Tis is gonna be a super long post. i am so sori but i got alot of tings to say. tiredness is losing my concentration during lessons. i am reali reali very tired. WELL, i am gonna start frm last fri 12/01/07. after sch, had the sec one cca orientation (sports). so janice and i went to help out. tot we could be in the outdoor or indoor but who noes none we are using it due to the heavy rain for the past few days..so instead, we are using the celebration wall. we are so pathetic la, it's lyk every group of the cca have their proper place unlike us. haiz. wat to do, sch small wat. then we set down and play some balls infront of the sec1. oh i realise some sec1 reali looks cute, feel lyk pinching their cheeks la .hahaha..feel lyk bringing them hme to accompany me to tok. hehehes. time pasts fast and it's 4pm. i have to rush hme, bathe and went to work at 6pm. tis is my first time doing lyk tat. haiz.

reach work place, feel very weird. coz so long nv work then suddenly went to work. haha..oh gosh, i saw many new faces la. so funny loh, when i and ling went in, they keep pointing at us, thinking tat we are also the newbies. LMAO! when working, i kept yawning la. customers call me, i call rose go entertain. hahaha. it's damn tired. well have a short conversation wif some new staffs when we happen to walk pass each other. IT'S JUST ONE NEW STAFFS WHO I SERIOUSLY HATE. WHEN I WALK PASS HER, SHE ASK ME CLEAN THE TABLE FOR HER MAN. OH , AT THE POINT OF TIME, I FEEL LYK SCOLDING HER ALREADY, STILL I DIDN'T SO I JUST SAY TO HER, 'U ASK ME CLEAN IZIT?' SHE SAY YA, I SAY ME AH? SHE SAY YES. OK FINE, I HELPED HER FOR ONCE. IN MY HEART, MY BLOOD IS BOILING ALREADY. SHE DUNNO I AM THE CAPTAIN. WATEVER LA. I TOTALLY DUN LKY HER. SHE WEAR THE PANTS SO HIGH, HAHAHA AND SHE IS A LESBIAN., SAW HER KISSING A GAL WHEN WE BOARD THE MRT. LOL.

halfway, when i am taking the bill to the counter, i saw kim. so shocked. when i saw her, i was awake. hahaha. she came down for the purpose of seeing me hehe. i am so honoured. she looks gd wif wat she is dressed on tat day. she suit red. very beautiful! well, after work, sometink happen la.it's so sad. i feel tat it's very unfair. i feel very sad for my fren. i dunno wat they all thinking loh, especially kervin. i realise he had been watching over me. i feel very uneasy. after tat, went to eat supper wif kistine, veneta and brandon. reach hme at 2am. reach hme, bathe then went to slp. the next day is work again at 12pm.

meet up wif ling and chantel earlier for breakfast. we went to xin wang to eat the french toast, is super nice. haha..must go try ppl.=) went to work after tat. not long, came alot of newbies again.one of them looks lyk my fren, farha. look very alike. 80% alike, height and figure the same also. all the newbies look very gong(blur). they just stand there do nth. aiyo . so i was doing everytink by myself tat day. ok, when break time at 4pm, met up wif kim. haha.we had alot to catch up when we meet. haha..the time passes so fast and i have to go back to work, so sad.
oh ya, i forget to add on about me giving resignation letter to conan already. he came to tok to me. he ask me dun leave, he wan me to help him. so i say i cannot have 3 working days coz tis yr i having my major exam. he added on saying tat he appreciate my work tat why he wan me to stay to help him out. so finally he say he gives me only 2 working days. but i was tinking abt the hours of working also. if i work full shift on sat, i will be spending time on bed on sun and no time for my revision. BUT at the same time, i dun bear to leave and i feel very gulity after wat he had said. so he ask me consider again. after few hours later, he ask me again. i went speechless, coz i reali dunno how to ans him. so we went to table12 again and had our private tok. hehe. he ask me how is my decision. so i say i reali cannot work. so he went on to say; you had disppointed me. omg! i say why? he say i dun wan you to leave, as ur work wise is gd and he went saying you reali disppoint me, tsk tsk and he went off wif a disappointed look. i just cry coz i dunno wat to do. firstly i dun wish to disppoint him coz he treat me very gd but secondly i got school. arrgghh.. tat nite i went hme to tink the whole nite. i call nelson for advices but he went to overseas already. haiz. i reali need ppl's advices. reali!

ytd. i work 12-10pm. so tired again. in the morning not much ppl so still quite slacked. when reach 8pm at nite, there is no queues outside. so when getting to 9pm, i ask conan for going hme earlier coz tml i got sch. he say okay. haha..i ask him, u treat me gd izit wan me to feel gulity and stay? he just smiled and walk away. arrgghh..why why why??? after tat went to eat wif ling at galare. the waffles there is nice. =) ice-cream YUMMY! WAHAHA

today go sch so sleepy..fall alseep when principal is toking. hahaa..oh! now there is no longer the home room system already, change back to the normal already. they should change back last week loh to avoid missing 2 period of lessons doing the changing classes thingy. And also my class ppl increases, soo noisy!!! during PC PERIOD. our form teacher gives us a list of courses in poly. now i am going do my planning and set my target. there is lots of courses i am interested but the cut of points is damn low. hahah..i am dreaming la. anyway today's time passes very fast. so happy tat i can go hme and have my slp. haha..just woke up few hours ago. haha. oh ya, before i slept, chantel msg me saying tat one of my fren cum NYNY to interview. i was lyk who? she say by the name of forella. oh she call me and i ask her dun work there. it's so tiring plus being a newbies there sure get bullied one.so tis fri, i will tok to her again.it's my last week already haiz. Her pay per hr is different frm mine.gosh! it's the 3rd week already. i have not been mugging hard. alright, gt to do coursework already.bye! study hard guys! MISSES! LOVES! (:


my bro and my cutie cousins at NYNY. :DDD


volleyball rocks!!!


orientations.


tis is our style of playing. =)


my piece of work for 2hrs. terrible!