I seriously hate Olevel life. It is totally a lifeless life I am leading now. I detest it totally ! I can't do anytink that I enjoy doing. It is torturing myself when I cant do anytink I like, even worst doing tings tat I dun enjoy doing it. Upon seeing other ppl having their post exam activites but we have to continue study and revise hard for our up-coming olevel mt. I cant imagine life after june holiday. Upon seeing my SA exam results, I already felt disheartened and longer have the motivation to pull myself up. I going to breakdown soon, I guess. I am reali in need of great motivation and determination again so tat I can strive hard and fulfil my wish.
i noe I have to face the reality and there is no way I could escape but I cant imagine tat time passes so fast. So fast that I cant even take a deep breathe. I guess I am gonna press on for about 5-6 mths before everytinks ends. Each day, I have to tink of the fun I gonna have after Olevel, then I will work hard! Is worth it to work hard now rite rather than suffer later. =)
How I wish I was just a little child, having the innocent and cute look where you get dote by everyone you go. Having no troubles in regardless of studies, work etc. okay now 11 days to Olevel mt. I AM GETTING anxious as the figures become single digits.
Okay I shall reveal my results. It is reali bad. I GONNA to improve my eng ! most important one! And also to STUDY harder on my phy, it’s pulling my comb sci marks down.
English- 41 E8
Math- 49.6 D7
Science- 54 C6
Chinese-66 B3 ( the most pleasant mark among all, haha)
Human- 42 E8 ( I din study, so it’s ok)
F&N- 59 C5
L1B4=29, I am third in class. JUNE HOLIDAYS= MUGGING DAYS!
Okay I got to do my evaluation already. Bye! (Teachers, check pls! haha)
How high the mountain, it will still collapse one day- charmaine ng