God damn it..till now i still couldn't upload
my final report(PP) to the PP portal
i don't know what's wrong with it, it keeps
showing out "internet cannot display webpage"
sign after i upload my PP. It's so sickening and
irritating that got me on my nerves and got frustrated.

Well, way out and in order not to let the time wasted.
I sent it to my PP advisor and told her about my situation.
I ask her to get me back asap if any re-work is needed
and meanwhile i will keep on trying to upload.
She told me she will look onto my PP to save the time and
visit to the IT helpdesk if necessary..I Guess i really need
to make a trip to IT helpdesk to solve the problem
but i guess i only will make a visit when sch reopening
which is on the 5 oct and then final submission PP is on
8 oct..omg so near..damn scared.
Hope i can make it through on time! :) Pray!

Actually to upload final report(PP) to the PP portal
is to detect plagiarism and heard from my fren saying that
the PP portal stated that plagiarism index cannot be
more than 40%..so great..in fact 40% is alot..omg so happy..
before that i heard that plagiarism cannot be more than 12%
now it cannot be more than 40%..thats so great and put
my mind at ease..hahaha..becoz i did copy some sentences
from the web but i did quote down the link..hahah

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Yesterday meet up some peeps from w36B, my second class!
beverly, lynn and alexis..was happy that i am able to
convince alexis to come for the meet up!
Watched PHOBIA 2!!! DAMN SCARY..Tis time
tis movie got 5 parts..1st and 2nd one damn lame
and i don't quite get it for some parts...
3rd one is the most scary and it freaked me out the most!!
last one is the most funny!!! I think this movie ok la, not say very nice
but ok la...i tink moral of this movie is more about karma though!

after movie, shopped around and we took neoprints!
omg!! since when is the last time i took neoprints?!
hahaha..and we have fun man...alexis being shy keep
missing from the shots..and we have to keep pulling him back
in order not to waste money.. damn funny man..LOL!
after alexis had left us...me, beverly and lynn went ion orchard
to shopped and had our dinner and then chit chat
before home sweet home. Though it's a very small group gathering
but we had ultimatfun! hahha..meet up again soon! =)

pics; (click it to view bigger and clear!)

I have several thoughts going
through my mind now
so i decided to pen it down.

It's easy for a person to treat people nice and
suit to their every things but it's not easy for people
to get treated back nice and suit to every things..
why is it so? can't see the appreciation at all?
or only have give and not taken in...
I don't know..or is it better to be a low profile
person or just be a non-planner person?
OR seems like being the first to bring out certain
topics and discuss and carry out it, nothing
will bring good to the person..
Yes in this world, human are selfish, upperhand says!
That make me think twice about should i be nice towards ppl.

We seems to be drawing away, apart.
I guess, to be confirm is really my word now!
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OMG i have been insomia these few days..
pretty bad for me...having said that
next week school starts already, how am
i going to turn/change back my body clock
to wake up at 7am?!?!? OMG!!! ARGHHH

I finally done with my PP but
PP report submission doesn't allow
me to submit...damn it..is it a bad sign?
bloody hell man! i shall submit tml then!



** i just called, to say how much i care!

Little "funny" facts about me!


I like bitting my nails.
I don't like drinking plain water. (it sucks and tasteless)
I am lazy and don't like to shower myself. (haha)
I drool while sleeping (haha..eerr..sometimes only)
I pick on food to eat and I don't eat quite alot of stuffs like sashimi, cockles, century eggs etc.
I can burp non-stop at different timing, not only after eating.
I will use laptop when i am shitting.
I can just have one meal in a day.
I will throw vomit sign if i smell food that is fishy.
I can't sleep without bloster.
I yawn very loudly
I can be as gross as YOU! hahaha
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I want my second inked!!
I already know the place to get inked already..
I want to have wordings on it! hahaa..
but i am thinking about the wordings to put..
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I am missing my ol' good day/times!
I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts,
there can be no more hurt, only more love (:

okay i am feeling lethergic already!
but no choice i gonna get done my PP before sleep!
BYE! LOVES!
missyou, bran! =D

Because of you, my sweetest drug
you make me lose my sleep, causing
me another headache of the day.
The couldn't reached you feeling is
causing a big disaster on me.

The untouchable feeling is having a great
impact on me. I don't like myself
being like this.. this isn't what i wanted
myself to be..felt so terrible inside me.
It hurts so much when you are suffering
all this silently and making the heart weak
each time...i mean i dont need any console
words..i just want you to make me happy.
A happier person instead!

I am suppose to sum up my PP, at conclusion
yet i cant get the feel it to get it done now..
my mood sucks now..i feel that my soul is not there!
BYE WORLD!

20/09/2009 - nice date today!
Hari Raya today so that makes tml
a public holiday..well anyway nth special
to me as i guess i will be staying at hme tml..

Like I had mention in my blog earlier on,
i went town, taka for mooncake fair with mummy.
Meet my uncle and aunt there as well.
Expected, crowded with many ppl..pushing
here and there just to sample tasting those delicious
mooncake...the crowd was horrible...bought
home one box of snowskin moonskin from GOODWOOD
PARK HOTEL..consist of D24 DURIAN, SOUPSOP,
JACKFRUIT AND MANGO POMELO FLAVOURS~ YUMMY MAN!
We also had our lunch at crystal jade..

OMG i guess i am really useless la, only go out
for 4-5 hrs, i came back and feel damn dead beat and
went to have a short nap...called me old man..even
my mum call me SIAO!!! i felt really lethergic these
few days, no idea why also..haiz....

bran;
only you can give me energy towards
life...without you, i really felt very empty
and lost...felt so aimlessly...
you have gone for 2 mth 8 days already.
it's seems short but to me it feels long...
i got surprises for you when you're back.
i will make all the waiting worthwhile.
missing you like hell. nobody can understand
or feel the pain i am going through now...



ok PP now!

HELLO TO ALL MY MUSLIMS FRIENDS!
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!
NO MORE FASTING...HEE
COLLECT MANY MANY GREEN PACKETS!!
HAHAHA.. :D

Note to self: enjoy as much as i can before
sch starts on 5 oct! club, shopping, movies,
mahjong, night out, stay out, do activites that
haven't been doing for long and lastly catching
up with friends! :))

BUT..
*eversince then, Without you, my weekend is mundane.

Moon cake festival is coming and my mum was dating me
tml to taka for the mooncake festival fair and
tim sum lunch..yeah!..haha



hahaha..damn funny! enjoy! (=

Oh pls..i am aching all over my body and legs now.
Goodness sake for the badminton game i had
yesterday with del, azmi, ryanchong, steven,
cami and cami's sibling @ Hougang sports hall.
2 hours of playing that caused me to have severe
muscle aching all over my body and legs.. looks like
i haven't been exercising for a long long time..glad that
i swear out some fats yesterday! hahaa...my foot was also
having blisters with me playing badminton bare-footed.
Serve me right man..hahah..now i suffered from walking steady.

After badminton though i was tired like hell but my day was
still not ended . Due to my itchy hand, went ahead to cami's hse
with del to play mahjong with cami and cami's sister..
my luck was good..being the biggest winner and won 7 bucks!

well, before badminton game, del and i headed to SGH
to visit Janice's mum who just had an operations.
Bought her flower(roses) and kiwi. Hope she had a speedy
recovery and take great care...Janice being a very fillal
daughter, taking care of her mum from day to night everyday! :)
hope janice's mum can discharge soon! =))

After a long day, i slept very soundly yesterday..
adding on to the rainy weather that caused me to
overslept for my tuition..i didn't waked up only
when my tuition girl called me. She asked where am i?
i was like " oh i am coming'' (in a shocked and sleepy tone)
hahahaha.. tuition had been stressful a little for me these few
days because their pri sch SA2 is coming ya..next week their oral
man...omg..keep practicing oral with them..hope my tuition
girl will do well in SA2 which i told her i will reward her if she
do very well!! =))

Today i felt so being like a housewife, like a married woman..
because right after my tuition, i went for groceries shopping for
my family alone, choosing food that have to suit to their likings..
it’s pretty hard ya but i like groceries shopping..haha
Then i came across a family, a warm family.
Their children was busy choosing sweets, choc, biscuits
and shouting out to their parents if they could buy those stuffs..
when the parents agreed, i could see smiles on the children’s face..
envy the family so much..they are so happy shopping groceries together.
So much so, it reminds me of my childhood whereby week sat,
my family will go for groceries shopping and i will pick
whatever i want and put into the trolley...sometimes my mum
will demand me to put back those stuffs to the shelf because
it’s bad for my health.

After those choosing and paying..i was carrying 4 bags of
groceries home..so heavy for me..without a choice, i took
cab hme with peak hour charge..wat a “good’’ timing ya..haha
ppl, call me a good girl/daughter of NG family! Hahah..

omg..PHOBIA 2 is out already!! i wan to watch man!!

i was bored at hme on a SATURDAY NIGHT
so i went to find pics and funny quotes..



really tinking of my second ink for next year?!

YAY! Chalet on 30sept-1 oct with del and co is confirmed !
This is something i can’t wait to have before the sch starts!!!
Though it’s only 1 day but i believe it will be
fun and awesome..lots of bondings will be there too!
Hope many of you will come and create a happy scene!

Recently i swear i have been waking up early,
having the determination to tan or swim, i even have
the thought of going to the Sengkang swimming pool
there for the slides since i never been there before but the
weather is really so turned off...weather have been hazey
these few days...no good no good..tsktsk..i wan to be a
beach babe though...hahaha

school is starting approximately 2 more weeks time and
i am really exciting about knowing my new class and classmates..
i really hope i can get a class that is fun and can click well.
Or rather seeing some familiar faces when i’m checking for my class.

My mum just bought me the bubble hair colour dye!
And i will want to try it out..so cool man...

my mum bought me glossy brown!

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pics with leeling;

we went to eat slice at far east one corner..haha..delicious man!

now talking abit it, i feel like eating it!

I LOVE STRAW HAT! <333

The curry chicken rice which i ordered had so much oil..but it's nice!!

*tml badminton day, exercise day!

YESTERDAY, A HARDCORE MJ DAY FOR ME!

I am really sucks at having determination
to wake up early for a tan or even for a swim..
Yesterday night i set alarm for myself to wake up
early but once it rang, i kept snoozing it and
end up i off it and it dies on me...
When i woke up at late noon, i reslise
there is a slight sun which is what i hope for
everyday so i kidda of regretted it...arrggghh!
so sad man..

Recently i couldn't put myself to sleep very well.
Everday i make an effort to slp early becoz i won't
wan to turn in late which is so health damaging..
So once i lie on my bed, i couldn't sleep. Not only that
but my brain/mind was still not shut..it constantly
kept me thinking through alot of tings which i do
not want to tink about it..
Worse still, i'm having a bad bad dream on one of this day..
i dreamt about me being kipnap(sp?) and when i was trying
to escape away, i was being caught red-handed and suffer more
in their hands...it was really a bad bad dreams..thats explain why
my eyebag was real bad this few days...

Yesterday i went out with leeling!
Orchard; far east..went shopping together
and get watever we want or need! I love shopping
with her, i guess she loves shopping with me as well :))
becoz we give advises to each other on clothes..i like it this way!
I REALISE whenever i am out with leeling, i will spend alot
and i really mean alot..i counted back hme and total
damage was $122. But thankful, all the goods i bought
was great, awesome! The best goods of mine will be
STRAW HAT! i love it to the core man BECOZ it suits me
nicely and good to pair with everytink you wear or
anyway you go..haha. :D

Next we moved on to watching movie @
Marina Sqaure; COCO BEFORE CHANEL
Well, i am not going to hate this movie neither
i am going to like this movie becoz some parts of the
movie is really very boring in fact leeling commented
that not only some parts is all the parts are boring!
HAHAHA...the scene of the movie is very draggy and
slow..can make me fall asleep..not much of fashions for
tis movie also..lots of kissing and talking there..but the
last part was really awesome, NICE! i tink JANICE, if you
watched ah, you are going to tears in the cinema again sia..hahaha!

then shopped around MS after movie before heading
to have dinner at XIN WANG HK CAFE..eat, chitchat
then home sweet home! Pics, will upload after
i get it frm MISS LEELING! hees.

my head is spinning and aching like hell
while i am tying tis down..i gonna give my PP
a give for tonite and hop for bed now!
i hope i'll be able to make it for tml morning swim/tan! :))


*i hope for your fast return everyday
i pray and i wish... you are the only the man
i waited for so long. iloveyou, B

“Girls are like apples...the best ones are at the top of the trees.
The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because
they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get
the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy.
So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them,
when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the
right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb
all the way to the top of the tree...”

**i will on hold to this thoughts in my mind.

yesterday MAHJONG and movie maranthon
over at cami's places! great bonding together!

omg i guess i am counting down for school starts
already..RP holidays forever shorter than other polys
man and i don't know why either..sucks man!!
3 more weeeks to have fun before school starts!
though this week is more of like staying at hme days
but i am pretty happy that i have left with only 15%
work to be done for my PP...awesome man!

For goodness sake..i deprived for tanning..
i look like a piece of blank paper now..
i wan my beach life now..cafe del mar,
tanning oil, beer, food, volleyball, sand, water...
i really love to have those! hahaa.
come on ppl..jio me! haha i want to be tanned and
tannedand tanned and tanned and tanned and HOT! haha
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SAMANTHA TAN HUI XIAN SALLY BROWN MUAY HUI,
this is for you! HAHAHA
A reason behind why i put this is
between yamei and me..hahaha
start making wild guesses..lol






whahahahahaha! (Y)

** i guess i am back to my normal
body clock which is so not health damaging man..

I AM MEETING LEELING TML! YEAH!

Today's date was special and nice!
09/09/09 TRIPE 9! chang chang
niu niu for couples who are marrying
today! EVERLASTING LOVE! COOL AND
UNIQUE YO!

Past few days, my body clock was really
screwed! i dont' know how to get it
fix back..i slept at 3.30am everyday
and wake up only at 4pm...
half of my day was gone just like
that..arrrrgggghhh...ggrrrrr!!! i felt
kidda of wasted ya...i was to live a
healthy lifestyle man..and being cooped
at hme is not healthy! hhaa..i wan to go
out! watch movies, play mahjong!!!
where is my life gone to?!

Well earlier on i was pretty bored..
can you people sense my boredness..hahah
so i went to look through my photos folders
and compared it with now...
Incredibly, many people around me had really
changed alot..becoming pretty and handsome.
We are all grown ups...guys frens of mine
going into army...owning car license now..
embarking on their career and studies..
and getting busy at their own stuffs..
looking at our past whereby we have that
innocent face, dressed with our school
uniform looking nerdy or "ah lian" look,
escaping from boring lesson and
eating, slack our way at school
canteen with cheap food..get busy with
our Olevels and CCAs and trying to perform
the best with our own piece of work..
get ourselves engaged on special occasions..
what's not when comes to bad ones?!
always late and giving excuses for
assisgnments to hand in...

You know that make me realise how time flies
and how we changed ourselves with the time,
environment and ppl around us..we are now OLD
with the age of 20 next year..reaching the
number 2 is not easy..the number 2' further
road is gonna be hard..marriage, pregnant,
family, career..and so much more...

having said that i really miss my 15-18 age
of my life..they are really awesome! though
kidda of less freedom but it's still very
playful and pure age to be!!! never have any
doubts on wat i say! hahaha..

i welcome the future but only can
embrace the past which is a great
road for me! I guess as well as for you
guys too! =)) smile because the road ahead
is going to be tough!! =D


**OK it's time to return to my PP shit!
and once again i wan to watched movie
and mahjong pls!!!! hee!

I am struck at hme for continuous 3 days including today
the 4th days for this PP shits...omg.. come on ppl date me out..
i am glad that over the past 3 days, i have been doing as much
as i can on my PP so that when i am out, I can feel relief and
enjoy myself to the max! Hahaha..i am smart man..haha.
Now that my PP had exceeded the requirement of 2000 words,
i felt relief abit but Hell man, my report is not yet done...
everynite, my finger and my back aches because of typing
and sitting infront of computer for too long..and my brain blocks as well!
I deserve something good for myself man...* i wan mahjong man!!
I wan fun and entertainment! :D

Sometimes i wished, i had an elder blood sister for myself
to rely on..imagine having a elder sister who cares and
dotes on me is something everyone ask for that includes me!
A elder sister who can shares everything with under the sun
and fix for u everything that went wrong in life, isn’t that great?!
Omg.. even if the whole world were to against you, an elder
sister of yours will still support and gives u a shoulder to lean on..
omg....AWESOME MAN..i wan a close sister or friend will do! :))

Each time, each day, each night, i lay down on my bed.
I told myself you are still the one right for me..
I know all your actions and your responses .
Everyday i am counting down for your return
regardless of communication barrier that couldn’t stop
my heart from changing.
My love will get you back soon.
I strongly believe our r/s is not parallel lines.