A great pat on my shoulder, Charmaine Ng!
I managed to survived through the 6 weeks
of school with full attandance. That's the accomplishment
for myself and I am glad that I am able to pull through it
however sometimes school really make me
very exhuasted and I feel like skipping it!

So the 2 weeks of holidays shall start.
So short that I guessed I only able
to rest some days only.
TUITION. OUTINGS. MALAYSIA. PP project( arrghhhh!!)

I am so gonna
make full use of my this holidays
because after this holidays..it gonna be
10 weeks of school man which is definitely
driving me insane...And I am glad with these
2 weeks of holidays, I am able to spend more
times with baby before he left for FRANCE
after his re-service which means around end
of june...to me, it's not long man...

I am so gonna hit the food fair next week
with baby..baby is so noob that he never went
before..haha..

ok classmates (W56H) outing on mon..
should i go or should i not..
never like this feeling that
i have to decide it for myself..
i don't want to be stress over such
things...that weird feeling is there between us
signn..

ok bye!
fuck migrain!

It makes me feel that I've
been isolated. It makes me
feel that I keep following
you. It makes me that you don't
want me to be close to you.
It makes me feel that I should
make a distance with you.
It makes me feel that you are
keeping something from me.

Bond or not bond???!!!
It's up to you, me and the whole.
If it is bonded, the feeling have to be right.
All you gave me is some weird feeling
that I feel I should not exist at all.
Someone just tell me that it's just
16 weeks. To a certain extend,
I just feel that we are some objects
that can only see but not touch.

Perhaps it's really the distance that
counts but that doesn't give anyone the
right to condemn the other party.















Watever is the end answer.












**cheer up leeling!
I know how you felt,
nobody would want their bf to
keep things behind their gf's back.
i know he had inflicted a huge hurt
on you. A small girl once touches
the hot kettle and it hurts her hands.
She had learnt her lesson and never again
she will go touch the kettle when it is on fire
because she knows that it will hurt her
hands again if she touches it again. She doesn't
want that to happen to her again.

As a fren of yours, i really want you to be
happy..that's the leeling i know from the start.
Human being living on earth should be treated
equally, live happily as possible because life
is already too short...so you shouldn't allow yourself
to be so sad/hurt..when it's time to let go, just let go.
i believe you can find someone better, someone
who will appreciate your love and deserve to be loved by you.
i am a person not really good at words.
But what i can do to is to convey a message across.
SMILE! :))

OMG!
SINGAPORE CONFIRM FIRST CASE OF H1N1 VIRUS!
She was 22 years old, a student in SMU.
The Singaporean woman was in New York from May 14—24.
She arrived back in Singapore from New York on SQ25 on
26 May at 6.30am. She was seated at Row 55.
She began to develop a cough while onboard. She passed the
thermal scanner uneventfully as she did not have fever then.
Later in the morning, she consulted a GP who decided to send
her to TTSH via a 993 ambulance, given her travel history.
She was immediately admitted for testing. Laboratory
confirmation of her infection was made by midnight of 26 May.

Two UTs of mine had passed. Chemistry and rDNA technologies.
Well, all i can say is i had tried my best and what is done
already done...hope i can get at least a B or C man...i don't want
to feel demoralise for my first UT man...

been coughing like an old man
these few days and having bad flu..
aaarrrgghhhh...today is wed, finally a day
off for me to rest man and i slept till 12pm which
is damn shiok...i am glad that i got a day off which
makes me doesn't feel like skipping school on any other
school days...hahhaha..and it seems that i am always here
blogging on every wed because school days is busy like a beee!!!
haha..today i had tuition as usual. :)

two more days to holidays..2 weeks of break
is never enough for me man...i guessed i had
my holidays all occupyed by programmes..
mahjong-ing with friends and outings with
classmates which is awesome man!!!
i got many movies to watch man....


ok off to study biochem UT on fri!
bye! takecare! love. =D

My understanding tests is just around the corner
and i am busy studying and getting the facts into
my small head and brain. Hahhaa..Yesterday, i stay
back in school till 8pm to study with my classmates..
We have so many doubts man..last time i used to
love love chemistry alot but now i still love it despite
those stupid and freaking calculations they had.
I hate the modules most is rDNA...i cant help looking
forward to 30 may which is next Friday. It marks my
2 weeks of holiday man. But i guess i gonna use ¼ of it
to study for my test which i had after the holidays.. damn it!
PP is another factor that is disturbing my holiday...damn damn it!!!
I so hope my life will be forever on a yacht..i don’t mind having
yacht as my fren and living there with my loves one...so carefree man..
but now pimples, headache and insufficient of sleep is my friend!

okay got to get on with
my study already! bye!
update again! :))

I finally had my craving for froglegs
on SUNDAY with baby..i had been
whinning to him to bring me go eat..
it's always the distance that matters to us..
froglegs still taste as delicious as ever. LOVE IT! :D
hahaha..after that went to bugis...wanted
to shop for my lofter shoe(sp?) @ bugis village
then while walking, we suddenly saw a new
shopping mall named ILUMA..what a weird name..
then we went to explore abit..so new, so cold..
nothing much except for the big cinema
and big arcade..we then proceed to watch movie there;
THE RAMEN GIRL. A hilarious show act between
a angmo lady and a japanese chef with their
languauge barrier...then after that we went for
the famous dessert over there.

TWO DAYS in A ROW of LAB WORK on mon and tue
drained me out totally...now i declared that
i hate chemistry lab because had to do lab report..
wat the hell....lab = extra work to be done.. PBL system
doesn't work togther with lab..totally no link..
i thought by having lab work is already a form
of understanding.. Lab work itself is already very draining
because we doesn't have break 1...then we still need to eat
in rush to get out powerpoint sildes done... fuck RP man..
we need to have peititon man...

tue after sch, went for PP workshop
with stage and michelle(new classmates but now friend! :)
almost 2 hrs of talks...but it's very good
and i am glad that i attended it so i roughly
can know how to do my PP. then after that meet yamei,
samantha and wenkwang for singing @ some place
which wenkwang intro..1hr only $6..damn cheap..
i tink it's lesser than $6..because we sing for 3 hrs,
total bill only $24 for 4 person...damn fucking cheap!!
singing makes me feel less stress man..
all the clubbing songs make me feel like clubbing..
thinking it's been long since i club.. i found one clubber
in my class. :)

with us having our own busy and tight schedules now..
i am really glad that we still meet up..it goes
to show something rite..so i really hope i won't
neglect you guys (yamei &co).i really we can still plan
programmes together and go out and enjoy
ourselves like how we used to be...i really really
miss those times togther- slacking after sch,
having heart to heart chat, sentosa, steamboat etc..
i still want those moments with you guys..
being as first bunch of friends in rp, i believe our hearts
beat as one! =) i loveyouguys!! mahjong soon ok!! :)












Today force myself to wake up and go swimming
despite me being lazy and tired... i see the need
in exercising..i feel very fat these days..
after having lunch, i sit down infront of my com
everyday... so i swam around 5 laps and i defeat lose..
seriously feel so breathless and tired...
ok i got to study for my UTs which is next week..
3 papers in a row..damn it..

BYE! :)
Update again soon!

THIS POST IS GOING TO DEDICATED TO MY ONLY
LOVE; FOO WEI KHONG, BRANDON!

I realise/notice that i haven't done a proper
post about him before for which that
i had already know him for 3 years.
So i am going to do one post for him
though he won't be seeing my blog that often.
but still this is still going out for him! :)

Well, i know him throught working @ NYNY 3 years
back when i am working as a service crew and he as a chef.
After a few months, we begin to feel that we like each other
but at that time, we were both shy to say out
but we feel for each other..so we begin to go out
on his off day and so on.... what makes him attach me
was his hair..his cute little mushroom hair
and then he cut and change into a more stylish hair
at that time which is also much more nicer..hees..

after i started sch, i still continue contact till
some time....

i shall skip some part whereby i feel that
it's not necessary to be added into my blog.
So i guessed some of you should know wat is it.
So i skipped to after i graduated from secondary school.

We contact back and yes my love for him still there,
the same as before...hate the olevel period man..
so the long holidays before i got into RP..we
spent alot of time togther...confessing our love
to each other and understand each other deeper..
so finally before poly starts we got together..
till then happily ever after! :D

In my eyes, he is still the nice and understanding guy
who never failed to dote/pamper his gf..
feed her like the world is ending tml...
saying yes to her to just make her the happiest girl on earth..
love my family and my friend around....
Even though quarrel is part and parcel in a relationship,
but we still struggle through and changing for each other.
Now i realise it's not easy to maintian a good relationship,
not even easy to have met someone who is right for you
to allow yourself to put 100% into a relationship and to love
that person wholeheartedly. This is gonna be the first time
he's leaving me far away to another country for 1year..

Yes i know the advanced technologies given to us now..
skype, msn, webcam...etc...but it's a totally feeling man..
Even though you may be miles away,
you will always be close to my heart....

PICS OF HIM!

his cute little mushroom hair..


haha..
then he change to mohawk..which is nicer
for him..i feel..






this pic was taken whereby my whole family
went to his working resturant to dine in during CNY..
that time was also his first time he met my family..haha




our first valentine day!


i make him run because to pass his IPPT.


his bdae..i surprise him at his working place..
together wif his best friend...







LOL..


at the ZOO...damn funny man..












he is cooking for me..haha



the handmade card that i make for him..






the fatpig..











dunno what with his action man..like a kid..hees.











i surprise him at his workplace with his bento lunch..


we went pula ubin..



hahah..so cute...me like!


he is crazy..after shower, he just pose this for me to see..
he say..towel makes wonder...and he show me lots of pose..lol


can you believe he is actually 20 plus year old?!!!




our all time favourite ice cream! =)


ah wang look alike..



















and he started to keep long hair..


in malaysia..










our 1 year together! double happiness!!! :DDD





Our first holiday together..
trip to BANGKOK! (:


























all his working colleagues...i can laugh my ass off
just by looking at brandon..hahaha


totally hilarious man!!


When i looking through and digging out all
these photos...all these memories is memorable..
totally priceless man...so i hope as we grow older together,
as we continue to change with age, There is one thing
that will never change..I will always keep falling in love with you.


**LOVE: We think about it, Sing about it,
Dream about it && Loose sleep worrying about it.
When we don't know we have it, we search for it.
When we discover it, we don't know what to do with it.
When we have it, we fear loosing it. It is the constant source
of pleasure and pain. But we don't know which it will be
from one moment to the next. It is a short word,
easy to spell, difficult to define && IMPOSSIBLE to live without.