I am lazy to move my finger but still I want to
fill this space...

I am as red as a lobster now.
I need sufficient of moisturer on my face now.
The feeling of tanning alone, peaceful surroundings
and with a clear mind was totally awesome.
I just the life being by the water/beach.
I can't describe how much I love SUNSUNSUN!!
I process half of my wed reading up microbiology
and taking down notes. Falling asleep halfway through
is my habit as usual...To sum up, I had a great
wednesday spent, not wasting my day away just
by do nothing which I usually do...

As FAST as I know, as far as I know
Tomorrow is FRIDAY! last day of school for
the week..omg each week passes so fast
and I can't believe that in 2 weeks time,
I gonna take my UT 3 which is a major exam for me
and in 2 months time, I gonna hand in my PP PROJECT!!!
AARRRGGHHHHHH!!!...AND as well as changing new class.. =)
But well looking on the brightside,
this week had been a good one for me...
bran and I had been exchanging emails, updating
each other's life....he got me many giftss...
omgg I am so excited!!! lovelove!

Recently my appetite is bad...
It disgust me the moment I think of food..
I feel like I am just eating for the sake of
eating...perhaps nobody feed me with good food
after bran left...and I haven't watch a movie
ever since bran left...omg I felt like I am not
up to date..I know every of my post, I whine about
bran because he is my pillar of strength..

I appreciate myself for doing something that
I dread to do it...yeah!!! so I shall reward myself
with malaysia this sunday! It will be fun and
I will enjoy it! hahaha..

ok I am sleepy already!
bye! I will miss shakey fries in my dream!! haha :D

Heavy flu + heavy flow started off my day
today..GOODGAME ah..hahha.
but my determination of tiredness never say
die, i still managed to drag myself to school
and pulled through the day..thank god
lesson on microbiology today was not drained
if not i guessed i will be in sick bay..haha.

I felt great today..can you guys feel me?!
hahaha..this is my first time borrowing a book
from RP library and is not those joke books
or other sorts.. it is one of my core module
subject: MICROBIOLOGY...suddenly my brain
had this intention saying " i need to study hard
for the future and GPA" haha..and by looking at
my UT grades, my microbiology and biochemistry
is bad so i shall start on microbiology first since i have
more interest in it..hahaha..start late than never start at
all right?! NO PAIN NO GAIN!!

i am all ready to enter into the battlefield
so tonite i gonna burn midnite oil to study microbiology
since i got no school the next day..4 days of school is just
enough for me to balance my rest time and study time.
Today my classmates and i was discussing whether to
take 4 or 5 days of school because we were been offered
PSYCHOLOGY as a choice if we were to take 5 days
of school la...psychology is totally cool to the core man!!
furthermore if 5 days of school, year 3 will have 3 days of
school only for either one of the sem so will have more time
focusing on FYP which is freaking important to determined
the graduation...psychology is super tempting man but
i guess i will stick to my decision of taking 4 days of school
because I am smart enough to read and understand ppl mind..hahaha
no la is because 4 days of school is just nice for me to have rest
in the middle of the week and having no excuses to pon school...
4 days of SCIENCE already can wore me, let alone 5 days of school
and i already used to 4 days of school la...

You guys already know that SEAWEED "SHAKEY (inspired by wenkwang,
damn funny man.hahah) fries already welcome back by MAC right..
yes i ate almost everyday...it is super yummy to the max and
addicitve man..can make m go high sia..haha..
omg my hand is super itchy to play
mahjong now.. hehe..

Brandon gave me a surprise call just now
while i was sleeping..i was super elated for that
call he gave..even 10mins of talk was enough
to satisfied me because i just wan to heard his voice
and sweet words coming out from his mouth..hahaha..

ok time to study!
bye! LOVES AND MISSES!
=D

IT GONNA BE A LONG POST BECAUSE
Today was a cooling day...hehe...
feeling so cold all day...
if given a chance, i will hide under
my blanket and not going for school. :)
CHEMISTRY lesson today was easy..managable!

On the other side, i started off my
monday with stomach cramp from menses.
i tolerate the pain throughout the day,
i nearly head towards home when the pain
is somehow unbearable but after drinking warm
plain water, i was kindda of fine and chill and
even more better when i met my gang; YAMEI,
ARDI, SAMMY AND FISHBALL! :D
We went to chompchomp for some job interview
at ice3 then headed for our dinner...we jumped
from one place to another just to eat our
"must eat food" hahaha..AWESOME MAN! haha..
Everywhere we go, we will have our "kuping"
hahaha..*inside joke* damn hilarious man...

Yesterday i met up with edwin..went to city plaza
as i didn't go before...heard that there sells
cheaper clothes and alot of clothes to shop..
yes it's really damn cheap i have to say..
i realised those blogshops, they take their
stocks from there so in a way if we buy from there,
it will be much cheaper..i bought a dress and a top
which costs me only $34!!! real good deals.. ME LIKE!!
ME LIKE!! after that we headed off to tampines 1
to shop for other things..

i really wan to tanned myself man..
i am looking very white now which
i don't like it...but given the weather
these few days, it's hardly for the sun
to appear brightly in the sky..i am so sad!

i am missing bran alot now...
no other words can describe
how i am feeling now...though
we got talk on msn sometimes
but i misses his presense more than
his voice...how come to me, time passes
so slow...time, fast forward to the month of
DECEMBER CAN?!!!arrrghhh...i wan him to beside
me now!!!

It's down with 3 more weeks and i am
done with year 2 sem1... YAY! for this,
i tink time passes very fast..i feel like
i am still new to my class and it was still
the 3rd or 4th week of lessons only...arghhh..
year2 sem2, can you imagine more intensive
work is coming towards me...it's time for new
classmates soon!! :)

I am heading to MALAYSIA this sun
with sammy, wenkwang(fishball) and ardi...
yes first time going malaysia
with my frens..i am looking forward man..
YAY! YAY!! YAY!!!

YOU KNOW WAT?
i signed up for my interships
for my course...awesome..i hope
i will get in man because have to
go through interviews..and i signed up during
the period of my long holidays which is during
the period of december09-feb10...8 weeks...
i seriously wan intership..a great experience
to gain! i will pray to have this interships! =))


LASTLY, i wan to be the happiest girl
living on earth..life is too short
to have any time wasted on those
unhappiness. Elinminate those ppl
who will cause you unhappiness because
they are the one who is wasting the space
on earth and they simply don't know the
definitions of living life to the fullest!

ok i am tired..
i gonna hit the sack early
coz it's such a good weather to sleep!
bye folks! :))
LOVES AND MISSES!!!

This week had been a bad one for me.
Everythings seems to go off track and everthings
seems to be so impossible and negative...
Every little things is affecting so much on me
and i can't take it down..i don't know why i take
things so hard and my temper hasn't been a good one.
Things were rocky for us due to distance.
brandon and i had our worse tiff.
and the feeling of distance between us
worsen our feelings too. How much i wan him to do
this but yet he is taking it as otherwise.
the pain is so hurt...sometime, it's not about the
love over there, it's about character..
i really hope for a miracle on you..
simplest sentence: SOMETIMES i just need you to meet up to my needs.

On a happier side, MY TWIN PASS HER TP, GETTING
HERSELF A LICSENCE!! woohoooo, first fren of mine had
gotten a car licsence man..cool!...next week rounding man...
me like!!! hahaa..CONGRATS, MY TWIN!

and i finally make selection for my elective module
for my next sem...since like i still can't escape away frm DNA..haha
CORE MODULES: chemistry II
Environmental science
Molecular and cell biology (abt DNA)
ELECTIVE: Immunlogy
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before flying off;









onglet beef!!!
i noe it doesnt look appetising in photo but it is taste
real awesome in life.. hehee..






caught 3D ice age 3...which i felt the story line
not very nice though..ok only! but very funny la...






he goes bonkers in the marks and spencer shop
while i was buying some tibits..hahaa


see how crazy and funny he can goes...
i LOL LOL LOL all the way man..








hahaha..cant take it when i had bad breath...hahahaha..






me like me like!!! yummy to the max!!! :D


and baby bought me the biggest cup with
toppings of baby and strawberry! i ate 3/4 of it
awesome!!! hahaha
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The sad day.

thanks leeling and samantha for sending brandon off. :)










nice..











the parting..




my eyes did red red after he left..
i felt as though one part of my heart had left me.
i miss his hugs and kisses now...the smell of his...
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webcaming with baby over at france!

he does all this silliest things just to make me laugh
and make up my day! haha








he was actually shaking his body..hahaa..stupid him...lol






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i feel so broke now..i need to save to
reach my target man...


**Formula for success: rise early, work hard, strike oil

The reason why I am here at this hour is because
firstly I got no school tml. Secondly I just came back from
mahjong over at samantha's hse with yamei and wenkwang.
Thirdly I wan to blog something interesting to you guys
which is going to happen later on, 22july wednesday!

This special day, something which is unqiue is going
to happen for all of us..guess wat?!

IT IS SOLAR ECLIPSE!!!
When the moon will come between the Earth and the sun,
completely obscuring the sun. So it will happen
between the time of morning 8.30am-9.40am.
So which means instead of the sky being bright in the morning,
it will become dark..omg how cool is that..so i am waking up
early later though i got no sch, just to experience the solar eclipse. :)

The news was saying:
Pregnant women are advised to stay indoors to prevent
their babies developing birth defects, while prayers, f
asting and ritual bathing, particularly in holy rivers, are encouraged.

Shivani Sachdev Gour, a gynaecologist at the
Fortis Hospital in New Delhi, said a number of expectant
mothers scheduled for caesarian deliveries on July 22
had asked to change the date.

"This is a belief deeply rooted in Indian society.
Couples are willing to do anything to ensure that the
baby is not born on that day," Gour said.v


* yeah tml i am going to city plaza with wk, sam, ardi, zx and yamei..

today i attended my module briefing..
the electives given for my year2 sem2
was sucky..mainly all cannot make it sia..so the choices was:
-applied physics (for me i hate physics, so it a big NO !!)
-applied mathematics ( I tink it will boring, everyday math MATH MATH!)
- genetics(Abt rDNA, which i am learning the basics now which is freaking difficult!!!)
-immulogy ( Abt the study of body which sound interesting.)

*So do i left with any choices?!! it's obvious..duh IMMULOGY! hahaha..

alright i am tired..
bye folks..
i am heading for a swim tml..
i am missing the smell of chlorine...lol
misses and loves! :)) i miss MY BABY!!

Fuckshit.. i screwed up my Microbiology UT
today..i did study! never really expected it to be so
difficult and the some questions asked was confusing..
given not enough time to finish off my UT as well..
damn it..felt damn sucky after the UT. This is the first
UT that i felt this way...goshh...i guess my day today
didn't started well also..had a very bad monday started!
hope tml will be a better day! :D

i gonna turned in early tonite! :)

God will fight with me through the tough time
i am having now. God is beside me, guiding me
through. Brandon and I are having a tough time
now..God, you are my saviour of my soul, you
shall pulled me through this toughest time that
i am going through now. I hope with the blessing
given by you, it wil heal me.


sch is bored today.. as usual monday blues.
i gonna get down to do some shit if not i will
tink alot...arrrggghhhhhhhhhhhhh my PP!!!
I need to start now man, cant drag any further already..

*i feel like having another tattoo man!!

I had nobody to turn to,
nobody to whine to,
nobody to talk to, so i turned
to my blog because i can't helped
by whining non-stop that i am feeling
extremely exhuatsed and lethergic..
so much so that i could turn in straight
now even i do not have UT tml...argghh

Tml is my last UT2 but i have not yet
to open up my docunments and open my
MICROBIOLOGY files and study...i am just
feeling damn lazy after toning last nite
@chompchomp..yesterday was the only nite
that i nv drunk after i drink...pui.. so much so
that i wan to get myself drunk becoz i somehow
love the feeling and i love to drink..

alright... i was msn-ing with baby now
and he got angry with me that i
didn't take good care of myself...
he say he is not in spore then i become
so naughty...alright i will behave myself
ok, baby! haha.

it's only 1 week past since baby left for
france..time passes so slow to me..
omg..i still got to bear with many many
times of weeks and months...ever since baby
left for france..i got no interest in checking
out what is the lastest movies in town...
what's on ppl blog recently is HARRY POTTER
AND HALF BLOOD PRINCE MOVIE...
i simply got no interest in harry potter..
and i am not a harry potter fans either..

i am just so bored being in spore alone..
yes i got frens but sometimes when i needed you
to be by my side, i have to struggle it through myself
and just hoping that time will faster pass and you will return
soon to my side...arrgghhh but the fact is now is just the begining only!!!

*1 more month to my 5 weeks of holiday!!! YAY!

ok stop whining..
got to study seriously already
bye folks!
misses and loves! :)))

Irritating Flu that happen to me in the
mid of my tuition..that caused me to be so
sleepy..furthermore my two kids are stepping
on my tails that causes me to lose my patience
and JI BA BOMD my anger on them...
i only know i shouted at them umpteens times..
after tat, i went hme, i poped flu pandol and
i sleep for 3 hours... hmm..very shiok... so much so
that i need sleep is because i am heading for drinking
session with wenkwang, sam, ardi and wanling over @
chompchomp...woohhooo!! :))

Overdue pics here..
A day last tue, i met up with my sem2 peeps..
been long since we last met and we had endless of
talks. We do praying for each other too..so amazing..
Caleb's dad was a pastor and he knows alot..
I am proud to say i am a christian...god touched me a lot..
i cant help by saying god is aweome! he has
been by my side to help me with watever i need.
A wonderful and enjoyable day spent! we shall visit
each other's church soon and worships god together!


me and lynn


caleb. beverly and faith.


went over to the yishun japanese food court to have our dinner there..
their food there is super nice and cheap!










after that went to bakerzin for dessert.. wanted to get macaroons for only 90cents now
but it was so sold out...freaking cheap man...




i m on the menu man...all the bakerzin menu in spore la!
LOL!!




While waiting for our dessert to come, we play with centre parting. LOL.

















after that we process for durians @chongpang...hahaha
we doing food maranthon that nite..LOL..
how can we miss out durians when it is the durian
season now...hahaha..



auntie smelling durian, acting like a expert..haha














see this auntie very pro one in choosing and opening
of durians..hahaha




4 durians for $10 for 5 of us..





















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Overdue pics.. way one month back pics..













baby is wearing his winter wear to show me..haha

Singapore Flyer 22june09..
whereby this period of time(pri and sec sch holidays)
have promotion.. $10 ticket with student pass show..
so cheap la..how can i not go for it whereby it is more
than half discount of usual price...baby also have abit of discount
with payment by DBS card...so yeshh DOUBLE HAPPINESS..



which i tot it will be nice..but so similar to KFC..
i still prefer KFC..'finger lickin good' haha




we sit around 7.30pm plus...


we both so exciting about it man..as it is
our first time and being sporeans, it is a must
to experience spore flyer man..












































Afterall i felt that it is a experience to sit..looking at all the nite
secenary of singapore which is extremely beautiful and awesome
especially with the company of ur love ones..30 mins one round
is quite fast..talking and taking pics...at the veyr top, i can feel
that the flyer is not moving at all...

Here is some pics of my tuition gal.

she is in pri 2...she is smart but just lazy..
always dont wan to learn my spelling..


you see..tuition halfway can dig ear one..
haha..




that's her younger sister..


* UT is down with only one left...yeah!!!
* the past few days, i have been skype-ing with baby..
i am glad that i am still able to get in touch with him
through skype but i don't in the near future can anot
because he will be travelling around, not sure whether
got internet acess at those country side place anot..
but this isn't going to drift our r/s..i will wait for ur return. :))
he told me things in france, so cool..so much
that i wan to go and visit him now man... i bless him
for his work and safety there. :)

things to noted for myself:
- must start on PP.
- must tanned myself.
- study hard for UT3.
- save money for france trip.
- must practice sleep early everyday habit
- discard all those unhappiness that is filled inside me.
- be a happy person and live life to the fullest!
- I WAN TO GO CITY PLAZA
- I WAN TO EAT FROGLEG
- I WAN TO SING KBOX
- I NEED TO CHOOSE MY ELECTIVE MODULE FOR SEM2 SOON!
ARGGHH..GONNA BE HEADACHE..I WAN TO BE IN THE
SAME CLASS AS LEELING!
LEELING'S 19TH BIRTHDAY COMING!!! :D (in a month time)