HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!
I am so glad that I am able to live in
such a peaceful and prospecity country!
Well this year's national day was rather a
quiet one for me, staying at home watching
ndp show..nothing special...did i mention
that i love to watching fireworks display?!
the amazing fireworks that spike in the sky
can make me feel happy!! I still rememeber
many years back when i was still in sec 2 or 3,
i actually got tickets for ndp and i went to watch
it with janice, my twin! The atmosphere was so high
that i can atually feel every singaporean celebrating
spore's birthday in excitement! i miss sitting there
to watch ndp live. I wonder when will i have the chance
again to get hold of NDP tickets so i can enjoy and fun
with frens or family or love ones on national day!

Rounding on fri was awesome together with
Janice, sk, kylie, joan, yq and the guys. We headed to
ECP lagoon for supper and our last destination is punggol end.
It’s not important to where we go, it’s much more important about
janice been the first time to drive us out for a spin.
She was feeling very anxious and nervous. Haha..
Us being her moral support and direction guidance. Haha.
Nevertheless we had fun and i love rounding with
a bunch of frens to chill, talk cock, catching up with life! :))
We reached hme in the wee hour of 4am...i am so tempted to learning
driving because of them...hahahaha..












The driving queen of the day! haha.






well i bet u guys dunno wat is that, it is a
toy tortoise indicating to janice that she drive very slow..hehe..


Sat was another nite out for me but it was at Samantha’s hse.
Mahjong and drinking. After a few shots, i was feeling tispy already..
how lousy i can be man.. i reached hme 7am and i straight
away knocked out! I woke up at 5pm and i missed my outing
with my mum. I felt guilt so i am heading to orchard with her tml.
She loves orchard. She can go there for 2 days straight.
But before that i will be going to temple with yamei and wenkwang.
Then after that study session awhile before meeting my mum..

Recently i have been thinking on our r/s.
It seems no different to me having with or without a bf now.
So sad right?! It’s been more than a week that we didn’t contact,
that gets me even more upsets. I have been waiting for your call, but
my wish didn’t fulfil...i got tired of waiting..wondering if you were ever
coming around...my faith is fading..our communications is fading as well...
I don’t know how to make change to this situation.
All i know is, i try and it try so hard to keep our love alive.
Oh boy , can you feel me?! I kept hanging on..
It’s killing me cause there ain’t nothing that i can do.

*you been so far away from me, it hurts me each
time i miss you.


i am glad that my studying progess had been fine
during this weekend and i didn't wasted this weekend.
i plan it out well and balance my study and play!
well done, charmaine! Each time i feel tat i didn't study
much, i will feel guilt...thats good which will push me to study!
oh well , life still sucks without the presence of you, baby!


pic for malaysia;

































fake or real? Make a guess.

ok got to turn in already!
left 1 more week to bye W56H!