it's has been raining for two days and my flu hasn't stop for two days.it's so irrtating. my voice sound weird. haha. today had PE. i am always looking forward to PE, dunno why. haha. some played vball and some played floorball..so fun. PE is always been fun, i should say. hahaha..after tat recess and then end sch at 12.45pm. headed hme straight. so boring! everyone had their own programme. as i nv work already so it's super boring being cropped at hme. tml i must get out of the hse. haha.

i was tinking tis since the starting of the sch. i wish to put tis behinde me . let bygones be bygones but i dunno how to tok to them. they always give me a look that will makes me tink of the past. i wan a new yr filled wif fun and enjoyment, moreover tis is the last yr in the same sch already. i can sure tat i no longer detest them. maybe it's because we hadn't talked for 1 yr so it wll be abit weird if start toking. guess tis is it already. but of coz i desire for a change when mths passes.

sch's had been pretty stress. lots of homework,coursework,2 days tuition per wk. sch's work is getting tougher. it's only january and i start to stress already, can u imagine when cumes to near major exams?! i afraid i cant hold any longer. everyday is study study, like no life lyk tat. sometimes the tots of going ITE strike my mind. haiz.i miss working life. how i wish i could turn back the time.

oh ya, next week fri will be the release of O level result. oh seriously, i need someone to motivate me ,in fact everyday would be the best. hahaa. lastly i am contented enuff to be in the class of 5A2. =) tis is will be the hot topic for today, i just happen to saw someone testi to tat someone. wat he wrote to her reali pissed me off. she had totally changed to another person. no doubt she had become to a complain queen! pls la,come on, if u tink you are 16, you shouldn't have tot tat way.where is u maturity gone to? furthermore telling to male dog doesn't solve the problem. it will make tings worse. i tink you have mistaken me. tat's all i can say. shouldn't have because of a guy make our friendship lyk tat. haiz. but if u tink tat wat u did is correct or u are happy doing tis, go ahead. i will then defined you as LOW CLASS, BRAINLESS WOMAN!!! fcuk shit!
COURSEWORK TIME! =DD

Right now, i am suffering frm serious sore throat and headache.i cant eat and sleep properly. so coincidence tat some of my few friends suffer frm tis too. arrghhh!!! super pain! well, lots of happenings had go on last week.

started on last fri, 19/01/07. i finish sch at 12.45pm and so after tat i went hme, prepared! went out to tamp interchange to meet ling. we are heading to TP open hse. it's my idea to go there. haha. reach there, so many ppl. went to visit the business and design sch and also the CCAs. HAHA. I am soo interested in wakeboarding or rather dragonboat. haha. abt the courses side, i am interested in leisure and resort management. i am simply not interested in design coz my art SUCKS. i have not went to the APPLIED FOOD SCIENCE SCH as the sorching sun is making us so tired to further our exploring. So much so that, we sit down at the design block canteen to have our lunch. the food there is cheap as compared to outside. haha. oh ya on my way of exploring TP, i saw many of my frens. haha..the feeling is gd when u get to meet up ur old frens. hahaha. alright at abt 5pm, we left TP and went to work at 6pm.

well, it's my last week anyway. so tired. time pass rather slow. soon it's 11pm and i went hme wif lam. the next day is work again. 3pm to 11pm. after work on sat, get scolding from conan. because we nv clear table before we eat the staff meal. table 62 fault la. tell them , we close at 11pm, they leave at 11pm. ppl are always lyk tat. midnite time, chat wif nelson on the phone. it's always nice chatting wif him. every of his words make sense and so true. =)

sunday, it's my last day of work.i work frm 12-6pm. so sad tat i have to leave that place. i reali dun bear to but i reali have no choice. tons of work is waiting for me. i am so slack and tired for tis whole month. if i dun buck up and pull my sock, i will definately stay at the back. during my break, eat together wif jimmy and leeling. he is so sweet, he say becoz he noe today we last day so he specially cum back to see us. hehes. after eating, clement,jimmy, brandon and rudy treat us to BEN&JERRY ICE CREAM. thanks man! it's my first time having 1hr and 30min break. went back late. but we still dun care. haha. i tink they wun be bothered to scold us la coz our last day. haha.. every min the clock tick, i treasure the time spent wif everyone in NYNY, including those new staffs whom i noe recently. as the clock going to strike 6pm, my frens came in to eat. i told them i going to knock off at 6pm, why u all cum so late. they say they dunno, so nvm.

tis where the emo part came. jacque say sumtinks tat actually me cry. she say why is all her frens leaving her, one after one. she say the greeter she used to teach them leaves her. i cry and hug her, saying to her tat, i will still cum nyny to eat when i m free. she also cry in the end. i ask her to takecare also. i could remember, she is the 2nd person i noe when i first work in nyny. she is the one who teach me how to be greeter. she is so cute and pretty. i love her. soon after veneta cry also, followed by maria(my manager). veneta say my cry make her wanna cry. before i leave, i gave everyone a hug. when i went up to the cashier to tok to lam, i could not hold back my tears so i went out of nyny. frankly speaking, i am used to working life now, dun reali have the school life mood. no matter how, i will still remember those 3 mths i spent in NYNY and of coz my love ones in nyny. cherish those happy and wonderful times we had together, not mentioning those kitchen staffs whom are the closest and dearest to me! =DDD
after tat, meet up wif kim to go shopping. we had fondue! =)) so much fun and loves !
went hme bathe and sleep.

it's back to mon again. had 4 free period of f&n. so i sleep in class. haha..so damn tired. after sch, attend the eng tuition. then went hme. having a terrible headache. reali cant stand it, feel lyk chopping my head off. so i turn in 10pm ytd after finishing my compo. haha..hehe. today have maths lesson. maths is getting tougher as compared to N level. N level is just chicken feet. LOL. right now i am so enthu towards sci and math.but of coz i need more motivation. =) alright time for my HOMEWORK! BYE! TAKECARE! LOVES!!! :DDD


on way to work in MRT.


so tired after a trip to TP.




iLOVEher!


we are so bored.


our last outing stop here?! definately not!!!



ling likes my phone. HAHA.





I did tis when doing my compo.



nv will i forget her!

recently, sch work had been stressing me out.lots of new tings to learn. i am trying very hard to push myself as i hate to study, who lyk? nevertheless. F&N coursework stress me out too. it's so boring doing coursework every yr. haiz. AND ALSO CLASS HAD BEEN VERY NOISY EVER SINCE THOSE 5a3 PPL(10 PPL) HAD MERGE WIF OUR CLASS. AS I SAY SCH HAD CHANGED BACK TO THE USUAL SYSTEM SO TAT'S WHY WE CAN ONLY HAVE 2 SEC5 CLASSES. THE REASON BECOZ SCH IS SMALL, NOT ENFF CLASSROOMS. WTH! BECOZ OF TAT, PPL GET STRIKE OFF MEANING NO LONGER CAN THEY STAY IN HS. TIS CAUSED US VERY HARD TO STUDY. THEY WERE VERY NOISY AS THEY DUN WAN TO STUDY. THEY NV SPARED A TOTS FOR US. PLS! CANT THEY JUST THINK. SO OLD ALREADY, SOME WAS EVEN OLDER THAN US. HAIYO! EACH TIME WHEN WE WANTED TO STUDY, THEY JUST KEPT TALKING LOUDLY OR MAKING STUPID NOISES BEHIDE. SO NUISENSE! well; i had gone to sign up for my sci tuition already and it's start tml. hehe.

dunno what had happen to my diet recently, i become very hungry even after i eat alot. arrghh..my fren all say i am mad! i realise i go hungry very fast. i just love food la!!! lol. well, now i love my class alot, especially my partner , seokkee. haha. she is always singing to me when i feel asleep. normally i will sleep during eng and ss lesson coz it's boring!!!we get to motivated each other. haha. it's my first time sitting wif her.it's nice sitting wif her ,no doubt she is also a gd listener, listen to my grumbles everytime. hahaha . hehes. sk: if you reali going to join any singing competition, i will you all my support. haha =)

all my junior vball player had gone for their vball competition ytd. i wish them gd luck for their few upcoming matches. =) oh nw chatting wif leelingg on msn. she told me tat she is pausing her work for now, so she ask me to pause also. i am fine wif it anyway. haha. well; my bro is coming hme on fri.haha cool. i miss him lyk hell. janice is sick, not coming to sch for 2days already. the class is so quiet w/o her. her voice can brighten our day.=) get well soon and cum back fast. missing the presence of u.haha

i simply love my physices teacher but she is no longer teaching us already coz she is having too many classe. she will be replace by tat stupid apple chong. i doubt we will all fail phy. not being mean la, is just tat he is stupid lousy in teaching. tml i am having chem lesson and PE. i love it!! haha. alright got to rush for my coursework already. bye guys! takecare. misses!
lastly gd luck to forella for her first day tml in NYNY. c ya on fri! (:

Tis is gonna be a super long post. i am so sori but i got alot of tings to say. tiredness is losing my concentration during lessons. i am reali reali very tired. WELL, i am gonna start frm last fri 12/01/07. after sch, had the sec one cca orientation (sports). so janice and i went to help out. tot we could be in the outdoor or indoor but who noes none we are using it due to the heavy rain for the past few days..so instead, we are using the celebration wall. we are so pathetic la, it's lyk every group of the cca have their proper place unlike us. haiz. wat to do, sch small wat. then we set down and play some balls infront of the sec1. oh i realise some sec1 reali looks cute, feel lyk pinching their cheeks la .hahaha..feel lyk bringing them hme to accompany me to tok. hehehes. time pasts fast and it's 4pm. i have to rush hme, bathe and went to work at 6pm. tis is my first time doing lyk tat. haiz.

reach work place, feel very weird. coz so long nv work then suddenly went to work. haha..oh gosh, i saw many new faces la. so funny loh, when i and ling went in, they keep pointing at us, thinking tat we are also the newbies. LMAO! when working, i kept yawning la. customers call me, i call rose go entertain. hahaha. it's damn tired. well have a short conversation wif some new staffs when we happen to walk pass each other. IT'S JUST ONE NEW STAFFS WHO I SERIOUSLY HATE. WHEN I WALK PASS HER, SHE ASK ME CLEAN THE TABLE FOR HER MAN. OH , AT THE POINT OF TIME, I FEEL LYK SCOLDING HER ALREADY, STILL I DIDN'T SO I JUST SAY TO HER, 'U ASK ME CLEAN IZIT?' SHE SAY YA, I SAY ME AH? SHE SAY YES. OK FINE, I HELPED HER FOR ONCE. IN MY HEART, MY BLOOD IS BOILING ALREADY. SHE DUNNO I AM THE CAPTAIN. WATEVER LA. I TOTALLY DUN LKY HER. SHE WEAR THE PANTS SO HIGH, HAHAHA AND SHE IS A LESBIAN., SAW HER KISSING A GAL WHEN WE BOARD THE MRT. LOL.

halfway, when i am taking the bill to the counter, i saw kim. so shocked. when i saw her, i was awake. hahaha. she came down for the purpose of seeing me hehe. i am so honoured. she looks gd wif wat she is dressed on tat day. she suit red. very beautiful! well, after work, sometink happen la.it's so sad. i feel tat it's very unfair. i feel very sad for my fren. i dunno wat they all thinking loh, especially kervin. i realise he had been watching over me. i feel very uneasy. after tat, went to eat supper wif kistine, veneta and brandon. reach hme at 2am. reach hme, bathe then went to slp. the next day is work again at 12pm.

meet up wif ling and chantel earlier for breakfast. we went to xin wang to eat the french toast, is super nice. haha..must go try ppl.=) went to work after tat. not long, came alot of newbies again.one of them looks lyk my fren, farha. look very alike. 80% alike, height and figure the same also. all the newbies look very gong(blur). they just stand there do nth. aiyo . so i was doing everytink by myself tat day. ok, when break time at 4pm, met up wif kim. haha.we had alot to catch up when we meet. haha..the time passes so fast and i have to go back to work, so sad.
oh ya, i forget to add on about me giving resignation letter to conan already. he came to tok to me. he ask me dun leave, he wan me to help him. so i say i cannot have 3 working days coz tis yr i having my major exam. he added on saying tat he appreciate my work tat why he wan me to stay to help him out. so finally he say he gives me only 2 working days. but i was tinking abt the hours of working also. if i work full shift on sat, i will be spending time on bed on sun and no time for my revision. BUT at the same time, i dun bear to leave and i feel very gulity after wat he had said. so he ask me consider again. after few hours later, he ask me again. i went speechless, coz i reali dunno how to ans him. so we went to table12 again and had our private tok. hehe. he ask me how is my decision. so i say i reali cannot work. so he went on to say; you had disppointed me. omg! i say why? he say i dun wan you to leave, as ur work wise is gd and he went saying you reali disppoint me, tsk tsk and he went off wif a disappointed look. i just cry coz i dunno wat to do. firstly i dun wish to disppoint him coz he treat me very gd but secondly i got school. arrgghh.. tat nite i went hme to tink the whole nite. i call nelson for advices but he went to overseas already. haiz. i reali need ppl's advices. reali!

ytd. i work 12-10pm. so tired again. in the morning not much ppl so still quite slacked. when reach 8pm at nite, there is no queues outside. so when getting to 9pm, i ask conan for going hme earlier coz tml i got sch. he say okay. haha..i ask him, u treat me gd izit wan me to feel gulity and stay? he just smiled and walk away. arrgghh..why why why??? after tat went to eat wif ling at galare. the waffles there is nice. =) ice-cream YUMMY! WAHAHA

today go sch so sleepy..fall alseep when principal is toking. hahaa..oh! now there is no longer the home room system already, change back to the normal already. they should change back last week loh to avoid missing 2 period of lessons doing the changing classes thingy. And also my class ppl increases, soo noisy!!! during PC PERIOD. our form teacher gives us a list of courses in poly. now i am going do my planning and set my target. there is lots of courses i am interested but the cut of points is damn low. hahah..i am dreaming la. anyway today's time passes very fast. so happy tat i can go hme and have my slp. haha..just woke up few hours ago. haha. oh ya, before i slept, chantel msg me saying tat one of my fren cum NYNY to interview. i was lyk who? she say by the name of forella. oh she call me and i ask her dun work there. it's so tiring plus being a newbies there sure get bullied one.so tis fri, i will tok to her again.it's my last week already haiz. Her pay per hr is different frm mine.gosh! it's the 3rd week already. i have not been mugging hard. alright, gt to do coursework already.bye! study hard guys! MISSES! LOVES! (:


my bro and my cutie cousins at NYNY. :DDD


volleyball rocks!!!


orientations.


tis is our style of playing. =)


my piece of work for 2hrs. terrible!

boredem kills me. the past few days i am soo looking forward to being hme alone but nw i realise tat without the presense of my bro, it was so boring, quiet and empty. my parents always came hme at 10pm. i dun mind one fren of mine cum my hse and stay. my parent also dun mind. haha.

today's sch is boring. taking the O level coursework questions. it reali makes me headache ah. dunno which questions to choose. both questions is easy and can work alot on it. my teacher's prefer question 2 which is abt vegeterians one. i reali dunno..arrghh..i been tinking tis every moments. alright, nowadays i always feel very tired la. dunno why, every nite slp early also lyk tat. by staying awake for every lessons, i bought sour sweets to sch. haha.. all finished by my fren instead. =))

i was totally pissed by the nyny's managment la.i give them 2 days of working days, they insisted me to give them 3 days. shit loh. how to ?! if i work sun,the next day i got sch loh. if i work on weekdays, the next day will be damn tired and sleepy then cant concentrate in class.
cant they just understand tat we are schooling. shit them la! and it's also totally unfair, other ppl lyk tabitha can work one day per wk, why we cant? they have sch so do we. WAT THE HELL LA! if nv go work, deduct 3 days pay. so unreasonable loh, cannot work must force ppl one. anyway next wk my last wk already. let it be loh. i give in to them.

our sch so sucky la. they keep changing the timetable tat makes the home room system very messy. then we also dunno where to go for our next lesson. it's waste of time searching for our classroom. hope they change back fast! tml is pe time again. haha.weehee.. oh i realise tat my chi is so not gd as before . chi compostions, i dunno how to start. tis is bad. CHARMAINE, BUCK UP LA!

in no 3 hrs time, it will be one of my dearest's bdae. i just video call wif my bro. haha. oh my, i miss him lot man. only next fri then he can cum back. =( alright time to mug already.

i am back to being a mugger again. LOLS.
=DDD

pics;


060107


i lovethem!


happytimes. =DD


the day we spent at NYNY.


HAHAHA.


they fatty is behide. spotted*


ALL THE FOOD WE ATE. SO MUCH!!!


THE first day of sch in 2007.




me && my godmother =)


mother && daugter.


are we alike?

hey!
i am here to blog again. haha..today's sch was abit boring. maybe i just tooo exhausted. every lesson is boring to me except PE. haha..today's PE is taking height and weight. AFTER TAT PLAY GAMES.I HAVE SLIM DOWN BY 2KG. SO HAPPY BUT SHORTER BY 1 CUM. I USED TO WEIGHT 49KG BUT NOW 47KG..SOO HAPPY LA =DDD. when cums to eng, i got del's accompany so is not tat bad. hehe. today's assembly was extremely boring too. so i chit-chat wif del in the end. hahaha. only mrs goh's social studies lesson, i am interested. hehes. after sch, went to hougang mall wif pb to get bks. but dun have. sian. after tat we went to eat and then went hme. =)) i just woke up frm my short nap.

oh ya, saying abt my godbro's wedding dinner which i attended last nite. it was very happening to attend wedding dinners u see. taking lots of pics together, eating dishes tat u haven been eating during ur every dinner time and wat's more is the relative bondings. =)) my godbro is dashing la. haha..then whole ceremony ended at 10pm plus. i wish them all the best and everlasting love. i now have a god sis-in-law already. yay!!! wahahaha =DD

My bro is going to army tml!! yeah! i am soo happy la. the whole hse belongs to mine now!!! i can do anytink i wan now. ask my fren cum ton wif me. heheh. yay!!! blust my music as loud as i can. but i will still miss the presence of him always half naked in the hse. heheh. and the voice of him always calling me 'ah gal' lol lol. he is posted to the police academie. just now when i reach hme, he told me tat he had cut botak already. hehe. so funny la!!! LMAO!

ALRIGHT ; PICS TIME! ENJOY! :))



Me&veneta(the gal who look lyk janice)


crazy brandon behide! haha


that nite at her hse till 2am.


wif ling at esplanade.=) one of my best workmate.


eating the staff meal.


my best filiphinoes workmate.


wif yisin.




it's nice.



me and nelson. i miss him!!!

HELLO!!
My last post was lyk in 2006? hahaa..sori guys for not updating coz i had been reali busy tis few days which make me damn tired and lazy to update. how i spend my new year? i spent it in NYNY wif all my colleagues. i end work at 11.30pm. before tat citylink was packed wif millions of ppl at ard 9pm onwards. they were all heading to ensplanade to countdown new year. nevertheless, NYNY were also packed wif ppl dining in before they have the energy to go countdown. hahah. after work , we had a staffmeal. tis is when we start our bonding again. haha.. it was also sandra last day at nyny. she dun wanna work already.

after tat, we walk to raffles place to board our shuttle bus hme. wow! it was packed lyk hell. we have to use pushing to guide us out to the main road. we waited for 45 min for the bus to arrived. the driver totally suck la. firstly he is very attitude , secondly he dunno the way to our hse, and yet he become a driver, lastly he's driving suck, we are sitting in the roller coaster, make us wan vomit sia. in the end, i was the second last to go hme and i reach hme ard 3am plus. i was so piss off.

the next day. i am working again. so tired! every hr i am yawning . haha. the time is different to pass la. finally reach 11pm and it's time to go hme. and tml is the last day of holiday. oh man. tis is super duper fast la. i m going out wif yisin and keith to ikea and vivo city. we went to the tampines ikea. it's new. i bought a new wardrobe. hehe. they help me to carry hme. thanks guys, after tat we went to vivo city to shop. at vivo city, we went to super dog to have dinner. wow, their food is nice man! haha..must go try it. after shopping awhile, we went to starbuck to have a drink. i order a chai tea. gosh man! it taste lyk shit. haha order wrong one. should listen to yisin. lol abt 11.30pm we went hme. in the mrt, they were very funny. they do stupid actions and tok lots of craps, make me laugh till stomach ache. hahah. i miss going vball training wif kitty, ade and ching lin. sch reopen already. i doubt they are coming. so sad.

it's the first day of my sec5 life. and the journey will start till end of nov.it 's the 11 mths tat i have t endure it till the very last breathe. i woke up early at 6.3oam. i m totally not use to it tat i have to ask ppl to give me morning call. hahaha. meet up wif sandra, pb and yq to go to sch. on the way, i wonder who will be my form teacher. haha.. reach sch, saw my teacher. i dunno her at all. she will be teaching us eng. she explain to us abt sec5 life. gosh. N level works and O level is simply a big gap in between. in the mist of sudden, i feel lost abt wat i am going to do. coz i am still holding a part time job. and work load now is double as compared to last yr. i am going to start planning now. just for my future. oh well, now our sch had doing tis HOME ROOM SYSTEM whereby students have to move ard to go to their next lesson. no longer having our own classroom already. however, to me,i feel tat tis have its diadvantages and advantages. advantages is tat, we stay awake when moving and we get to exercise more. disadvantages is tat students will tend to use tis opportunity to go toilet or go canteen buy food or move ard the whole sch. everywhere is messy and noisy. not even lyk a sch. i hope they change back lyk last time.

alright, i am quite satisfied wif the teacher i have got but except some. i am getting tired each day now. i have try slping early everynite, it's lyk i went to bed at 11pm but still i am still so tired!! arrghh..how?! tis is not going to carry on for me. gal frens of mine, we shall all work hard together. i believe tat each and everyone of us can make it. so study real hard. =))

on thur, they have the checking on grooming, i was been caught..dunno why also. i tink is my sock coz i wear coloured sock. =b after sch, i went to citylink to meet up wif leeling and tabitha. we went to eat at nyny which is leeling's idea. haha. halfway tabitha left us.we order a few yet we ate until we gonna vomit. coz chief gives us some free food. so nice of them.hehe. after tat sandra accompany me go heatwave cut hair. we reach hme ard 9pm tat day. haha.the next day,it's sch again. after sch, went hme slp then to work at 6pm. on my way, i msg kim. i miss her alot alot. haha.

ytd, went to sp's open hse. after tat i, pb, sand and sw went to bugisa and orchard to get my wedding dinner clothing for tml wedding dinner.it's my godbro's wedding. haha. we shop the whole bugis, i cant manage to get my type of dress tat i wanted. so we went to take neoprints print first. after tat went to orchard instead. finally get it. hehe. at 9pm, nelson sms me abt the party, he say meet outside cartel, i dunno even noe abt the party, so i was pretty shock when i read tat msg. so no doubt,i just go to farewell nelson. he is leaving nyny. he treat me very gd. i will always remember him. his voice, his caring, his scoldings i will nv forget it. i met up wif kim at cityhall mrt station. haha..finally get to meet her already. as she is a very busy woman. very hard to date her one. haha..she wear the shirt i gave her as x'mas present. so beautiful!! =)

when everyone reached. we went to boat quey. they all went drinking and singing. and i went to have a chat wif nelson. he tell me abt what is life in this world. tis is not just abt living and get happy, there is more to it. i told him tis is my most memorable work i have. i can sense the happiness when i m working compared to last yr. he say i can visit him. haha his everyone is so true and i jus cried abt his saying and leaving. he say tis not our last meeting, he will be there on my bdae. haha. so happy. i am more to the kitchen side so i am happy tat i can still bond wif them. i will nv forget u guys. =))

at abt 3am, i and kim leave first as we are very very tired already.reach hme 3am plus. have to wake 8am plus to go xinmin sec to take scholarships award. going there wif my tired face. haha. slept halfway when the presentation is still on. finally finished and i went hme straight to slp till now. janice is hurrying me to update.haha..seem tat there is still someone who appreciate and lyk my blogs. hahaa.=b.

alright, it's boring wif so many words and no pics.got to go! i have to get prepared for later wedding dinner. haha. takecare guys. study hard! c ya! it's soon JANICE BDAE ALREADY!!! i am awaiting for tis special day to arrive, counting down! =DD