many tings to do with bran! haha

I know it's a a long post. so i gonna stop here
coz i am feeling lethergic already.
I shall continue re-work my PP tml!

bye guys!
have a good weekend!
LOVE! (:

2009-10-07T20:58:00.002+08:00

Expected that my PP needed re-work..
And my plagarism status is so high, 40%. SUCKS MAN!
I am so sad. Right now I am stuck in
re-work and also to reduce my plagarism index..
I am stress everyday in class and also over the fact
that my modules is so difficult..arrgghhh!!
I tell myself i gonna survive through..
Even for my toughest time, I can survive
through already, why not this?!
Hope my PP advisor will accept my re-work PP!

I am sick, itchy throat, coughing and flu!
hate it...my voice now is so coarse!!
how am I going to do presentation?!
YESTERDAY after school, together with
janice went to meet del, ryanC, zh and azmi.
Dinner at aston, chompchomp. then went
over to del's hse to cut my hair..hahaha..NICE!
azmi also asked del to cut for him...We are
all genins pigs for del to train her cutting skills..
hahaha..it's good to have frens who know how to
cut hair, do make up, do medicure etc..

After that my day is still not ended yet..
we went to hg plaza to play pool and
then supper..they still want to mahjong after
that but i surrendered because even i ton
till 6am the next day to play mahjong..i will be 24 hours
awake for the whole day already. Because I woke
up 6.30am for 8.30am lesson in school. So we
went home at 3am..and then i KNOCKED
down straight away! So lucky that today is
no school day for me!

** 2 more days to see you,love!

2009-10-05T21:57:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUMMY!
AGE INCREASING BUT HER BEAUTY
SHALL REMAINS OR PERHAPS INCREASING
AS WELL..HHEEHE!! You are forever my lovely
and awesome mummy! :D

HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT BIRTHDAY AND
WONDERFUL DAY SPENT! *i guess so becoz you
are still not back yet..*
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Omg finally I can upload my PP to the PP portal already.
I felt so happy and relief man.. :)
Thank god and thanks yamei for teaching me how to
resize those pics in my PP if not my PP had excceded
the request length..now i only hope to see my plagiarism
index will be as low as possible and waiting
for re-work if require.

Back to school.
Today first day of school.
Felt sooo tiring already!
Immunology was my first day
module..not difficult, managable!
Class very quiet and thinking that
i can't bond much with them becoz
i am a class hopper, it makes me felt very
bored!!! Class today indeed very boring
and so does the module...My mind still
holiday mood, haven't totally switch back
to school yet..I hope further days I could!

Tomorrow lesson @ 8.30am!
oh dear sucks man!!!
seeing NEW FACES AND PEOPLE AGAIN tml!
i gonna turn in early now!
i am having a bad flu and dry throat!
tsktsk..hate it..make me very sleepy and
uncomfortable..
bye folks!

**4 more days to seeing you! :))

2009-10-04T20:00:00.005+08:00

Well haven't been blogging for the past few days.
Been enjoying myself lately before the school
gets kick in and i will get myself busy over sch work.

The 1 day chalet 30sept-1oct that i had with my old
secondary school peeps was really awesome to the max!
Having say that, i am able to catch up with most of them
before school starts. It was really a wondeful gathering.
Mahjong, poker, movie, dinner, chit-chatting was a blast!
I shall upload the pics soon becoz right now i am lazy to do so..
haha..if you can't wait, make a visit to MY FACEBOOK and see!
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On fri night, gather 4 ppl including me
to play midnite mahjong. OMG and i lose
money..9 bucks! delphine being the biggest
winner of the night..She won 18 bucks in
total!! alot rite..hahah...i wonder when am
I going to have midnite mahjong again!
oh dear my next holidays only comes on
15 December!!! 10 weeks man!
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Yesterday met up with idiot/tall freak/fatty bom bom edwin!
HAHAHA...went to have dinner, after that went
to buy his shoes...we went to art friend to buy
materials to make somethings..then went to buy some
finger food..he is forever hungry and eating... lol
Went wheelock apple shop to buy my itouch cover.
My old one is just so plain and eeerrr, ugly!
I got it very cheap and nice, hot pink!
Got a futher 10% still coz i got the apple shop card! WOOHOO!!
Then went to STARBUCKS to chill and talk!
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Here is my new classess;
mon: W55C (immunology)
tue: W56J (molecular cell bio)
wed: off ( i wish for fri off, long weekend!)
thur: W56P (chemistry)
fri: W55P (environmental sci)

OMG school starts for me tomorrow..
half of me being not ready for school
becoz i dont want to study those crazy
and difficult modules. AND I don't want
and can't get used to waking up so early :(

Another sad news is that i am even same class
with leeling out of the 4 different classes that i had..
really damn suay and i never get a chance to be
in the same class with her despite us taking the same
course together..so sad rite..

The other half of me getting excited for
school tml is becoz i can see my frens
and what's more when i got 4 different classes
everyday! That will make my MSN list even longer!
oh dear...4 different classes, i gonna hop around
everyday!!! althought really abit sian hearing about
I got 4 different classes but come to think of it, ok la!
i can extend my social circle of frens.. =)

So tomorrow is officially the start of year 2 sem 2!
ALL THE BEST TO ME MAN and i am gonna work
extra hard this sem coz modules are tougher!
i guess this sem is going to pass very fast too..
and yes tml i gonna try to submit my PP to the PP portal
using school network if not dead line is on 8oct!
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i gonna turn in early tonight!
bye! off to pack my sch bag!
Have a good start on MONDAY!

**5 more days to seeing you!!

2009-09-29T23:38:00.009+08:00

God damn it..till now i still couldn't upload
my final report(PP) to the PP portal
i don't know what's wrong with it, it keeps
showing out "internet cannot display webpage"
sign after i upload my PP. It's so sickening and
irritating that got me on my nerves and got frustrated.

Well, way out and in order not to let the time wasted.
I sent it to my PP advisor and told her about my situation.
I ask her to get me back asap if any re-work is needed
and meanwhile i will keep on trying to upload.
She told me she will look onto my PP to save the time and
visit to the IT helpdesk if necessary..I Guess i really need
to make a trip to IT helpdesk to solve the problem
but i guess i only will make a visit when sch reopening
which is on the 5 oct and then final submission PP is on
8 oct..omg so near..damn scared.
Hope i can make it through on time! :) Pray!

Actually to upload final report(PP) to the PP portal
is to detect plagiarism and heard from my fren saying that
the PP portal stated that plagiarism index cannot be
more than 40%..so great..in fact 40% is alot..omg so happy..
before that i heard that plagiarism cannot be more than 12%
now it cannot be more than 40%..thats so great and put
my mind at ease..hahaha..becoz i did copy some sentences
from the web but i did quote down the link..hahah

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Yesterday meet up some peeps from w36B, my second class!
beverly, lynn and alexis..was happy that i am able to
convince alexis to come for the meet up!
Watched PHOBIA 2!!! DAMN SCARY..Tis time
tis movie got 5 parts..1st and 2nd one damn lame
and i don't quite get it for some parts...
3rd one is the most scary and it freaked me out the most!!
last one is the most funny!!! I think this movie ok la, not say very nice
but ok la...i tink moral of this movie is more about karma though!

after movie, shopped around and we took neoprints!
omg!! since when is the last time i took neoprints?!
hahaha..and we have fun man...alexis being shy keep
missing from the shots..and we have to keep pulling him back
in order not to waste money.. damn funny man..LOL!
after alexis had left us...me, beverly and lynn went ion orchard
to shopped and had our dinner and then chit chat
before home sweet home. Though it's a very small group gathering
but we had ultimatfun! hahha..meet up again soon! =)

pics; (click it to view bigger and clear!)

hahaha..neoprints craze~!

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Earlier on, watched fann wong and chris lee's wedding live on TV!

so grand and beautiful..they are such a loving couple!

9 years of r/s, finally tie the knots together!

full of envy and bliss!!! OMG..got the "want to marry"

thinking in my head now..LOL!!!

*YEAH! tml is 5A2 chalet! one day chalet!

gonna be fun and exciting yo! :D

** 8 more days! yeah! :))

2009-09-27T20:59:00.003+08:00

I have several thoughts going
through my mind now
so i decided to pen it down.

It's easy for a person to treat people nice and
suit to their every things but it's not easy for people
to get treated back nice and suit to every things..
why is it so? can't see the appreciation at all?
or only have give and not taken in...
I don't know..or is it better to be a low profile
person or just be a non-planner person?
OR seems like being the first to bring out certain
topics and discuss and carry out it, nothing
will bring good to the person..
Yes in this world, human are selfish, upperhand says!
That make me think twice about should i be nice towards ppl.

We seems to be drawing away, apart.
I guess, to be confirm is really my word now!
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OMG i have been insomia these few days..
pretty bad for me...having said that
next week school starts already, how am
i going to turn/change back my body clock
to wake up at 7am?!?!? OMG!!! ARGHHH

I finally done with my PP but
PP report submission doesn't allow
me to submit...damn it..is it a bad sign?
bloody hell man! i shall submit tml then!

** i just called, to say how much i care!

2009-09-25T18:54:00.002+08:00

Little "funny" facts about me!

I like bitting my nails.
I don't like drinking plain water. (it sucks and tasteless)
I am lazy and don't like to shower myself. (haha)
I drool while sleeping (haha..eerr..sometimes only)
I pick on food to eat and I don't eat quite alot of stuffs like sashimi, cockles, century eggs etc.
I can burp non-stop at different timing, not only after eating.
I will use laptop when i am shitting.
I can just have one meal in a day.
I will throw vomit sign if i smell food that is fishy.
I can't sleep without bloster.
I yawn very loudly
I can be as gross as YOU! hahaha
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I want my second inked!!
I already know the place to get inked already..
I want to have wordings on it! hahaa..
but i am thinking about the wordings to put..
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I am missing my ol' good day/times!
I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts,
there can be no more hurt, only more love (:

okay i am feeling lethergic already!
but no choice i gonna get done my PP before sleep!
BYE! LOVES!
missyou, bran! =D

2009-09-24T22:28:00.005+08:00

"click it" to view my awesome results!

hahaha...look at the last 4 rows, that is

my modules for year 2 sem1.. and counted my GPA,

it is 3.1!!! Well not very satisfy because i aim it to be 3.3-3.5

but i can see my gpa is improving frm year 1 sem 1 2.8

then year 1 sem2 3.0 and now it is 3.1!!

i shall work hard in year 2 sem2 man..i bet it will

be double hard man..to make me even happier

i got an A for chemistry which means full marks!!!

wow i nv disappoint weite..lol...others are 2 B and 1 C+.

I am excited about my new class man..

and i guess it will come out next week..

omg can't imagine my 5 weeks of holidays

ended so fast man..left with 1 pathetic week now..

tinking back, my tis term holidays not so enjoying

because without brandon..hahah..

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I will go crazy if i don't go crazy!!!

hahahaha..

tue 3 rounds of mahjong for 6 hours till 4am

wed 4 rounds of mahjong for 12hours from 11pm till 11am

I HAVE BEEN HIT BY MAHJONG FEVER MAN!!!

OMG you must be thinking are we really go bonkers?!

infact i really enjoy such long mahjong session once in a while

and this is being my first time...but of coz not doing this

when having school la..hahaha..no scared!

after that came hme sleep for 5 hours and i went for tuition!

tomorrow is my girl's SA2 ENG ORAL! i just practiced alot

of times with her earlier..hope she will do her best tml

and make me proud! hahaha!

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yesh, i am going to watch Phobia 2 with twin tml..

they rated it 2 stars..i wonder how come so low?!

OMG, is it really that not nice? Phobia 1 is damn nice leh..

i shall see tml! hahaha..

next week, i gonna get busy man before sch starts..

chalet for sec sch peep(yeah, cant wait to see them all, it gonna be fun!)

meeting idiot edwin. club(not sure yet). faith and co outings!

yeah! it gonna be super exciting yo and i gonna enjoy myself to the max!!!

so now i gonna to chiong finish my conclusion part

of my PP and submit fast!!!

Bye folks!
misses and loves! :))

2009-09-21T23:33:00.002+08:00

Because of you, my sweetest drug
you make me lose my sleep, causing
me another headache of the day.
The couldn't reached you feeling is
causing a big disaster on me.

The untouchable feeling is having a great
impact on me. I don't like myself
being like this.. this isn't what i wanted
myself to be..felt so terrible inside me.
It hurts so much when you are suffering
all this silently and making the heart weak
each time...i mean i dont need any console
words..i just want you to make me happy.
A happier person instead!

I am suppose to sum up my PP, at conclusion
yet i cant get the feel it to get it done now..
my mood sucks now..i feel that my soul is not there!
BYE WORLD!

2009-09-20T21:09:00.005+08:00

20/09/2009 - nice date today!
Hari Raya today so that makes tml
a public holiday..well anyway nth special
to me as i guess i will be staying at hme tml..

Like I had mention in my blog earlier on,
i went town, taka for mooncake fair with mummy.
Meet my uncle and aunt there as well.
Expected, crowded with many ppl..pushing
here and there just to sample tasting those delicious
mooncake...the crowd was horrible...bought
home one box of snowskin moonskin from GOODWOOD
PARK HOTEL..consist of D24 DURIAN, SOUPSOP,
JACKFRUIT AND MANGO POMELO FLAVOURS~ YUMMY MAN!
We also had our lunch at crystal jade..

OMG i guess i am really useless la, only go out
for 4-5 hrs, i came back and feel damn dead beat and
went to have a short nap...called me old man..even
my mum call me SIAO!!! i felt really lethergic these
few days, no idea why also..haiz....

bran;
only you can give me energy towards
life...without you, i really felt very empty
and lost...felt so aimlessly...
you have gone for 2 mth 8 days already.
it's seems short but to me it feels long...
i got surprises for you when you're back.
i will make all the waiting worthwhile.
missing you like hell. nobody can understand
or feel the pain i am going through now...

ok PP now!

2009-09-20T00:11:00.006+08:00

HELLO TO ALL MY MUSLIMS FRIENDS!
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!
NO MORE FASTING...HEE
COLLECT MANY MANY GREEN PACKETS!!
HAHAHA.. :D

Note to self: enjoy as much as i can before
sch starts on 5 oct! club, shopping, movies,
mahjong, night out, stay out, do activites that
haven't been doing for long and lastly catching
up with friends! :))

BUT..
*eversince then, Without you, my weekend is mundane.

Moon cake festival is coming and my mum was dating me
tml to taka for the mooncake festival fair and
tim sum lunch..yeah!..haha

hahaha..damn funny! enjoy! (=

2009-09-19T19:39:00.017+08:00

Oh pls..i am aching all over my body and legs now.
Goodness sake for the badminton game i had
yesterday with del, azmi, ryanchong, steven,
cami and cami's sibling @ Hougang sports hall.
2 hours of playing that caused me to have severe
muscle aching all over my body and legs.. looks like
i haven't been exercising for a long long time..glad that
i swear out some fats yesterday! hahaa...my foot was also
having blisters with me playing badminton bare-footed.
Serve me right man..hahah..now i suffered from walking steady.

After badminton though i was tired like hell but my day was
still not ended . Due to my itchy hand, went ahead to cami's hse
with del to play mahjong with cami and cami's sister..
my luck was good..being the biggest winner and won 7 bucks!

well, before badminton game, del and i headed to SGH
to visit Janice's mum who just had an operations.
Bought her flower(roses) and kiwi. Hope she had a speedy
recovery and take great care...Janice being a very fillal
daughter, taking care of her mum from day to night everyday! :)
hope janice's mum can discharge soon! =))

After a long day, i slept very soundly yesterday..
adding on to the rainy weather that caused me to
overslept for my tuition..i didn't waked up only
when my tuition girl called me. She asked where am i?
i was like " oh i am coming'' (in a shocked and sleepy tone)
hahahaha.. tuition had been stressful a little for me these few
days because their pri sch SA2 is coming ya..next week their oral
man...omg..keep practicing oral with them..hope my tuition
girl will do well in SA2 which i told her i will reward her if she
do very well!! =))

Today i felt so being like a housewife, like a married woman..
because right after my tuition, i went for groceries shopping for
my family alone, choosing food that have to suit to their likings..
it’s pretty hard ya but i like groceries shopping..haha
Then i came across a family, a warm family.
Their children was busy choosing sweets, choc, biscuits
and shouting out to their parents if they could buy those stuffs..
when the parents agreed, i could see smiles on the children’s face..
envy the family so much..they are so happy shopping groceries together.
So much so, it reminds me of my childhood whereby week sat,
my family will go for groceries shopping and i will pick
whatever i want and put into the trolley...sometimes my mum
will demand me to put back those stuffs to the shelf because
it’s bad for my health.

After those choosing and paying..i was carrying 4 bags of
groceries home..so heavy for me..without a choice, i took
cab hme with peak hour charge..wat a “good’’ timing ya..haha
ppl, call me a good girl/daughter of NG family! Hahah..

omg..PHOBIA 2 is out already!! i wan to watch man!!

i was bored at hme on a SATURDAY NIGHT
so i went to find pics and funny quotes..

really tinking of my second ink for next year?!

to you, B!

i specially like this..haha..so funny and cute

"roar" like me ah..lol

(Click on the pic to view bigger and clearer)

wahahaha!!!

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hahaha..omg will u buy this and wear this to

town? lol..

2009-09-17T21:31:00.004+08:00

YAY! Chalet on 30sept-1 oct with del and co is confirmed !
This is something i can’t wait to have before the sch starts!!!
Though it’s only 1 day but i believe it will be
fun and awesome..lots of bondings will be there too!
Hope many of you will come and create a happy scene!

Recently i swear i have been waking up early,
having the determination to tan or swim, i even have
the thought of going to the Sengkang swimming pool
there for the slides since i never been there before but the
weather is really so turned off...weather have been hazey
these few days...no good no good..tsktsk..i wan to be a
beach babe though...hahaha

school is starting approximately 2 more weeks time and
i am really exciting about knowing my new class and classmates..
i really hope i can get a class that is fun and can click well.
Or rather seeing some familiar faces when i’m checking for my class.

My mum just bought me the bubble hair colour dye!
And i will want to try it out..so cool man...

my mum bought me glossy brown!

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pics with leeling;

we went to eat slice at far east one corner..haha..delicious man!

now talking abit it, i feel like eating it!

I LOVE STRAW HAT! <333

The curry chicken rice which i ordered had so much oil..but it's nice!!

*tml badminton day, exercise day!

2009-09-16T21:13:00.011+08:00

YESTERDAY, A HARDCORE MJ DAY FOR ME!

Playing from 2pm at sam's hse for 2 rounds

of mahjong then hopped over to camillia's hse

in the evening for another 2 rounds of mahjong!

OMG, my first time playing mahjong for the whole

day..i like it!! touching the tiles for dunno how man

zillions times, till i can have nightmare of it..

however my luck over at camilla's hse wasn't

that good, lose 10 bucks and in fact i am the only

person lose to 3 ppl leh.. Over at sam's hse i only lose

2 bucks..my end of mahjong day is at 3am! 12 HOURS MAN!
OMG right playing mahjong from day to dawn man..

never see myself so energise for studying loh...

my luck wasn't good, i expect myself to win some

money back..hahah

BUT NO DOUBT I STILL LOVE MAHJONG!!!

A CHIONG MAHJONG DAY! EXCELLENT!

I WANT MORE BEFORE SCH STARTS.. =)

Today have NIHON MURA HI-TEA

buffet with wk, sam and zx over at YIO CHU KANG.

as usual eat and talk over many inside 'news' stuffs..

so uber funny to the core..

bloated and filling lunch cum dinner i had!

after that home sweet home..I GUESS I REALLY

NEED A EXERCISE!!! everyday lipids are growing

layer by layer on every part of my body expecially

stomach so i need to burn out man!

These few days, i have been out then rest one whole

day at home then the next day out again and i totally forget

about my PP existance..not touching any of a bit..

i ought to finished up fast so that i don't have

to worry about it man...come on, only 15% left to go!

i shall do it tml since i am staying at hme the whole day!

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(click on the pic to view bigger)

omg saw this from ppl's blog and i

thought it was really cool..totally cant

take my eyes off..i am a person who hate

bike becoz i find it dangerous but seeing this

i make a big woo-haa..heee

still not brought into spore yet if it does,

price = 36k and still unsure if LTA will

approve this as bike or car.

imagine riding tis on the road?

super awesome to the max man

but bulky, isn't it? haha

2009-09-14T21:10:00.003+08:00

I am really sucks at having determination
to wake up early for a tan or even for a swim..
Yesterday night i set alarm for myself to wake up
early but once it rang, i kept snoozing it and
end up i off it and it dies on me...
When i woke up at late noon, i reslise
there is a slight sun which is what i hope for
everyday so i kidda of regretted it...arrggghh!
so sad man..

Recently i couldn't put myself to sleep very well.
Everday i make an effort to slp early becoz i won't
wan to turn in late which is so health damaging..
So once i lie on my bed, i couldn't sleep. Not only that
but my brain/mind was still not shut..it constantly
kept me thinking through alot of tings which i do
not want to tink about it..
Worse still, i'm having a bad bad dream on one of this day..
i dreamt about me being kipnap(sp?) and when i was trying
to escape away, i was being caught red-handed and suffer more
in their hands...it was really a bad bad dreams..thats explain why
my eyebag was real bad this few days...

Yesterday i went out with leeling!
Orchard; far east..went shopping together
and get watever we want or need! I love shopping
with her, i guess she loves shopping with me as well :))
becoz we give advises to each other on clothes..i like it this way!
I REALISE whenever i am out with leeling, i will spend alot
and i really mean alot..i counted back hme and total
damage was $122. But thankful, all the goods i bought
was great, awesome! The best goods of mine will be
STRAW HAT! i love it to the core man BECOZ it suits me
nicely and good to pair with everytink you wear or
anyway you go..haha. :D

Next we moved on to watching movie @
Marina Sqaure; COCO BEFORE CHANEL
Well, i am not going to hate this movie neither
i am going to like this movie becoz some parts of the
movie is really very boring in fact leeling commented
that not only some parts is all the parts are boring!
HAHAHA...the scene of the movie is very draggy and
slow..can make me fall asleep..not much of fashions for
tis movie also..lots of kissing and talking there..but the
last part was really awesome, NICE! i tink JANICE, if you
watched ah, you are going to tears in the cinema again sia..hahaha!

then shopped around MS after movie before heading
to have dinner at XIN WANG HK CAFE..eat, chitchat
then home sweet home! Pics, will upload after
i get it frm MISS LEELING! hees.

my head is spinning and aching like hell
while i am tying tis down..i gonna give my PP
a give for tonite and hop for bed now!
i hope i'll be able to make it for tml morning swim/tan! :))

*i hope for your fast return everyday
i pray and i wish... you are the only the man
i waited for so long. iloveyou, B

2009-09-12T22:23:00.004+08:00

“Girls are like apples...the best ones are at the top of the trees.
The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because
they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get
the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy.
So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them,
when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the
right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb
all the way to the top of the tree...”

**i will on hold to this thoughts in my mind.

yesterday MAHJONG and movie maranthon
over at cami's places! great bonding together!

omg i guess i am counting down for school starts
already..RP holidays forever shorter than other polys
man and i don't know why either..sucks man!!
3 more weeeks to have fun before school starts!
though this week is more of like staying at hme days
but i am pretty happy that i have left with only 15%
work to be done for my PP...awesome man!

For goodness sake..i deprived for tanning..
i look like a piece of blank paper now..
i wan my beach life now..cafe del mar,
tanning oil, beer, food, volleyball, sand, water...
i really love to have those! hahaa.
come on ppl..jio me! haha i want to be tanned and
tannedand tanned and tanned and tanned and HOT! haha
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SAMANTHA TAN HUI XIAN SALLY BROWN MUAY HUI,
this is for you! HAHAHA
A reason behind why i put this is
between yamei and me..hahaha
start making wild guesses..lol

whahahahahaha! (Y)

** i guess i am back to my normal
body clock which is so not health damaging man..

I AM MEETING LEELING TML! YEAH!

2009-09-09T17:28:00.002+08:00

Today's date was special and nice!
09/09/09 TRIPE 9! chang chang
niu niu for couples who are marrying
today! EVERLASTING LOVE! COOL AND
UNIQUE YO!

Past few days, my body clock was really
screwed! i dont' know how to get it
fix back..i slept at 3.30am everyday
and wake up only at 4pm...
half of my day was gone just like
that..arrrrgggghhh...ggrrrrr!!! i felt
kidda of wasted ya...i was to live a
healthy lifestyle man..and being cooped
at hme is not healthy! hhaa..i wan to go
out! watch movies, play mahjong!!!
where is my life gone to?!

Well earlier on i was pretty bored..
can you people sense my boredness..hahah
so i went to look through my photos folders
and compared it with now...
Incredibly, many people around me had really
changed alot..becoming pretty and handsome.
We are all grown ups...guys frens of mine
going into army...owning car license now..
embarking on their career and studies..
and getting busy at their own stuffs..
looking at our past whereby we have that
innocent face, dressed with our school
uniform looking nerdy or "ah lian" look,
escaping from boring lesson and
eating, slack our way at school
canteen with cheap food..get busy with
our Olevels and CCAs and trying to perform
the best with our own piece of work..
get ourselves engaged on special occasions..
what's not when comes to bad ones?!
always late and giving excuses for
assisgnments to hand in...

You know that make me realise how time flies
and how we changed ourselves with the time,
environment and ppl around us..we are now OLD
with the age of 20 next year..reaching the
number 2 is not easy..the number 2' further
road is gonna be hard..marriage, pregnant,
family, career..and so much more...

having said that i really miss my 15-18 age
of my life..they are really awesome! though
kidda of less freedom but it's still very
playful and pure age to be!!! never have any
doubts on wat i say! hahaha..

i welcome the future but only can
embrace the past which is a great
road for me! I guess as well as for you
guys too! =)) smile because the road ahead
is going to be tough!! =D

**OK it's time to return to my PP shit!
and once again i wan to watched movie
and mahjong pls!!!! hee!

2009-09-08T21:03:00.002+08:00

I am struck at hme for continuous 3 days including today
the 4th days for this PP shits...omg.. come on ppl date me out..
i am glad that over the past 3 days, i have been doing as much
as i can on my PP so that when i am out, I can feel relief and
enjoy myself to the max! Hahaha..i am smart man..haha.
Now that my PP had exceeded the requirement of 2000 words,
i felt relief abit but Hell man, my report is not yet done...
everynite, my finger and my back aches because of typing
and sitting infront of computer for too long..and my brain blocks as well!
I deserve something good for myself man...* i wan mahjong man!!
I wan fun and entertainment! :D

Sometimes i wished, i had an elder blood sister for myself
to rely on..imagine having a elder sister who cares and
dotes on me is something everyone ask for that includes me!
A elder sister who can shares everything with under the sun
and fix for u everything that went wrong in life, isn’t that great?!
Omg.. even if the whole world were to against you, an elder
sister of yours will still support and gives u a shoulder to lean on..
omg....AWESOME MAN..i wan a close sister or friend will do! :))

Each time, each day, each night, i lay down on my bed.
I told myself you are still the one right for me..
I know all your actions and your responses .
Everyday i am counting down for your return
regardless of communication barrier that couldn’t stop
my heart from changing.
My love will get you back soon.
I strongly believe our r/s is not parallel lines.

2009-09-06T18:59:00.009+08:00

On this day of your life, Charmaine, we believe God wants you to know... ... that nothing is exciting if you know what the outcome is going to be.
You keep wanting to know how things will play out, keep asking to see the future. God doesn't give anyone the power to know the future, because life becomes maddeningly boring when you know everything upfront. So, instead of struggling, enjoy the uncertainty - to be alive means to not know.

Thur 3 SEPT;

Went for FREE FACIAL with janice, joan and del

@ raffles place. All thanks to my twin janice

that we got this soooo damn good recommandation!

Not only given free facial, but also free pedicure, medicure,

shoulder massage and waxing!! oh my god, such a great deal man!

And of coz i had my virgin waxing on legs only! SUCH AS ASS,

joan and janice kept teasing me about being such a scary cat!

So i pluck my courage and do waxing on my legs..it's was really

painful like peeling off my skin that kind of pain but after

awhile, it was ok already becoz the pain is numb already..

AND now i have smooth legs..hahaha..the feeling is totally great and shiok!

i wan more janice!!!! hahaha..

After our facial done, we went to watch movie; DANCE FLICK!

well, a lame and super hilarious show!

Fri 4 SEPT;

A trip down to NEWater Visitor Centre to collect

research for my PP project..all the way to Tarah Merah

to get it done man...An hour of trip and asking the tour guide

a few questions had already make my PP project 3/4 done..YAY!!!

Now i know why those seniors say 2000 words report is easy..

it's pretty easy...before i get into the SWOT ANALYSIS, i already

got 1600 words...I guess is the starting or how to start that is hard!

thanks yamei, sammy and ardi for accompany me down!

love you guys man...

Sat 5 SEPT;

TUITION and stayed at hme to recoup my

loss of sleep each day..and then in the nite; PP in progress!

hahaha.

**so idiotic my computer recently haven't being

serving me very well..so lagging man...

especially MSN.....aarrghhh!!

omg weeks by weeks passes so fast and tomorrow

is back to a fresh new week: MONDAY!

the plans for this coming week is going to be a blast man!!

lastly, i wan to watch COCO BEFORE CHANEL!

2009-09-02T00:09:00.002+08:00

wed, 26aug.
Met up with janice, del and joan
for awhile before heading over to
vivo to catch 3D-UP movie with zhixian and
sammy..omg i tink i am the last person who
watched this movie man..haha..
UP movie is seriously nice, so touching..omg!!
but i didn't cry and it's not much of 3D effect over
there..-.-....overall i still love UP..russell sooo damn cute!!
how i wish he is my younger brother! hahaa

After movie went over to clarke quay, met up with
wenkwang there and we went to boat quay to drink..
asshole wenkwang dont wan to club that nite..
but he promised me next wed together with rongkwang!!!
see this wenkwang!!!! drink drank drunk till 4.30am plus..
a tower and plus 2 jags of beer make us high till we are treating
the pub as dancefloor..hahaha..awesome night with them! LOVES!!

PICS!; here all only 1/4 of the pics
because almost all the pics got sam
and there is too much to upload.

my reaction is like tis because, i stepping on wk's shoe
and he tickle me and the shot was snapped already! haha

ohh...sammy soo skinny !!!

they went bonkers after lots of drinking.

omg couple look alike man!

wh we take this pic of this uncle because
he is cool, came to pub alone and drink and sing aloud! haha

ardi came later on when we are already tispy..

AWESOME US!!! :D

Life shouldn’t be in this way.
Life is too bored for me now,
So bored that i can scream at my top
of voice :” BOOOOORRRRRIIINNNGGGGGG!”
Why should i chose this way to live my life?!
Why shouldn’t i born in a sliver spoon?!
Too much of questions about a life itself?
i am feeling moody now...grrr!!!!

your absence make me go crazy man.

2009-09-01T21:10:00.006+08:00

IT GONNA BE A LONG LONG POST!!!

Yesterday i went to “die” with yamei in the hands of an auntie.
After the process, we felt cheated, so conclusion : are we so easily
be cheated or do we have the easily cheated face? or are we stupid
or are we too naive? or are we too rich? Omg, the fact that not
only our hair is screwed, even our money is screwed up too..
see how pathetic are we.

Actually my hair was ok because mine is
obvious that frm black, i dye to brown..Yamei was real pathetic..
go laugh/mock at her when you see her hair...hahha..
Go cheat on her saying: “you where got dye?! Don’t bluff me!” i
bet she will boiled up to 100 degree celcius.. hahaha..

Yamei and i searched almost the whole of yishun and we finally
decided on this place for our “die” because we though the prices
is reasonable for the both of us. Those places we found is either
too expensive for her or me. I tink our decision die on us or rather
playing trick on us sia..sign...our pathetic-ness doesn’t just stop here...

After our hairdo, we though we could have a peaceful meal
because we are super hungry but no, KFC play a trick on us again..
telling us that there is breastmeal for a chicken even though we
order crispy or original, what is that man? Telling me a chicken has
no breastmeal parts? Totally impossible right?!!! It is as good as
you tell me chickens don’t lays eggs.wat the hell..wat a manager man!
Seee even our dinner is screwed up without eating wanted parts of the
chicken which is breastmeat! Haha.. our day is totally screwed up la..
even KFC or chicken can’t satisfy our cravings la..

SO I CONCLUDED THAT yamei, you are my jinx man..our eight
character has clashing on each others. Haha.. your many moles
are cursing greatly on me sia.curse on me can’t have my
breastmeat, curse me to be fine by SMART also...
too much of ur moles are casting a spell on me ah..so suay ah!!!
Too much to be count ah..tsktsk...please keep ur moles
away frm me eh..TOR LONG AH ...TOR LONG AH..HAHAH...

* Afterall i kidda like my hair! it makes me stands out..haha
black makes me look dull..

This extracted from yamei's blog! she hates me as well, hahaha)
" This is an auto message. Thankyou for choosing YS salon. We welcome you to spend at least another Fifty dollars and receive free couponsl.Hope you like us providing half colour on your hair . Our mission is ' Choose us, Cheat you' . Have a nice day "

:: I sent this Charmaine.

We'd a bad day. Desperate to get our hair dyed, we went some colour hunting today at Yishun. Took a long extending hours to find the right salon to get both our desired hair done. We did not , anyway. Pathetic , i really think we are. Especially me. I felt as though i got cheated. Here's what it happened ...

This auntie ( lady boss ) i supposed is really good at talking, claimed that her hair products and chemicals used are awesome ( inserts roll eyes and making eye contacts to charmaine). When my hair was nearly done and it turn out looking good, she sounded and reacted in a swift." I added some hair solutions that other salons did not, instead it helps improving your hair condition... " and she started comparing to other hair salons that all when they dye hair for customers, they just added colour powder. ( Inserts roll eyes again). Whatever it is, she tends to brag so much about herself .

When we were making payment , she asked me this... " Could you pay me a little bit more ? " Five dollars she asked. I gave another six bucks stupidly. Charmaine asked , about her change for fifty-bucks when that auntie was making way for us to leave. Guess what? Although she gave Charmaine her change back, she totally acted like she forgot about mine ! Hell yes. It's just a penny. But, she should be honest about her own business. How ironic this whole thing is??

Charmaine and i had another pathetic dinner . KFC has got no breast meat when we were requesting for? What to do? We sat down, with that two pieces of pathetic chicken. And we were like saying ... if Wen kwang was there.. He will definately say this " My girlfriend gave you one dollar more, could you please return ? ( In hokkien) ". The two of us, just sat there laughing ,making fun of ourself , spending our night eating there pitifully and kept whinning about what happened .

We started matching our thoughts. We have been so unlucky each time the both of us alone spend time with each other. 1) When she got her SMRT fine i was there... 2) When we got to pay XXX, we were both there. 3) When she was having hipcups, i was there. 4) When i couldn't get through my interview, she was there.5) When we happened to get our hair done and such outcome?... Its because we are there together. We really think that, we should just get our luck and fortunes matched... Perhaps. Its always the both of us... Damn it. ( Cross fingers)

Anyway, i have been so broke. Really broke and i have no idea how rich i have been spending seriously. I spend like ... i just robbed a bank and look.. i'm sleeping with notes everyday. First its XXX ... then i got some XXX thingy... got myself some liquor and breezers... then spend XX on hair , going XXX today i meant.

; Sometimes, shits happen...

2009-08-30T00:32:00.019+08:00

hello jacintha lee! Hougang mates cum
classmates! haha

Everywhere we camwhore, even at the mrt station's stairs,

POWERPACK MAN..HAHAH

wow! the colours sooo pretty!!

We are not helping watsons

to do advertisments ok! lol

so nice!

the gays in W56H! LOL.

OUR DEAR SHARMILA IS SOOOO SWEET!!

She made each and everyone of us a handmade

flower...so nice and sweet of her...she said it take her

about a week to do it...she scarifices her sleep for us..

i will keep the roses in good conditions ok..i will miss you

the moment i see the roses in my room! :))

i love you, sharmila, being my first fren in W56H!

It seems like i got many fond memories of my very

first fren in each classes i go to..hahaha.

There is too much for me to upload so to view larger,

the rest of the wonderful pics will be at my facebook,here:

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/photo.php?pid=2334686&op=1&o=global&view=global&subj=735038883&id=721663916

My last day of my UTs/W56H/SCHOOL,
forgetting how sucky the paper is, how bad we have done,
how many careless mistakes we have made, IT'S JUST
SPELLS H-O-L-I-D-A-Y!!! So being the last day spent with
W56H, outing was been make days before which is breaking
fast with my classmates. It's my first time breaking
fast..now i can understand how my muslim friends felt..
terrible..So the idea made by my muslim frens was to go
paya lebar, geyland serai (street of muslims). Just like
indians=little india, chinese=chinatown! hahaha..

Before eating, we went to play pool. During dinner time,
well though the company was awesome but the food
we ate sucks like hell..seriously not human food.
Chit-chat and camwhore like never ending..haha..

Sweet memories of W56H..i gonna miss you guys!
Make the chalet happen ok and we will bond again
before the new school term starts... HOORRAAY!!

After eating, we went to walk around the bazzar
which sells many delicious food, clothes etc...
Then home sweet home!

bran;
**I cry without your presence.
oh boy, you are still mine no matter
you are away from me. I will search for you
no matter how far or tough it takes.

I am tired. Gald that today I started doing
my PP! YAYYY!! And trip down to NEWater visitor centre
is confirmed on next friday together with molely mint!
haha...Time is running out, way too fast!!!

2009-08-28T00:49:00.006+08:00

I feel the need of filling this space now!

Even though the weather now is damn cooling
making me so sleepy..haha..weather these few days
had been like these and i like! Soooo nice to be in bed

Holidays just started 3 days ago and during
these 3 days, I had a BLAST! AWESOME!
5 weeks of holidays is really very short!
Within these 5 weeks, i am been tight
down by my stupid project which had to
be submitted on 8oct..no further excuses
to myself to not doing it!!! I guess this time
i really see the urgent-ness in doing my project! :)
To be exact, is 2000 words and a poster to be submitted..
Meanwhile i have to make a trip down to
Newater centre with dear yamei first to conduct
my survey there..

In order to balance out my stress about project
during holidays..i need to stress free because work
hard for a bit and occasionally you go off to
release the stress, the feeling is good! ..haha..
so i need/want clubbing, shopping, movie, chill, swimming,
tanning, slack, drinking etc..(any of the options suit you, CALL ME!!)
yes charmaine will balance out and finish her project
during this holiday. I am sure i can do it with god
beside me who strengthen me!!!

Few more days, SEPTEMBER is marching in already
and 3 more months to 2010.. it's really a fast year.
And soon i 'm going to graduate from RP..omg..
i cant imagine!!!.. As for brandon, my sixth sense and
my heart tells me that you are back to spore soon..like in
1-2 months time..i need you back fast..i have miss alot
of things with you..We got alot to share once you are back.
i misses you so much! LOVES!!

According to my bdae date and year.
This is done on facebook but i couldnt
publish on my profile, i had no idea why also.
So i shall post it here..hee.
This is so true of me,i felt..

* i still got many pics to upload man..
w56h last day and drinking session with wk,zx and sammy!
STAY TUNED MAN!!! it's too much for me to upload in one day.

the wind blowing is making me sleepy already.
bye! =) and i craving for STEAMBOAT!! I WANTTTT!!

2009-08-24T22:33:00.002+08:00

Charmaine Ng, go bang the wall man..
you burn the weekend just by studying
for rDNA UT yet you did badly in them.
Dont give excuses saying the paper sucks
big time...it's the effort that you put it..
arrggghhh!!!!

i seriously let down my rDNA paper today..
i couldn't believe when i returned hme to check
my paper, i realised i could do some of the questions
that i leave it blank..damn it man...kill me please!!!

Looking on a brighter side, tml is my last paper
but tml paper is also my worse module man..
Right now i seriously have no mood to study,
not even opening my 6ps to mug..what's wrong with me,
and my determination suddenly..sucks man!

my body clock also screwed up man becoz studying..
afternoon i can sleep all the way and only start to mug
when it's 10pm! OMG...stop whining and get down to
work man!!!

2009-08-21T18:37:00.002+08:00

2 down, 2 more exams paper to go..
Chemistry paper that was held today
@ 8.30am (OMG SO FREAKING EARLY!!)
was too difficult, way too difficult!
After the paper, everybody was cursing
and swearing away...didn't expect to be soooo
difficult that may lead us to flunk the paper..
i studied so hard the day before but it seems that
my dream of getting an A or at least a B was crashed!
CHEMISTRY UT SUCKS BIG TIME!!!!

sigh....after chemistry paper, i lose the mood
and motivations to study for the otheir 2 papers
because apparently chemistry was my strength and
i hope for the best yet everything was gone and dead!
For now i just pray for the godness of chemistry and
believe in moderation!!!

*Everyday i wish and i hope for your
return...quick, time pass faster, even faster
than usual!!!

ok i am heading out now to study with joan and seokkee! :)
and tml i am heading to church for the study seminar

2009-08-19T00:02:00.006+08:00

My examinations officially starts tomorrow.
Well, all the stress, brain juice, headaches, lack of sleep,
memorise and understanding is all weighting and showing
on each of everyone of us. UT3 being 50% of out UT marks.

Well for tomorrow paper, I am 95% ready! I guess
the 5% will be on my luck! god, bless me!
pray that the paper tml will be easy!
I hope my effort will be paid off.

All my UT2 result had been out.
total i got 2Bs, 1C+ and 1C
abit of improvement as compared to ut1
so i am happy!

My first paper tml is at 2pm so i can have sufficient
rest/sleep before the paper..I know all polys are having
exams now, being the exams periods now, we should
study hard now and then play hard after that...good luck
to you guys and jiayou!!! You reap what you sow man!

2009-08-15T20:00:00.004+08:00

Went to watch "where got ghost" with
wenkwang on thur at yishun after school.
Thanks for accompany me though you
are very SIAN! hahah..ANYWAY this movie
was really awesome, all along i have no doubts
toward Jack Neo's flim and i always look forward
to his movie. This doesn't disappoint me..it was really
hilarious..there is 3 parts of stories in this movie...
i like the 1st and 2nd one...last part is repeated of
"Money not enough 2" so i tink nth new...
After all i shall give this movie 4 stars!!
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pics of W56H; LAST LESSON OF BIOCHEMISTRY!

huy, vietamese guy and khai!

stage and khai.

yongqiang and khai

sharmila and khai.

nadiya! the one i always disturb and discuss wif me the most.

Alston.

classs photo inclusive of our faci; MONIKA!

acting cool guys..

khai look good and handsome here...hee.

couple polo shirt~ polo ralph

=)

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The next part here, i wish to introduce my very very
cute cousin to you guys...lynn, mine cuter ok! hahaha

hahha..tudong! they are brothers!

so aborable

super heart him man..haha

2009-08-15T00:32:00.005+08:00

Finally two of my UT2 grades is out!!! I have been
waiting for sooooooo long... Kept waiting for soooo long
is because I have confident and high hopes for my
UT2 grades. WELL, my waiting didn't disappoint me!

My rDNA grades is B, same as what i got for UT1.
and the other one is BIOCHEMISTRY, i have gotten
myself a C, what i got for UT1 is a D so which means
I have make improvement, YAY!!! so happy today!!!
good news!!!

The weekends is here again, this week of school
was rather short for me, having only 3 days of school!
Today last lesson on biochemistry is awesome man..
our faci was nice and class was great too!
As usual, photos taking at the end of the day! I am so
gonna miss W56H.. I will post those pics tml, perhaps. :)
So after school , i went to the library to borrow two books
of chemistry and one book of biochemistry, getting ready
to burn my weekends by studying. UT3 is just a week
away and I am feeling damn scare because the weightage
is 50% for the account of our overall UTs....

I guess now is the exam week for all polys..
so i wish all my friends, good luck in their
study, jiayou, press on and don't overstress!!! :)

** i cant wait for my holidays
to be start on 26 aug!! awesome man yo!

2009-08-13T09:29:00.002+08:00

I will slowly let you go, perhaps.
No matter how tough to not let you go,
i guess this is the only solution that do us good?!

I don't know what wrong with you.
I only know no matter where you are
now or how your heart feels, i
will still wait for your return.

I know this decision of mine is foolish.
but there is some misundestanding between
us that is undissolve..the distance between us is
causing us to be misery...

i know i sound contradicting...
i am just feeling confused..
helpless and upset..

2009-08-12T17:42:00.000+08:00

Ain't I suppose to study now?
but blogs, facebook-ing, msn,
youtube and instoring games to my
itunes which i just learned it
yesterday. Don't mock at me, i got
one of my classmates to teach me how to
download games and music free applications
into my itouch..Now that i have downloaded,
i am super addicted to it man..all the games
so nice to play and fun!!!

I am happy that I study finised MICROBIOLOGY
and I am down to 3 modules left to study but
I know it's still a long long way to go...
and irritating flu came bugging me...
arrghhh..hate the sensitive nose of mine!!

ok back to reality and study!!!
stop slacking and start cracking!!!!

2009-08-11T10:14:00.000+08:00

Aug 8, 2009
Couple killed on rail track
By Irene Tham

TWO bodies were found near the KTM railway track in
Upper Bukit Timah Road on Saturday morning.
The police received a call at 5.24am that a train had knocked
down a couple at the track near Railway Mall.
The couple, believed to be a 19-year-old Chinese boy
and a 20-year-old Chinese girl, were pronounced dead at 6.08am.
A Singapore Civil Defence Force spokesman said that the
Chinese boy's left leg was amputated and he suffered
an open head wound and multiple body fractures.
The girl, also Chinese, had multiple body fractures, and her right leg
was nearly severed at the knee.

Ms Shahriza Embi, a Keretapi Tanah Melayu Berhad (KTMB)
spokesman, said that an empty KTM train heading to Johor Bahru
knocked down the couple. 'We had no idea how they got there.'
The morning shuttle between Johor Bahru and Singapore was
cancelled. Four other train services were delayed for between
one and two hours. The couple, believed to be students from
Republic Polytechnic, were apparently sitting on the track
when the train came. Police investigation into the unnatural
death is ongoing. Witnesses can call 1800-255 0000.

** OMG!! so unbelieveable and so sad man!

Today my day started in sch was damn damn damn sleepy.
i feel like i ate sleeping pills and feeling damn tired!
Recently I haven't been having good sleep, those
good sleep that make me have a deep sleep into it.
My mind still running wild while sleeping, having illusion
when i woke up..this is bad because it will cause me
to having lack of sleep and thus i can't concentrate in my studies!!!
i hate it!!! Exactly one week left to last day of school!
but scary UT3 is coming next! I have diverted all my attention
to studies despite so much of temption is around me now..
i can't resist man!!!! i feel like watching at least a movie
before ut3 start to destress myself...anyone movie?
i can pay for ur ticket...hahaha..serious.

bye...going to
study war now!

2009-08-10T21:16:00.009+08:00

Can't be bothered!
Can't be bothered!
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Can't be bothered!
Can't be bothered!
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Can't be bothered!
Can't be bothered!
Can't be bothered!
Can't be bothered!
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Can't be bothered!
Can't be bothered!
*WHAT AM I REFERRING TO?!
MAKE A GUESS!

CAN YOU BE MY SWEETEST DRUG AGAIN?!

I feel so contented and elated today
being able to step into orchard
after dunno how many donkey months
i haven step into orchard. What matters
most is being able to step into the icon
of orchard which is ION ORCHARD.
I tink they can open another shopping mall
name cation and then name the whole
Orchard road: Elements!! Hahah.....

What I can concluded is that ION ORCHARD is
a headache shopping mall, it's so freaking big.
Having such that today is public holidays,
that makes it even more headache with so many
people under me....my mother and i keep whining.
But with both our strength,we able to squeeze and push
those people into every shop like UNIQLO, TOPSHOP,
MANGO, BODYSHOP ETC...I felt like there have many
things that you can shop the whole day and not wanting
to go other places like taka, wisma, heeren because
apparently ION ORCHARD had everythings there!
Not forgetting my FAV ROYCE CHOCO SHOP and the special
shop of havaninas, coolest shit i swear man!!! Working
there are all girls...make me feel like working there too!
The food opera(food court) we dine in was super
expensive to the extend...but i swear they
have unique and nicest finger food there..i love it! M
um bought me some clothes! i am a happy little girl now! =DDDD

NOW i feel like watching many movies, 3D-UP!
The upcoming jack neo film, about ghosts one,
showing on 13 Aug!!! I saw the trailer on
Tv, it's so damn funny la..and hangover but i
already bought the dvd over at malaysia...
and lastly i also want to watch GI.joe! :))
I feel like clubbing tooo!!!! Why am i still
tempting myself when my UT3 not even started or
ended!!! arrrggghhhhhhhhhhhh...rrrroaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!
alright UT3 in one week time and holidays in 2 weeks time!
HORRAAAAYYYYYYY!!! :))

In a blink 3 days of holidays just passed like that.

OK got to study already!
gdnite folks!
misses and loves!

2009-08-09T21:10:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!
I am so glad that I am able to live in
such a peaceful and prospecity country!
Well this year's national day was rather a
quiet one for me, staying at home watching
ndp show..nothing special...did i mention
that i love to watching fireworks display?!
the amazing fireworks that spike in the sky
can make me feel happy!! I still rememeber
many years back when i was still in sec 2 or 3,
i actually got tickets for ndp and i went to watch
it with janice, my twin! The atmosphere was so high
that i can atually feel every singaporean celebrating
spore's birthday in excitement! i miss sitting there
to watch ndp live. I wonder when will i have the chance
again to get hold of NDP tickets so i can enjoy and fun
with frens or family or love ones on national day!

Rounding on fri was awesome together with
Janice, sk, kylie, joan, yq and the guys. We headed to
ECP lagoon for supper and our last destination is punggol end.
It’s not important to where we go, it’s much more important about
janice been the first time to drive us out for a spin.
She was feeling very anxious and nervous. Haha..
Us being her moral support and direction guidance. Haha.
Nevertheless we had fun and i love rounding with
a bunch of frens to chill, talk cock, catching up with life! :))
We reached hme in the wee hour of 4am...i am so tempted to learning
driving because of them...hahahaha..

The driving queen of the day! haha.

well i bet u guys dunno wat is that, it is a
toy tortoise indicating to janice that she drive very slow..hehe..

Sat was another nite out for me but it was at Samantha’s hse.
Mahjong and drinking. After a few shots, i was feeling tispy already..
how lousy i can be man.. i reached hme 7am and i straight
away knocked out! I woke up at 5pm and i missed my outing
with my mum. I felt guilt so i am heading to orchard with her tml.
She loves orchard. She can go there for 2 days straight.
But before that i will be going to temple with yamei and wenkwang.
Then after that study session awhile before meeting my mum..

Recently i have been thinking on our r/s.
It seems no different to me having with or without a bf now.
So sad right?! It’s been more than a week that we didn’t contact,
that gets me even more upsets. I have been waiting for your call, but
my wish didn’t fulfil...i got tired of waiting..wondering if you were ever
coming around...my faith is fading..our communications is fading as well...
I don’t know how to make change to this situation.
All i know is, i try and it try so hard to keep our love alive.
Oh boy , can you feel me?! I kept hanging on..
It’s killing me cause there ain’t nothing that i can do.

*you been so far away from me, it hurts me each
time i miss you.

i am glad that my studying progess had been fine
during this weekend and i didn't wasted this weekend.
i plan it out well and balance my study and play!
well done, charmaine! Each time i feel tat i didn't study
much, i will feel guilt...thats good which will push me to study!
oh well , life still sucks without the presence of you, baby!

pic for malaysia;

fake or real? Make a guess.

ok got to turn in already!
left 1 more week to bye W56H!

2009-08-06T10:49:00.006+08:00

15 hours of sleep for me yesterday!
Nevertheless I still felt tired and i felt
guilt that I wasted 3/4 of my day on sleeping..
So after that I make myself copy notes from
microbiology books that i borrow from rp
for my upcoming UT3 for 6hours...i feel so satisfacted
after studying so much...it's just 2 weeks away
and i am still left with 3 heavy modules to study..

and i didn't get to go swimming yesterday too
because of the bad weather...i hate it man..
this morning i woke up with unreluctant mind
to go to school again..recently i felt so " dont
like school " tat kind of feeling...i just go ahead to school
just for the sake of grades...and today i slack my whole day
throughout...lame rp ask us to sing national anthem
and say the pledge in class by standing up..hahah

lunch meet leeling...it's been so long since
we had lunch together..updates here and there...gossip
and chitchatting! me like!! After school, i went to borrow
BIOCHEMISTRY book hme to take down notes and study..great!
books is a better resources than internet! :)

The weekend ahead is going to be a long one man
due to the fact that national day falls on sunday so mon
will be a public holidays...MUM date me on sun to accompany
her for shopping at ion orchard...cool i guess it's time for to get sponsered
clothes frm my mum....hahaha..i guess the rest of my time will
burned at hme studying for ut3..

I guess THE Month of AUGUST is really a bad one for me
i just got summon from the SMART!!! this is damn fucking!!
i am really down on luck man...this is ridiculous man..
i am not in fault and i just got summon from SMART
and the motherfucker uncle don't to hear my explanations..
and i am stupid enough to just give him my ic...
haiz...damn him..curse him...i tink i really need praying...
i need lady luck man..haiz...lucky it's $30 for the first
offence....come to think about it, so fucking pissed off man
screwed SMART!!! now everywhere i go ah, i must be like
a thief, extra careful, watch out to every of my surroundings man!!!

Tomorrow is the last day of the week, there again is FRIDAY!
so fast man..and yes cant wait for tml, going for a spin at nite
together with kylie and seok kee and janice being the driver!
yeahhh!!!! Another 2 more weeks, say HELLO to my new classmates
YAYYYY!!!

OK update soon!
i miss tat fatboy..signn..

*2 more days to national day!
fireworks!!! but nobody to share the joy with =(

** i wan to watch the "up" movie..
so cute and heard that it was touching!!!

2009-08-04T21:36:00.002+08:00

I detest LDR!!!
how much?! i could say to the max!
I shouldn't have agree to LDR in the
first place.. it's such a torture for the both of us.
Why should I live in such a misery?!
To the extent that i feel the arge in calling
you but do you feel the way as i do?!
I don't know..both of us have different point of
view..i am deprived of something!!

Today is the shit-est day that ever happen in my life.
it's just like striking lottery for the first time
and first time you buy you got it...fuck man!!
this is just an analogy..you get it?..it's ok if you
dont it because it is not suppose to be understand-able
just fuckNPB people...if i am the deity, i will reverse
all things that happen today.. zzzzzeeeeee bye!
down on luck man and objective learning point for
today was never mislook any clues or betray your own
sixth sense or instincts..

On the happier note, last SUNDAY malaysia trip with
ardi, wenkwang and sammy was great!!! we bought many cheap
deals and we had fun playing, shopping and eating around..
i have fun and this is what i call life, travelling with friends only
but near distance la..hahaha..but it's already awesome!!!
we spent 12 hours at malaysia..when we are back, we
were all drained and not forgetting the next day is school man!

i seriously need a long hours of sleep
the past few days i have been slping for 7
hours each day but i am still feeling
exhuasted...i felt that the more i sleep,
the more i feel tired...so i need longer hours
of sleep so that i can study for my upcoming
big exams which 2 weeks away from now...
there is so much to study..i hope it's enough time for me.
UT3 schedule had out; after ut, can go hme man..
feel so like OLEVEL! haha.. 26 AUGUST HOLIDAY BEGINSSS MAN! YAYNESS!!

-chemistry 21 aug
8.3am
-biochemistry 25 aug
2pm
-microbiology 19 aug
2pm
-rDNA 24 aug
2pm

**if can i would want to go swimming tml!!! :))

4 MORE DAYS TO NATIONAL DAY!!!

2009-08-01T00:08:00.003+08:00

1 Year 6 Months baby!

I miss your mohawk hair!!! and i love it totally!!!

The man who I addicted his love.
The sweet love behind us is undescribe and unexplanable.
You buys me what I wanted even though you are on your saving plan.
You travel all the way from cck to hg in the middle of night just for me.
You gives me sweet love msg which I had a hard time guessing what you are trying to say.
You are learning how to be a prefect boyfriend just for me.
It's not a matter how far we have go but how much our love grow each day.
The journey of our love lies ahead many wonderful things for us to explore together!
Thanks for assuring things about me,
be it from friends or other resources. (:

LOVELOVE!!!

2009-07-30T21:56:00.002+08:00

I am lazy to move my finger but still I want to
fill this space...

I am as red as a lobster now.
I need sufficient of moisturer on my face now.
The feeling of tanning alone, peaceful surroundings
and with a clear mind was totally awesome.
I just the life being by the water/beach.
I can't describe how much I love SUNSUNSUN!!
I process half of my wed reading up microbiology
and taking down notes. Falling asleep halfway through
is my habit as usual...To sum up, I had a great
wednesday spent, not wasting my day away just
by do nothing which I usually do...

As FAST as I know, as far as I know
Tomorrow is FRIDAY! last day of school for
the week..omg each week passes so fast
and I can't believe that in 2 weeks time,
I gonna take my UT 3 which is a major exam for me
and in 2 months time, I gonna hand in my PP PROJECT!!!
AARRRGGHHHHHH!!!...AND as well as changing new class.. =)
But well looking on the brightside,
this week had been a good one for me...
bran and I had been exchanging emails, updating
each other's life....he got me many giftss...
omgg I am so excited!!! lovelove!

Recently my appetite is bad...
It disgust me the moment I think of food..
I feel like I am just eating for the sake of
eating...perhaps nobody feed me with good food
after bran left...and I haven't watch a movie
ever since bran left...omg I felt like I am not
up to date..I know every of my post, I whine about
bran because he is my pillar of strength..

I appreciate myself for doing something that
I dread to do it...yeah!!! so I shall reward myself
with malaysia this sunday! It will be fun and
I will enjoy it! hahaha..

ok I am sleepy already!
bye! I will miss shakey fries in my dream!! haha :D

2009-07-29T00:15:00.002+08:00

Heavy flu + heavy flow started off my day
today..GOODGAME ah..hahha.
but my determination of tiredness never say
die, i still managed to drag myself to school
and pulled through the day..thank god
lesson on microbiology today was not drained
if not i guessed i will be in sick bay..haha.

I felt great today..can you guys feel me?!
hahaha..this is my first time borrowing a book
from RP library and is not those joke books
or other sorts.. it is one of my core module
subject: MICROBIOLOGY...suddenly my brain
had this intention saying " i need to study hard
for the future and GPA" haha..and by looking at
my UT grades, my microbiology and biochemistry
is bad so i shall start on microbiology first since i have
more interest in it..hahaha..start late than never start at
all right?! NO PAIN NO GAIN!!

i am all ready to enter into the battlefield
so tonite i gonna burn midnite oil to study microbiology
since i got no school the next day..4 days of school is just
enough for me to balance my rest time and study time.
Today my classmates and i was discussing whether to
take 4 or 5 days of school because we were been offered
PSYCHOLOGY as a choice if we were to take 5 days
of school la...psychology is totally cool to the core man!!
furthermore if 5 days of school, year 3 will have 3 days of
school only for either one of the sem so will have more time
focusing on FYP which is freaking important to determined
the graduation...psychology is super tempting man but
i guess i will stick to my decision of taking 4 days of school
because I am smart enough to read and understand ppl mind..hahaha
no la is because 4 days of school is just nice for me to have rest
in the middle of the week and having no excuses to pon school...
4 days of SCIENCE already can wore me, let alone 5 days of school
and i already used to 4 days of school la...

You guys already know that SEAWEED "SHAKEY (inspired by wenkwang,
damn funny man.hahah) fries already welcome back by MAC right..
yes i ate almost everyday...it is super yummy to the max and
addicitve man..can make m go high sia..haha..
omg my hand is super itchy to play
mahjong now.. hehe..

Brandon gave me a surprise call just now
while i was sleeping..i was super elated for that
call he gave..even 10mins of talk was enough
to satisfied me because i just wan to heard his voice
and sweet words coming out from his mouth..hahaha..

ok time to study!
bye! LOVES AND MISSES!
=D

Random.

2009-07-27T22:17:00.003+08:00

IT GONNA BE A LONG POST BECAUSE
Today was a cooling day...hehe...
feeling so cold all day...
if given a chance, i will hide under
my blanket and not going for school. :)
CHEMISTRY lesson today was easy..managable!

On the other side, i started off my
monday with stomach cramp from menses.
i tolerate the pain throughout the day,
i nearly head towards home when the pain
is somehow unbearable but after drinking warm
plain water, i was kindda of fine and chill and
even more better when i met my gang; YAMEI,
ARDI, SAMMY AND FISHBALL! :D
We went to chompchomp for some job interview
at ice3 then headed for our dinner...we jumped
from one place to another just to eat our
"must eat food" hahaha..AWESOME MAN! haha..
Everywhere we go, we will have our "kuping"
hahaha..*inside joke* damn hilarious man...

Yesterday i met up with edwin..went to city plaza
as i didn't go before...heard that there sells
cheaper clothes and alot of clothes to shop..
yes it's really damn cheap i have to say..
i realised those blogshops, they take their
stocks from there so in a way if we buy from there,
it will be much cheaper..i bought a dress and a top
which costs me only $34!!! real good deals.. ME LIKE!!
ME LIKE!! after that we headed off to tampines 1
to shop for other things..

i really wan to tanned myself man..
i am looking very white now which
i don't like it...but given the weather
these few days, it's hardly for the sun
to appear brightly in the sky..i am so sad!

i am missing bran alot now...
no other words can describe
how i am feeling now...though
we got talk on msn sometimes
but i misses his presense more than
his voice...how come to me, time passes
so slow...time, fast forward to the month of
DECEMBER CAN?!!!arrrghhh...i wan him to beside
me now!!!

It's down with 3 more weeks and i am
done with year 2 sem1... YAY! for this,
i tink time passes very fast..i feel like
i am still new to my class and it was still
the 3rd or 4th week of lessons only...arghhh..
year2 sem2, can you imagine more intensive
work is coming towards me...it's time for new
classmates soon!! :)

I am heading to MALAYSIA this sun
with sammy, wenkwang(fishball) and ardi...
yes first time going malaysia
with my frens..i am looking forward man..
YAY! YAY!! YAY!!!

YOU KNOW WAT?
i signed up for my interships
for my course...awesome..i hope
i will get in man because have to
go through interviews..and i signed up during
the period of my long holidays which is during
the period of december09-feb10...8 weeks...
i seriously wan intership..a great experience
to gain! i will pray to have this interships! =))

LASTLY, i wan to be the happiest girl
living on earth..life is too short
to have any time wasted on those
unhappiness. Elinminate those ppl
who will cause you unhappiness because
they are the one who is wasting the space
on earth and they simply don't know the
definitions of living life to the fullest!

ok i am tired..
i gonna hit the sack early
coz it's such a good weather to sleep!
bye folks! :))
LOVES AND MISSES!!!