It was a pre tortore for me to have baby
going for his re-service. It was only a 10 days
away for me and yet i can't take it
without his presence beside me. Moreover today
it’s just the second day of his re-service.
And i tot he is still in spore and we are still
contactable and yet i am still feeling
very negative..i seriously can't
imagine him leaving me on 12 july
to FRANCE for 1 YEAR and we can't even
contact..for god sake that he will be staying at
the country side whereby there is no internet access.
And furthermore the place he stayed in is very far away
from town and the only option to contact me through
letters and calls once in a month..i swear i gonna save up
and get myself a ticket to paris during my term break..
yes..i really really wished...so from now onwards, i gonna
be on budget and save, save, save!!!


OMG..RP had in total of 9 students been infected with H1N1.
It had been confirmed.. All of them are from year 1 so
therefore from today onwards all year 1 student are been
quarantined for 1 week. Yes right now I am complaining to
why us, year 2 and year3 do not have to quarantine.
Aren’t those affected people are in rp also? Why we don’t need to
be quarantined?!! It's just like you qarrantined half the singaporeans
and the other half no need to quarrantined..make sense?!!!
I admit I want the holidays but what about the safety of us...
so rp don’t care about those years 2 and 3? Wthhhh la...
they must wait more ppl get infected then they start
to close the school is it? Moreover rp is air-con based so it is more
Easily to get infected because air bonding .. it’s so unfair laaaaa!!!!
And what shocking news is that butter factory is closed down for a
Week because of 1 person affected H1N1 from there...

Omg the month of july is matching in already..
Seriously hate this feeling..nobody can understand
how i feel now, be it for family or boyfriend..
why all my dearest one is leaving me when i need them
the most..you know the feeling of having just the whole
family sitting and have dinner together?! NO, i don't know
the feeling because i haven't experience one...
I am not been EMO but just felt envy for those
people who have happy family...I miss the times
whereby my whole family went for a holiday
together, well that was decade years old man..
Mum just left to NEWYORK for 2 weeks of holidays...
she is not scared of H1N1 la...omg!!!!

WOOHOOO IT'S FRIDAY TML!!!
JOAN'S 19TH BIRTHDAY IS JUST
2 DAYS AWAY..

Yes I know I am super duper late for updating
the outing with my classmates during the 1st
week of my holidays but I will still do so
because I would like to introduced them to
you guys...So why today am I so free to
sit down and update because my tuition was
canceled today and I am back home straight
after school and I also had my a short nap just now.
So shiok and wonderful feeling..haven't been long
since I rested at home.


pics;


stage and michelle..calling her stage because she is a fan of show..
hahaha..


she is sharmila..


yongqiang and kabe..



dedrick. kabe. yongqiang and me.




the guys..though not all the ppl turned up for
the class outing but it's still thankful
for those who came..it's always very difficult
for the whole class to turned up.






all gays?!!! hahaha



jonanthan and yongqiang..the pair of gay in our class?! perhaps..hahaha


stage.michelle.me. jonathan..jonathan actually frm new creation church too..
he often go for the sunday service..






after that we went to esplanade to slack and chill..

I am still kicking good. haha
despite having heavy loads
of school stuffs..UTs is coming again
on the way and my PP project
is still very clean, undone.
good job, charmaine!
But the fact that now, I am trying
to spend as much time with baby.
TREASURING every moment of the time
and we make sure the time we spent together
is fruitful..how i wish time could just stop at this moment
and not going on to JULY...yes if only..wished only

baby's confirmed flight is on 12 july(sun) 1145
towards PARIS.
yesterday we went chinatown to book the air tickets.
After booking, i went moodless totally.
3 more weeks to the actual date..
i don't how i am feeling right now..
all i know is that on that day itself
i will definitely cry...baby told me maybe
he will come back earlier and give me surprises.
i am soooo hope for that la...
yes i told myself i gonna be strong...
true love is still within the heart no matter
where the other parties is at.

the past hearing of LDR-long distance relationship
perhaps scare me out and make me so terrified
each night i tink about it..failure of relationship
through LDR...There is so many cases of it..
i mean it's true that it's hard to manage LDR
but right now, we have faith/trust for each other
and that's all i need. Regardless of what, shall
take this opportunity to challenage our relationship.

OMG. flyer is having this student promotion
@ $10 only with the show of student pass.
Only appliable on weekdays..valid till 26 june..
the promotion is so tempting la..usualy adults tickets
is $30. ooooooooooommmmmmmmmgggggggggg!!!!!!!

I can't help by tinking that there is still another
8 weeks of school before holiday man..that's longggg
for me....i need break in between... i saw many blogs
stating how fun is rebel, butter factory and zirca..
omg! when the last time i club?! IT'S ON MY 19TH
BIRTHDAY @ PHUTURE....phuture is boring now..
hahahaha..i wan to club so much man....

i have got many pics to upload
but i can't find a good time to do it...
aarghhh..till then i will upload soon..
hahaha..bye! tired already!
**joan's 19th birthday is coming!!**
so eggcited because is one of my darling's bdae! yeah man! :D

First week of my AWESOME HOLIDAYS!
I am enjoying everymoment of my holidays
with baby! and babi time flies pass like the speed of light!
I am too lazy to write every details out.
So here is the pics..













































































fixing his laptop into godg condition, to get ready to bring to france.
webcaming/skype with him is very fun.
food fair and popular book fair @expo (totally awesome)
we hop around to eat and baby say i am like an auntie. -.-
i love food fair ok! hahaha.
ikea. (my all-time fav chicken wings and meatballs)
that day was a eating day for us. I feel that i will gain
weight over the holidays. Totally ignore exercising and do my
projects and getting ready for school starts got tests.

vivo for some shopping and mustafa (everythings can get from there)
@ mustafa seeing some winter wears. Baby is trying to get them soon!
SAT, my grandma place together with baby! Baby never failed
to cook at my grandma's place for my relatives to eat. But for this
time he prepare dessert. Yummy! THEY LIKE THIS CHEF OF MINE!!
HAHAHAH....After dinner, towned! NOW GSS, crazy shopping sia,, me like!
and lau pa sat for supper together with baby's working
colleagues..A meet-up for baby and his colleagues
so i tag along..hahah..his bunch of colleagues like uncles
in the koptiam..hahaha..well, i get entertained by their talkings
and jokes and we stayed up there till 2.30am.

Amazingly the next day we need to get up early to go
malaysia..tired to the max but we still managed to pull
ourselves up from my bed and by the time we reached
malaysia, pretty late like 2.30pm.

Apart from spending much time with baby during the first week
of holidays..i spend equally time with friends. BALANACED= HEALTHY DIET!
HAHAHAH...met up with w56H peeps for dinner and lepak at esplanade.
(I WILL UPLOAD THOSE PHOTOS SOON!)
WENKWANG, YAMEI, ARDI for NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2!
super hilarious the movie..after which drinking at some place
in chompchomp with wenkwang and ardi..the best place
to drink, we claimed and we even hop to chompchomp kopitiam
to continue drink..hahaha.. they are my company that night.
Thanks for being my listening ear that night for which
i pour out my sorrows..i love them!

** i shall continue part 2 of my holidays soon!
SUCKS, MON SCHOOL STARTS ALREADY. fuckman.
bye! i am sleepy already. LOVES!